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hey guys I don’t have pronouns anymore I got the she/it beat out of me

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hey man what’s wrong with you

the usual

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losercore girlcore sitting in her roomcore

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Reminder to self:

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Velimir Khlebnikov, from The Collected Works of Velimir Khlebnikov; “Lyrics,”

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waking up like

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Minty is usually one to leave people alone, even if approached. Especially by a stranger. Especially in public. However she'd promised a concerned stray shadow man she'd socialise so she continued to know how to speak. And honestly whatever they're having smells very nice. And perhaps lending a sympathetic ear might have good results, like tea and sweets. And a generally chill conversation with someone who probably didnt hate her. Even if this lady *was* a human.

So, disguise firmly in place, Minty awkwardly makes her way over to the strangers counter. Standing rigidly she raises a hand in what she hopes is a only slightly frantic wave before shoving her hands in her pockets.

"A silver for your thoughts?"

...was that how that saying went? Ugh. Something...something similar.... some form of coin. Aghhh.

Close enough.

Don't obsess over it. Don't obsess over it. Don't obsess over it. Pay attention!

she’s quietly stirring her tea , watching the liquid chase and swirl around her spoon .

round and round , round and round . .

hmm . .

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It’s impossible to be positive all the time or focused on recovery all the time. And that’s okay. You aren’t a failure.

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0ke1

“you should be at the club” i should be by the sea. i should be in the mountains. i should be awestruck and rendered speechless by the majesty of the natural world. if you even care

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you have to stay alive. you're going to be such a beautiful middle aged freak. young freaks will see you in the street and know that things can be okay.