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I ate to much today...

I feel really bad about it... Even knowing that I am doing to help myself

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My soul is hurting me so much...

I can't stop... I wanna feel good but I just want to die...

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Me 😁🤣

And warm hands. Finally warm hands 😂😩

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So tired of me...

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I can gain a lot of weight... And makes me feel extremely nervous...

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I can't believe that my nightmare is real now

The thing that I hoped did not happen, happened.

I will lose my mind

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are there any ed bloggers that are actually active?? everyone seems to be deleted/suspended :/

if you’re active and aren’t recovering yet but aren’t pro either, reblog this and I’ll follow you!! please i need a community of some kind lmao

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When I think that things can't get any worse... Surprise!! They get worse 😩

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I'm feeling really shitty

Please help me

I'm falling every day

And losing the battle against my mind...

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for any friends and family-

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Give me some time...

Please, give me time to recover

Time to make food a normal thing for me

Time to understand what I have to eat to survive

Time for you to know that I will have Anorexia for the rest of my life

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Another day... Another meal...

Another piece of meat or fish or pasta or rice or anything else going down my throat...

Another day where I am going to think about my situation and how damage I am...

It's crazy how people like me know that we are dying... But we like it.

I just wanna to give up... I think that I am 😔

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Person: did you know that if you keep doing this you’re going to die?

Person : Starving yourself is bad for your health

Person: You should start eating and exercising normally

Person: You’re going to look gross if you get skinnier

Me:

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I have an ED, don’t touch any part of my body for any reason. I will cry.

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Lily Collins » To the bone (2017)

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— I’m not gonna to treat you, if you aren’t interested in living. — Good speech.

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Please... 😔

Here’s a reminder to those who don’t have an ED:

•yes we know it’s dangerous

•yes we know it isnt the right way to lose weight

•we dont choose to have an ED

•plz stop telling us to eat, it isnt that easy

•and, god forbid, dont say “if you think you’re fat, then what am I?”