deja-yu
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deja-yu · 8 months ago
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I didn't drop out guys. My new project has been accepted. I have been ✨️studying -> writing an entirely new thesis✨️ And I have also unlocked 'write fanfics instead of doing research procrastination' again. However I might make another blog for my current interests outside ateez. However.... if we get more of Jongho seducing the viewer in an ice hockey jersey there will be a fanfic....
I am grateful for all the messages I have received and apologise that I probably will remain on Hiatus longer bc I am also moving soon 😔
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deja-yu · 10 months ago
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Hi, i am in fact still alive! I have been struggling with uni (not working towards my deadline & considering dropping out but everyone tells me not to and i don't want them to be upset with me 👍). I have been really into other things to keep my mind off of stuff so i haven't really been keeping up with ateez beside music. So I also haven't felt inspired to write if that makes sense? I still love them but in my head I'm thinking about going on a date with Nanami and not San 😔 I just wanted to give an update, I do intend to finish fics like San's but I just have to get through this part with uni. I have to see it through till the end of this month and maybe once things settle I feel like writing again 💗
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deja-yu · 11 months ago
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Which story are you currently working on?
uhmm rn I haven't really been writing bc I have been contemplating life and crying✌️😙
But in drafts I have ch 3 to the san co-worker fic and a Yunho fic. But Once I start writing I might start smth new since it has been a while... and it will maybe probably perhaps be angsty bc that has been my mood.
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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I hope you continue writing on your one last deal story 😊
maybe one day 🥺
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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thinking thoughts...
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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Happy new year!! Wishing everyone an amazing 2024 💗
Thank you for supporting my stuff these past months 🥰
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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Night out - Choi Jongho
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Genre: fluff (a lil suggestive)
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Synopsis: Spending a night out with your boyfriend and friends except I am really obsessed with Jongho and it shows.
note: I didn't proofread :D
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Maybe the two of you were a little too caught up with each other, but nobody seems to mind. Head leaning on your boyfriend’s shoulder while you watch him trace something in the palm of your hand with his finger. “Elephant?” Your question softly, only for him to hear, the low rumble of his chuckle slightly shaking you along with him. “No, try again” he traces the same pattern on your palm, the sound of your friends arguing about what movie to go see after dinner, was just a background noise at this point. You had all finished your desert already, only Wooyoung and Hongjoong were still eating too busy talking to actually clear their plates. “Turtle?” second guess and Jongho giggles softly. The nope he lets out comes with a pop to tease and you huff in slight frustration. “I don’t know then” another giggle “It’s us” snorting you join him with your own giggles. “My turn” you turn over his hand and draw your own figure in his hand. “A dog?” with a copy of his ‘nope’ you let him know he is wrong causing him chuckle. You are about to repeat your drawing but Yeosang nudges you which makes you straighten up so you can look at him. Jongho intertwines your hand with his before you can fully pull away from him. “Is a horror movie okay with you two?” Yeosang asks, you see he was in the middle of buying tickets on his phone “Sounds fun!” you agree with a big smile. Yeosang hums and continues ordering, you look around the table and see everyone is done. “I am going to the toilet before we leave” You nudge Jongho who takes a moment too long to finally let go of your hand as you get up.
“Our little Jongho is smitten” Yunho teases as soon as you’re out of earshot. “Do you even know what movie we are going to?” Hongjoong asks with a laugh, Jongho raises his hands to surrender to the teasing with a roll of his eyes. “I was going to pay for dinner but…” he laughs as everyone backtracks and instead starts complimenting him. When he sees you on your way back to the table he gets up to pay. Meeting you on his way to pay he gives you a quick kiss, “Go get your stuff, I will meet you outside”.
Wooyoung hands you your coat while you grab your bag, “What did you put in his drink to make him so loving?”. Others join in one the teasing “You really got him wrapped around your finger”, “He didn’t even let me hug him the other day!”. You sigh telling them to knock it off, quickly making your way outside in hopes the cold air will hide your reddening cheeks. Jongho doesn’t take long to come outside, handing you a mint he took while paying. Your boyfriend’s loving smile makes you shove the previous teasing to the back of your mind. “You should have put on a warmer jacket” Jongho complains as he tugs at the fabric of your coat to connect the buttons. Smiling at his antics you take his busy hands to intertwine with yours instead, “Let’s go” giving him a quick peck on the lips before tugging him to follow in your friends’ steps to the cinema.
The movie wasn’t really your cup of tea, you honestly just said yes to Yeosang to avoid starting the argument about what movie to start back up. Jongho was next to you laughing at some of the scenes which made you squirm in your seat. You lean over to ask him to grab the popcorn from Yunho beside him but a loud scream makes you cringe, words dying on your tongue instead letting out a small squeal. It drowns out with the other screams but Jongho hears of course, laughing at your reaction which makes you huff. Ignoring him to instead grab the popcorn from Yunho yourself. Leaning over Jongho completely and Yunho only spares you a quick glance as you get his attention. Wordlessly handing you the popcorn so he can focus back on the movie. Jongho chuckles as you send him an annoyed look while getting comfortable in your seat again. It’s not long before the movie makes you jump in your seat again. Jongho leans in this time, “You want to leave?” automatically you look past him towards the rest of your friends but he leans slightly forward so you look at him again “I’m asking you” with a small nod you confirm you would rather leave. Jongho takes the popcorn and shoves it back into Yunho’s hands. Standing up and holding out a hand for you which you quickly take having the seat at the end makes it easy to pull him out of the row, he lets you lead him down the steps and through the thick doors into the light of the main hall. Your shoulders relax as the blood curdling screams of the latest victim finally disappear as the doors close behind you. “Let’s go to the arcade to wait?” smiling he happily agrees with your suggestion.
