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I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! continues not only living like this but in fact gets actively worse with time

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i just have to make it through the next few or tens or hundreds or thousands of weeks. until i'm dead

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it really is insane how waking up early will grant you access to some of the most beautiful sights and sensations in the world that will make you want to live forever, but only if you overcome the gauntlet of a thousand razors that is getting out of bed early. truly one of life's little saw traps.

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how to express emotions infront of people without feeling terribly ashamed of yourself tutorial

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I saw someone say in twitter their therapist told them they still feel and act like a teenager because they haven't had any sexual experience yet. you telling me I need to have sex in order to have a fully developed adult brain???

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you can click on this button once daily to help palestine and support other causes in the middle east for free. it takes literally 5 seconds and could help save lives so please take the time to click and share this link.

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“you should be at the club” i should be by the sea. i should be in the mountains. i should be awestruck and rendered speechless by the majesty of the natural world. if you even care

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I put my airpods on, but there's no music coming out.

I haven't pressed the play button, I look at the playlists, the songs I listen to over and over while my mind goes to that place where everything goes as I want it, and I'm better.

I don't do it now, lying on my bed, looking at the ceiling, the sound of the ac preventing the silence. it's 3:19.

I've been thinking about her all week, the false moments I created in my head exhausting me. Even tho, they are never enough, I still find myself coming back, like an involuntary flashback. As if I was triggered by it. I hate it, but I can't seem to stop, and I can't tell myself to stop either.

How many more scenarios till I forget her.

Until her stupid face is just another blur in my memory and I forget her voice and her body.

How much until the pain and the tears don't ever come back.

Sometimes I wish I could see her again, and sometimes I wish our paths never crossed.

And sometimes I want to rip my head apart, take my brain out and cut the part that keeps replying her smile.

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God, the way I am.

I cannot help but think, I cannot help but be marveled at the sky in her multiple forms, when the orange stripes become peachy and the pink dissolves in blue.

I cannot help but be astonished at the resilience of flowers growing in places they do not belong.

And when once in a while, I can look at the stars, those little dots of light in a ocean of darkness, how beautiful.

I'm condemned to stop and think, and admire, and love the smallest details of life.

I'm condemned to appreciate them like I've never saw them before, like their sheer beauty is something I've been stolen, as if catching my breathe would allow me to soak on it a little more.

I'm condemned to be the one to not let time pass and remember each step i give.

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I think that was the day my heart started to break, when the tiniest of cracks appeared.

The day I saw her and knew.

You see, she was wearing her t-shirt. How did I know? how couldn't I don't know, I saw her everyday wearing that same t-shirt. it was red, a simple red t-shirt but it meant so much more. Even after seeing this, I thought, maybe I am wrong, maybe I've read too far but when she entered that elevator and when that elevator opened in that floor, and her hands opening that door, I knew.

Everything else went downhill after that, and my descend to madness started.

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"you sound smart" that's because i've spent years doing academic writing to the point that it's my default cadence plus or minus the use of profanity as a tone indicator

"you sound stupid" that's because i'm dumb as fuck

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jeon jungkook is out there being worldwide successful at the age of 20 y/o when i'm here with 19 y/o staring a wall thinking about what fic read today

also he is a singer, dancer, rapper (and he is the best at it); he is funny, kind, humble, so sweet, intelligent; he is so hardworking; even when he is not good at showing his feelings, always trys to show how much he love us; he is so selfless; and always try to be good at everything because he doesn’t think he is good enough yet; jeon jungkook is so pure, please love him.

pass it on.

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go watch Dreamcatcher’s mv it’s LIT, make of yourself a human with taste

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holly when yoongi is not in home

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