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. . . The best way I can describe the feeling is like being out on a big frozen lake with the people you know -- your friends, your family. You’re out there together, and everyone is enjoying the ice, laughing as they teeter and slide about. Kids chase each other. Older folks shuffle forward , arm in arm. And you’re enjoying yourself, too -- you are! You take a running start and drop to your knees, pinwheeling across the ice, and it’s thrilling and hilarious , but who cares, because there’s some part of you, some deep part, that cannot stop thinking about the freezing water beneath the ice. Stop it, you say to yourself. STOP IT. 

But you can’t stop it. Because some part of your refuses to ignore what’s beneath, to ignore the fact that at some point -- maybe in seconds, maybe in weeks, maybe years, if it stays cold and you’re lucky -- but sometime in the foreseeable future, the ice will give way to the cold, black water below it. And, one by one, your friends, your family, and you will all fall in. Shut up, you think, as you spin across the ice laughing. Shut up. 

. . . Will it ever go away, you wonder. Or will it always be there, that shadow at the edge of things?

. . . All of it speaks to that same fucking water beneath the crust of things, moving and shifting and waiting and you wonder, DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL LIKE THIS?!

Are you alone?

Are you just messed up? Were you born missing something, some protective layer , some membrane that’s supposed to shield you from the sight of it -- that water, right there inches below?

-Scott Snyder/Jeff Lemire (A.D. After Death) #1

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Perfect Blue

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Love you @hirs666 Jennnnnaaaaaa

HIRS November 5, 2016 The First Unitarian Church Philadelphia, PA

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If I could tell you, I would tell you. 

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tired eyes, broken heart

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Borrowed time and borrowed world and borrowed eyes with which to sorrow it.

The Road - Cormac McCarthy

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The Crystal Saga by Moebius

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this heart will give in and that’ll be it or this heart will bleed out and that’ll be it

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Half of us are faking

And the other half is tired

And scared

And these hands could've moved mountains.. 

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Sagat #muaythai #streetfighter

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I had this done today.

Thanks Alex!

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chipquirrel by hirs.

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for all it's worth, it's worth nothing at all. 

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Towards the end, remind me of this

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