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#romantic killer My new obsession

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I have no excuse for this, expect for the fact that I’m jasico trash

hope you don’t mind

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Update! I already uploaded a colored version

I'll probably color them tmr :)

SPOILER SORRY

But yeah, Nico's babies

I was able to find 6 in total that were described and named. I know there was a lot more but ye :)

What should I add? Did I miss anything?

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Do any of y'all want some fna art for a specific part in the book? Send me like the picture of page and I'll try doing it...

Right now I'm trying to draw my sadness away since I might fail a class 🥲💀

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can’t believe nico was the first out of the seven+ to have children 

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God I haven't done fan art since middle school... 😭😅💀

I don't really like how will came out but rip I'll do better next time (well if I do another fan art peice)

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I'll probably color them tmr :)

SPOILER SORRY

But yeah, Nico's babies

I was able to find 6 in total that were described and named. I know there was a lot more but ye :)

What should I add? Did I miss anything?

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I really love how the characterization of Nico is making people so uncomfortable, bc y'all got it wrong the whole time. Nico was never emo, he was depressed.

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SPOILER

I honestly loved this book. I believe Rick created this book for the intension of literal healing and closure.

Those who genuinely connected with nico didn't do so out of just being edgy but instead of a place of pain of being an outcast of outcasts. Which wasn't exactly self inflicted if the experiences came ramming into him. With everything that happened of course he would internalize it. But I think he realized that Nico was the child that many of his readers genuinely saw themselves through and if he has no happiness what would that mean for us?

If he never changes, if he never heals, and he never grows what would that mean to "the other Nico's and wills" out there.

Like literally, it's okay to feel pain and to deal with the truama. It is apart of you but will never DEFINE you.

I am so grateful that Rick Riordan has created this new peice with lots of insinuations of passive suicidal ideation and realizing that it is in fact NOT them, it was the invironment they were in! And if you don't see that these were the main themes of the book then I don't really know what else to tell you besides read it again.

If it doesn't speak for you, maybe consider that it wasn't made for you. If you hate the change, you've placed yourselves in the shoes of Nyx.

And to those who struggled something similar to the main characters emotions, I love you guys and you are strong :) 💖

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No but you don't fucking understand how I fucking cried when I realized that Bob never meant for them to tell the sky hello as a way of relinquishing all hope of ever resurfacing but in fact was telling them to say hi to the people who truly cared about him and genuinely were his friends.

And just like a good friend he was overwhelmed with joy to see that he was capable of being happy.

"tell the sun and stars hello for me"

"you came my sun and star"

And you can never convince me that doing everything in Nico's power to help those he feels were neglected isn't part of his characteristics. Every hurt person like nico has always felt the need to shield others from feeling it, to never experience the sadness they have experienced.

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Free therapy:

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Do y'all think kings dad might have sent hooty as a sort of protector for his son since he had his own hooty attached to him (right eye)? Maybe helper?

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Who else is sobbing bc it's over? 😭😭😭💔

Best ending ever tho! :')

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Everybody say “Thank you, Dana & Crew” 💜

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damn kinda not feeling it... thinking of bursting into tears