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I just want my boyfriend.

It's dreary today..

I am so with ya love.

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It's dreary today..

I wanna fuck.

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So many new people,

and endless time to meet them all.

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It doesn't matter! What if he would have? I wouldn't have been able to do anything...

So, hey there guys...

He didn’t hurt me..He just killed Oscar and left..at least I think he left..

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It does seem as though they chat it up quite a bit in here. Maybe they should get to their jobs eh? [winks playfully]

Who do you like talking to?

So, hey there guys...

The doctors don’t seem to have time to talk. They are always busy visiting others.  

That is fine with me although, I don’t like to talk to them.

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Your dad was here... and I wasn't...

I should have been here...

So, hey there guys...

My dad came and killed Oscar.

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That seems odd, I would think your doctors would want to know how you're doing. You think a lot of things..

..but don't know much, do you?

So, hey there guys...

You are the first person to ask that - I told you earlier , I think so.

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What happened?

So, hey there guys...

[kisses his nose lightly] I’m sorry baby. For now its kind of a good thing..If you had been there yesterday instead of my cat..I would have buried you instead of him..I could never deal with that.

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Better now that I saw you. This not rooming together thing is killing me..

So, hey there guys...

Hi..H-Ho-ow’re y-y-yo-ou?

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No, but sometimes I wish I was. It would make my life a lot easier. Getting used to everything alright?

So, hey there guys...

You are a yellow rubber duck!?  

I guess so.

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I'm Derek.. but everyone calls me Ducky. It's a pleasure Bryan... and I don't know, are you?

So, hey there guys...

I’m Bryan. I think I still would be new?

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Hey baby..

So, hey there guys...

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Hey, you look confused.

So, hey there guys...

  H-He-e-ell-lo.

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Hi!

So, hey there guys...

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So, hey there guys...

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bed time

I still need to practice for singing at graduation tomorrow

and yeah.. finish that semester of math still...

don't fxckin judge me mayne

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I don't want him to feel like I don't want him either.. I can't just choose when I do and don't want to have sex.

Fuck this. I'm so fucking sick of this.

Do you understand how hazardous that makes your relationship with him? If you can’t keep your hands off Jayden, you’re preventing yourself from getting better.