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the villainess (2017)

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    ‘    aw. don’t be too sad, el ! the time christmas rolls around, all of us are gonna be safe somewhere. we might not have the lights or anything, but at least we’ll have each other !    ‘   as for the zombies, well, noemi doesn’t know about them, but she imagines some of them will lose the fight to the snow.

“Shit, yeah... that’s true.” At least, he hopes it is. “Maybe we’ll even get t’see our families again...” He’s thinking about his sister, his mother... are they okay? Is Keith ok?

“I won’t be able t’get no gifts though... I got no money - not anymore, ‘least. And the last cashier I saw tried t’bite my face off back in that mall... so we can’t even buy ‘em if we wanted to!” He chuckles softly, then rubs at his neck, “what’ya get someone in a ‘pocalypse when you can just take everything you ever wanted, anyways?”

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“Jeeze... I dunno about you guys, but I am gonna miss all them Christmas lights ‘n’ decorations ‘n’ shit when the time rolls ‘round. Shiiit... the holidays just ain’t gonna be the same with all these zombie bastards runnin’ around.”

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Two weeks together, that’s all it took. Two weeks for me to fall in love with you.

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murder man ft tired gf and fed up coach jnkjnkjndfb

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debasedher replied to your photoset: look at him…… i fuckin love him

MY REDNECK SON

HIS SMILE CAMMY :((((( I gotta get coach’s too, aimes said he smiles when he sings too

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look at him...... i fuckin love him

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❝Watch me, just watch me.❞ from good ole nick!!

“Man… I BEEN watchin’ ya!”

He heaves a heavy sigh, leaning over the edge of Jimmy Gibbs Jr.’s car. They stopped for a good stretching break, as well as a pissing one, and Nick has been determined to show Ellis he’s a better sharp shooter than Francis was back in the port. Ellis, however, saw nothing but talk; Nick hadn’t even shot the gun yet! Granted, there’s a few less zombies out on this stretch of road, but that doesn’t mean they couldn’t set something up to shoot! There’s a few cans several yards away, just waiting.

Nick’s just being a… what was it Francis called him? oh yeah-

“All this talk, talk, talk, talk, talk,” Ellis mocks the other with his hands, mimicking beaks with his fingers to ‘talk’ to each other, “but nothin’! Francis was right, yer a real witch sometimes, Nick.”

“You wanna see some real sharp shootin’,” he walks over to the other, grabbing the hunting rifle and pulling it over to him, “lemmie show ya how it’s really done!”

Sure enough, at least two of the cans are clipped and a third has been shot right off its perch before Coach yells at them to stop wasting bullets. Ellis just gives Nick a look of pure pride: he’s done this before, the waiting, the hunting, the shooting. Not like Nick has, for sure, but it’s certainly more than the other did in this moment.

“Like a true hunter, eye’a the tiger ‘n’ shit. Right, Nick?”

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❝You do the math, you expect the trouble.❞

@enlumaria || Coach

“Ma always said I was pretty bad at math...”

He sighs, leaning into the other man with a bit of a frown. He really didn’t calculate his trajectory properly and always found himself in some sort of trouble. Smokers left ‘n’ right, accidentally walking right into a charger’s line of sight... Hell, even now, looking back at all the shit he’s caused by accidentally pressing buttons, talking too much, by stumbling into a tank’s line of sight, by bile bombing a witch... it’s a lot! He’s not sure why he didn’t really think of it til now, but he was a thicker skinned and an even thicker headed person according to some of his friends. Not as bad as Keith, but honestly?

“Sorry, Coach. I didn’t mean t’make it harder on y’all. I’m really havin’ fun with you guys though! I mean, even when we get the piss ‘n’ shit kicked outta us, we’re still a gu-hu-reat team, right? Now, you just look at how far we’ve come ‘n’ tell me we ain’t the best fuckin’ team you ever seen, ‘cept maybe fer the old survivors we met on that bridge. And maybe the team you used t’coach...

