diedandgone

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The only spooky thing haunting me this Halloween is my weight

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[diedandgone]

I wanna be loved by me .

Why did I lose my self to you

My ed

Set me free

I wanna live again

Am a hostage to my own mind

I wanna feel like my home again

I wanna be whole again

How did it get this bad again?

My friend

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ᴡ ᴇ ʟ ᴄ ᴏ ᴍ ᴇ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

Hello,

I used to be absencecreated or absencecreated-hell

Termed 6 TIMES GUYS PLS STOP REPORTING ME , if you have a problem messGe me im reasonable and we can talk it out or better yet BLOCK

Please help me find my moots!!

24yr old Female 🇦🇺

Stats are below cut

LW: 49kg

HW: 90kg

CW: 68kg

GW1: 80kg 🔓

GW2: 70kg 🔓

GW3: 65kg 🔐

Gw4: 55kg 🔐

GW: 49kg

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I wanna go back to walking that much again 😩 but I been studying and got no time like I use to and not to mention completely had no life or time for my friend and nearly completely lost them all eeeee but fuck I was so tiny 💔 , why does meeting up with ppl allllways involves food why why its hard to not eat especially when they start asking why u never eat now like brah last thing I need is anyone known about this ed , I would hate hate hate .

Am tried of masking .

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Am tried , am so tried

am trying my best.

I want to give up so bad .

I just want to be loved by me and be happy in my skin .

Is it to much to ask for my love ?

When did I lose my self to you

I miss who I use to be before you

Will I ever be me again ?

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The squirrel ,sandy was my paid model for this photo 📸

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I hate my self rn , how the f*ck did I go up 2kgs over night 57kg to 59 kgs wtf wtfff wtfff 😭😭😭😭😭🔪

Means one thing .... fasting time 💫

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Not me walking so fast tha my pokemon game thinks am drivingggggg , crying hahaha 🔪😅

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why is it not enough to just sip coffee and read poetry outside why must i be employed

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He's not home anymore

We're is my home?

marlena by julie buntin

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4:20

That's exactly wha I did after this 🥲

Ps I just released and edited it hahah 🍃

Happy 4: 20 haha

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Heartbreak is one thing

My waist is another

I beg you please dont make me eat

Motherfucker

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