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damen is such a funny character because he tries so so hard to really hate laurent, but the first time they’re alone and laurent seems calm and happy damen hits him with the “soooo…are you gay or” question and the next moment he’s having very homosexual dreams with laurent in it…damen i’m holding your hand while saying this, you are down bad and everyone knows

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October, Louise Glück

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isolation the most goated coping mechanism i love talking to no one and losing my mind alone

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my favourite wizard again | nsft on my Patreon

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what is your attachment style? mine's dismissive/avoidant lol

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at least that guy only had one boulder to worry about. speaking for myself i've got at least four or five of them going up and down various hills at any given time.

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Book 1 in a nutshell

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spreading my attention across several things at once to make no progress on any of them at maximum efficiency

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no one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, i don't care. l'll be okay" and "I don't know how much more I can take"

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I've been rereading parts of prince's gambit and I'm being reminded of how much Jord is going through in this book

From Aimeric to Damen's identity to Laurent's disdain of him

My man Jord needs a break!

Sometimes I wonder why Nikandros is so popular but Jord is not because Jord is such a great character.

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Truly one of the oddest feelings is reading a fic that is so out of character but the writing and plot is so compelling. Like yeah I came here for the characters but yeah you know what I will read your original novel with the serial numbers plastered on

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enemies to lovers but it’s me and myself

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There are some characters where giving them therapy and cleaning them up is the fanfiction equivalent of buying antique furniture and painting it white

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Does anybody else track their life though a series of obsessions? Like “ah yes, i remember that happening, i was obsessing over Star Gate Atlantis at the time,” or, “this was during my Supernatural era.” I can map out my whole life in this way.

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I love Damen. He's such a hypocritical little brat. He spends all of book 1 talking shit about how much of a spoiled prince Laurent is without ever admitting to himself that so was he.