“You’re a great leader, Coach.” He beams at the other, sitting up a bit just to do so, “you really brought us all together ‘n’ keep us from shootin’ each other- well mostly me ‘n’ Nick, ‘cause Rochelle really ain’t all that fighty like we are. Anyways... I might be real bad at math- and I’m sorry, that’s bad. But we’re still a right damn good team, and I reckon I don’t need algebra to tell me shit ‘bout that!”

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#the little chop shop girl #and her giant russian spy (and actual cupcake) dance partner #brb still crying over the height difference bECAUSE LOOK AT THEM 

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❝There’s a part in the movie where you can see right through the acting, where you can tell that I’m about to burst into tears.❞

“Shit, I didn’t know you’re an actress, Noem!”

He’s genuinely surprised, though there’s nothing but joy on his face when he hears. A smile bigger and brighter than the sun that just set lights up his face; it’s almost bright enough to illuminate the room more than the TV they’re watching does. He pulls her closer, peppers small kisses up and down the side of her face, then nuzzles right into her neck and hair. The movie’s loud, but he’s a bit too focused on her to really listen.

“No wonder yer the purdiest girl I seen... you’re a star! My angel, a real big star... shoot, kinda wish I had som’in’ better’n’ this to wear. I gotta get all fancy now so you c’n feel like yer right back there enjoyin’ the Hollywood view...”

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❝Tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.❞

richard siken / not accepting !

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    ‘    i could never be miserable when i’m with you, el,    ‘   and it sounds like anything anybody would want to hear, though there’s no faking the sparkle of truth behind it. noemi leans against him, tucking her head underneath his chin. there’s no aversion in the action, only the simmering desire to be as close as possible to re-assure herself, and him as well.   ‘     there’s nothing miserable about us. – don’t go around letting someone think there is.    ‘   stern, but fondness edges in its corners.     ‘    i love us.     ‘ 

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❝History repeats itself.❞

richard siken / not accepting !

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    ‘    oh, i know right. first there was the r– the black plague. now this green flu.    ‘   though the green flu has turned out to be, at least to the survivors, a result of the government and CEDA playing god. when will people learn nothing good ever comes of these things ! noemi huffs, wrapping her arms over his shoulders,   ‘    what’re we supposed to do…when it’s over ? – when we go to the military, i mean ? what if we don’t learn from this ?    ‘   it makes her wanna cry, trying to imagine later generations of people going through this again. 

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❝You could drown in those eyes, I said.❞

richard siken / not accepting !

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    ‘    well ? and did you ?    ‘   noemi’s hassling him about lady. it’s cute, the way she’s seen him look at her. lady’s quite the marvel and maybe a bit more of a spitfire than somebody like ellis is used to. she loves seeing things like that unfold ! she jostles him playfully her with her elbow.   ‘     well ?? did you ??    ‘ 

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iiraeth:

RICHARD SIKEN SENTENCE STARTERS [EXTENDED]

– So I really liked the original meme here, so much that I ended up buying the poet’s book Crush to read. 

Inspiration hit and here are 79 lines, categorized by poem. Feel free to change pronouns and any names!

SCHEHERAZADE

❝Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake and dress them in warm clothes again.❞ ❝Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it’s noon, that means we’re inconsolable.❞ ❝Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.❞ ❝Tell me we’ll never get used to it.❞

DIRTY VALENTINE

❝There’s a part in the movie where you can see right through the acting, where you can tell that I’m about to burst into tears.❞ ❝I swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.❞ ❝You swallow my heart and flee, but I want it back now, baby. I want it back.❞ ❝I’m sorry. We know how it works. The world is no longer mysterious.❞

LITTLE BEAST

❝I like him and I want to be like him, my hands no longer an afterthought.❞ ❝Someone once told me than explaining is an admission of failure.❞ ❝I’m sure you remember, I was on the phone with you, sweetheart.❞ ❝History repeats itself.❞ ❝There are many names in history but none of them are ours.❞ ❝You could drown in those eyes, I said.❞ ❝But damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.❞ ❝What would you like? I’d like my money’s worth.❞ ❝Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.❞     ❝I couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time.❞

