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Some people aren't meant to make you grow as a person. Sometimes they are meant to grow by your presence.

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As long as you don't love yourself, take care of yourself, no matter what goal you reach, you won't find that feeling you crave and long for.

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Sometimes I refuse to sleep, because at 3am is the calmest I ever feel. Not that my body isn’t dying of anxiety. But the world is silent. No one expects anything of you. No one in that moment can make you feel terrible. Only you can. And there’s a weird power in that. 

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Suddenly it all made sense, she's bi.

dissonance of the mind 

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High functioning with anxiety. Feeling like every word that leaves your mouth will be interpreted in another way. Feeling like you are judgded by every eye that meets your body. Still doing everything you're supposed to, and even more, cause you're scared of not doing what others expect of you. Knowing one day it will get the better of you.

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keep the dream alive, but let me die…

(via silent-scream-for-help)

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i want to tell you, i want to tell you so bad. but why would i? it’s not like you can do something. it’s not like you have magic to make me feel less worthless … i thought you would know by now, i thought you would have figured it out … but you didn’t. you know me less than you think, i’m still a mystery to you. i just wish i knew if i know the real you. or ar you just an actrice like me ? …

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i wonder, from all of the people who posted depressive quotes and pictures on tumblr between 2012 and 2015, the people i reblogged, who survived?

dissonance of the mind 

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I'm strong but I don't have the energy to carry us both.

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Me being nice doesn't give you permission to cross my boundaries.

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As your fingers linger over my body. Barely touching yet so present. A warm feeling rushes through every vein. Slowly streaming from the tip of my toes, through my thighs, inside my stomach,where it makes a little twirl and then continues its route. Through my lungs, over my neck, where there are traces of your soft touch, to the crown of my head. Every inch of my skin is craving the feeling of yours.

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To the almighty director of this tragic comedy: "will you erase me from your script ?"

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HAPPINESS IS RELATIVE TO SADNESS

Dissonance of the mind 

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[dissonance-of-the-mind]

High functioning with anxiety. Feeling like every word that leaves your mouth will be interpreted in another way. Feeling like you are judgded by every eye that meets your body. Still doing everything you're supposed to, and even more, cause you're scared of not doing what others expect of you. Knowing one day it will get the better of you.

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