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When I have you with me I am ready to face anything! Mama is more dependent on you than you are! #motherdaughter #mamasgirl #mamalove #relationshipgoals #instapic #instagram #godsgraceandmercy #loveyou #mylife❤️ #mystrength💪 #myprincess #mybabygirl #mypride #myreasonforliving #myreasontosmile #youmakemehappy #youmakeiteasy #youmakemebrave #youmakemebetter #youmakemelaugh #youmakemecomplete @im_basically_shraddha_ (at Jiffy's)

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‘The Other side of Life’ My Sunday task 😊 #selftaughtpainting #art #artistsoninstagram #lovepaintings #artnlife #artist #loveforhues #coloursandclosets #coloursplash #instapic #instagram (at Protech Park)

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After a strenuous 60hrs of travel and sessions and with a very little sleep 👇this works as an elixir to the soul. #refreshingtea #cuttingchai #crazytravels #bunmaskachaitime #talksovertea #familytogether #lovemypeople #lovemyjob❤️ #changinglivesforthebetter #healthylifestyle #healthylifehealthymindhealthysoul

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#anotheryearwiser #anotheryearoflife #amotheryeardown #newyearevenight #newyearpicture #newyearwithmyman #husbandandwife #myfamily💕 #godsgraceandmercy #everthankfulofmyheavenlyfather #everthankfultogodforeverything🙏 #godletthisyearbegood #happynewyear2018 (at Protech Park)

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#mamasgirl #instafamily #newyearpicture #newyeareve #mygirlmypride #myprincess #mybabygirl #mykidcomesfirst😃

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#readyforthepartytonight #newyearbash🎉 #adieu2017 #partymodeison #dancingtillmylegshurt #crazynightout

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#myfamily💕 #mypeople #totallyobsessed #lifeinism #instamoments #instapic #instagram #celebratinglife #celebratinglove #celebratingtogetherness #visualsoflife #makingmemories #lifeismovingtoofast #prayingforpeace #prayingtogod #familyphotography #familypictures #instafamily (at Guwahati, Assam)

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Sorted my life in 2 shades #shadesoflife #twoshadesofblack #twoshadesdarker #twoshadesofgrey #twoshadesofme #twoshadeslighter #lifeissortednow #peaceful #peaceisalliwanted #lifehassomuchtooffer❤ #lovemylife #lifeisgood❤️ #praisethelord

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You Only Lose What You Cling To ~ Buddha #buddhaquotes #buddhalove #buddhabeliever #buddhabeliefs #buddhahood #buddhaface #truequotes

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Confidence Or Arrogance!

This piece is a retrospection one. You are most welcome to draw your own conclusions and insinuations. After all what you see is what you feel!

All these years of diverse experiences in life I still have not been able to actually understand why am I judged as being arrogant and a haughty person? As a child and a schooler I recollect me being quite an open and a loud/extrovert kid. Well that’s what the feedbacks were back then. But as I grew up and as maturity came in I became more picky and reticent. I began to make choices in everything. Who to talk to, who to deal anything with et al. I began to look out for matching of wave length more rather than broadening my friends list. Meaningful tête-à-têtes fascinated me more than lose talks! Blathering began to drain my vigour. I began to realise that if I keep myself kerbed within the walls of blather and viciousness I would soon lose my individuality and that it’d pull be back from any kind of progression.

I began to realise that reading a paperback or watching a flick made me better-off. I channelized myself to ‘self-finding’. I discovered things about myself which otherwise I never knew existed in me. I began to take interest in the details of life. There was so much to learn and know. I felt so bad about that fact that I wasted so much of my time doing things I never wanted to do. Things that never made any sense.

So as my quest for ‘self-finding’ developed the names from the list of interaction began to drop. It dropped enormously and although I knew what was happening I couldn’t do anything about it. I found a new kind of delight in my new found world. I couldn’t fake conversations, smile or eulogise anyone if I am not feeling it inside anymore. The worst of it all was the feeling I got during occasions when I felt I sort of spoke in a language that made me sound arrogant and proud and self-praising. But that wasn’t the truth! I was actually not being able to relate myself to anyone anymore. I felt like an outcast in their conversations! Topics of husbands, people, food, money, clothes, parties etc began to bore me to death. I could no longer relate to those topics. Eventually I began to withdraw myself more and more from such gatherings.

For many this seemed difficult to comprehend and found it to be arrogance in my part but the truth is I couldn’t take it any longer. The question was more of choice. I chose my ‘self-finding’ over the things I already had but which never made me happy! It was totally a personal issue.

However the names that never left the ‘list’ ended up building with me a kind of bond which was beyond anyone’s comprehension. It was a bond of sensibility, understanding and a lot of admiration.

I did become an object of discussion for many for things I began to do and not do. Some would even come and tell me on my face about the jokes, talks that ran around of me but that actually gave me an impetus to move on head strong and come away from the murkier lots world!

My faith and belief in God and in myself grew massively and if I now walk with my head high than that’s not my arrogance but the confidence in me!

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Brought her in to take the pic 😅. My love,my baby, my dwarf bougainvillea #simplepleasuresoflife #mybalconygarden #cantilevergarden #workhardonitallthetime #nevergetexhausted #godsgrace (at Protech park apartment,Hengrabari)

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#dailymarket #womensmarket #grocerymarket #foodmarket #streetfood #manipur #yaingangpokpi #experienceseeker #lovemyjob❤️ (at Yaingangpokpi, Manipur, India)

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#dailymarket #womensmarket #grocerymarket #foodmarket #streetfood #manipur #yaingangpokpi #experienceseeker #lovemyjob❤️ (at Yaingangpokpi, Manipur, India)

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#kingchilly #hottestchilliintheworld #supertaste ...so some goes in mustard oil and some to the freezer for the whole year round!! Gosh can’t really figure what more I can do with it 😜❤️

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#crazygirls #travelfun #workfun #streetfood #hygienicfood #traveldiaries2k17 (at Manipur)

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Manipur #atwork #mywork #workinggirl #workinghard #workmode #worktime #lovemywork (at The Classic Hotel)

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#proudfamily #proudmom #prouddad #godisgood #thankyougod #godsgift #prisha #musicianlife #musicislife🎶 #familyidentityismusic #familygoals (at Gauhati)