SEASIDE IMPROVISATION

❝Tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.❞ ❝You do the math, you expect the trouble.❞ ❝Draw a circle with a piece of chalk. Imagine standing in a constant cone of light. Imagine surrender. Imagine being useless.❞ ❝A stone on the path means the tea’s not ready, a stone in the hand means somebody’s angry.❞ ❝The stone inside you still hasn’t hit bottom.❞

THE TORN-UP ROAD

❝There is no way to make this story interesting.❞ ❝I want to tell you this story without having to confess anything, without having to say that I ran out into the street to prove something.❞ ❝Tell me we’re dead and I’ll love you even more.❞ ❝And he knew it wasn’t going to be okay, and he told me it wasn’t going to be okay.❞ ❝But the minutes don’t stop.❞ ❝And words, little words, words too small for any hope or promise, not really soothing but soothing nonetheless.❞

LITANY IN WHICH CERTAIN THINGS ARE CROSSED OUT

❝You will be alone always and then you will die.❞ ❝So maybe I wanted to give you something more than a catalog of non-definitive acts, something other than the desperation.❞ ❝I’m sorry I came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined, you poor sad thing.❞ ❝You want a better story. Who wouldn’t?❞ ❝I can tell you already think I’m the dragon, that would be so like me, but I’m not. I’m not the dragon. I’m not the princess either.❞ ❝Who am I? I’m just a writer. I write things down. I walk through your dreams and invent the future.❞ ❝And yes, I swallow glass, but that comes later.❞ ❝Shut up. I’m getting to it.❞ ❝For a while I thought I was the dragon.❞ ❝Okay, so I’m the dragon. Big deal.❞ ❝You still get to be the hero.❞ ❝What more do you want?❞ ❝Are you there, sweetheart? Do you know me?❞ ❝Here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed.❞ ❝There is something underneath the floorboards.❞ ❝I arrived in the city and you met me at the station, smiling in a way that made me frightened.❞ ❝This doesn’t look that much different from home.❞ ❝Love, for you, is more than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying.❞ ❝Okay, if you’re so great, you do it–❞ ❝Unfortunately, we don’t have that kind of time.❞ ❝I have told you where I’m coming from, so put it together.❞ ❝When I say this, it should mean laughter, not poison.❞

A PRIMER FOR THE SMALL WEIRD LOVES

❝And you know that a boy who likes boys is a dead boy, unless he keeps his mouth shut, which is what you didn’t do.❞ ❝Because you are weak and hollow and it doesn’t matter anymore.❞ ❝And the boy who loves you the wrong way is filthy.❞

UNFINISHED DUET

❝He wants to be tender and merciful.❞ ❝He meaning you.❞ ❝Do you love yourself?❞ ❝I don’t have to answer that.❞ ❝It should matter.❞

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU

❝I don’t think I can take this much longer.❞ ❝In the dream I don’t tell anyone, you put your head in my lap.❞ ❝In these dreams it’s always you: the boy in the sweatshirt, the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge.❞ ❝Oh, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.❞ ❝I borrowed your shoes and didn’t put them away.❞ ❝You didn’t show up. I kept waiting.❞

STRAW HOUSE, STRAW DOG

❝You have a cold cold smile.❞ ❝Watch me, just watch me.❞ ❝I swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass.❞ ❝I don’t really blame you for being dead but you can’t have your sweater back.❞ ❝You can sleep now, you said. You said that. I had a dream where you said that. Thanks for saying that. You weren’t supposed to.❞

PLANET OF LOVE

❝And you play along, because you want to die for love, you always have.❞

WISHBONE

❝You saved my life. I owe you, I owe you everything.❞ ❝Let’s not talk about it, let’s just not talk.❞ ❝Don’t bother. You never mean it anyway, not really, and it only makes me that much more ashamed.❞ ❝Please, for just one night, will you lie down next to me, we can leave our clothes on, we can stay all buttoned up…❞ ❝Do you see what I mean? Do you see what I’m getting at?❞ ❝If you love me, _____ , you don’t love me in a way I understand.❞ ❝Do you want to go home now?❞

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“You gotta have a fault, come on!”

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Blade Runner 2049 dir. Denis Villeneuve