You died 2 rounds ago and Jongho is still going through the zombie game. The ticket amount going up by the second, Jongho determined to exchange it for the plushie you’ve been eyeing. Your eyes are not on the great display of skill on the screen, because how can your focus be there when your boyfriend looks so incredibly handsome. Quickly you pull out your phone to take a picture, smiling proudly at the picture which you quickly make your new background. Missing the way Jongho takes his eye off the screen to look over at you, smirking when he sees what you have done. The boost to his ego comes at the cost of some health. Jongho resumes shooting the zombies but you’re bored, feeling a little mischievous you let out a deep sigh, a chuckle coming from Jongho “Bored?” asking it without taking his eyes off the screen. “A little, maybe we could pass time in a different way?” Immediately he puts the toy gun back into the holder and you laugh slightly surprised as you watch his character quickly lose the last of its health. “Here?” he is asking it while cockily raising an eyebrow. The arcade was mostly empty, you saw two guys and one worker but they were nowhere near right now. You smile and give him a nod curious what he would do. Jongho steps into your space, leaning down till his lips are mere centimeters away from yours, instinctively you close your eyes. A giggle from him makes you open your eyes, his forehead meets yours and you can’t stop a smile from forming. “Let’s go play air hockey, before I do something we’ll regret” now it’s your turn to giggle “Can’t control yourself baby?”. Jongho pulls away holding his hand out which you gladly take, “You know I can never control myself when it’s you. So, let’s go before I take you back to the car”, with a giggle you let him drag you along.
After two rounds of air hockey you are joined by the rest of the guys, Yunho excitingly telling Jongho how the rest of the movie proceeded. You cringe away at the details, going to the crane machines where you find Seonghwa, “What are you trying to get?” he points at a little toothless keychain making you giggle. “You want to try?” you nod as Seonghwa steps to the side to let you have a go.  Both of you getting excited when you manage to get a hold of the keychain but it changes as the plush falls a little away from the drop box. “You got it a lot closer than I did, try again” Seonghwa excitedly urges you on, already swiping his game card for you. This time you get a good hold of the plush and it carries all the way to the drop box. Both you and Seonghwa cheer excitingly exchanging a high five before you retrieve the plush. “Your highness” Seonghwa laughs at your words as you bow while presenting the keychain for him. “Thank you” he says it with a cute which makes you grin. “Seonghwa! Y/N! You guys ready to leave?” San calls from the entrance of the arcade, waiting with the rest of the group. Jongho eyes you as you come to his side, “I won Hwa a keychain!” Seonghwa shows your boyfriend his prize. “Where were these skills when we trying to get that plushie you wanted so badly at the fair?” laughing you remind him how he kept going after you already gave up determined as he was to get you what you wanted. Before you can walk towards the car with the rest Jongho tugs at your sleeve, “I won you something too” presenting you with a small bear keychain “Could’ve gotten the big one if you didn’t distract me” trying to play of his present to you by acting casual but it only makes your grin widen. “Now I get to have you with me at all times” you tease as you clip the bear to your bag, looking back up in time to see the smirk playing on his features.
Jongho is one of the designated drivers which means you get passenger seat privileges, so when Wooyoung takes your reserved seat Jongho glares at him. “I’m not moving” Wooyoung says with a huff, “I will get car sick” Jongho gives him a light shove “I don’t care. It’s my car” you ignore the commotion and slide in and Yunho follows you. Your boyfriend turns to the back to see you squeezed in tight between eyes questioning you, asking if it’s okay without saying the words. “Just drive! I want to go home” reluctantly he turns back and starts the car giving Wooyoung one more jab when he gets a little too happy about succeeding in securing his spot.
The drive to their shared house was peaceful, San and Yunho seem to exchange a mischievous look and Wooyoung is seemingly in on it too, distracting your boyfriend so Yunho can whisper their plan into your ears. You giggle and agree, seeing your own profit in their plan to tease your boyfriend. When Jongho parks the car for them to get out, they set their plan in motion. Jongho turns to the back, ready to tell them to get the hell out. “Thank you for hanging out with us Y/N” “Yes, you should totally come over without Jongho next time” two kisses, one on each of your cheeks cause the words Jongho was about to say to die on his tongue. You watch as your boyfriend’s face falters for a moment while car doors open and slam shut, a moment passes before Wooyoung bursts out laughing, Jongho turns to him with a glare, which is enough reason for him to get out the car. Once alone with your boyfriend he turns back to you still glaring, only causing you to laugh. “I’m not stopping for ice cream now” gasping you whisper “you wouldn’t” but he just shrugs starting the car again. Still in the back seat so you wiggle your way between the front seats to take your rightful place in the front. He is giving you a look which makes you whine again, “Why not?? We always get ice cream on the way home” you lean in a little closer hand on his thigh trying to give him your best puppy eyes. Seemingly unphased he starts driving “Get your seatbelt on baby” Pulling back with a huff, you do as told before crossing your arms. Not even a minute of silence passes before an idea sparks in your head pulling out your phone, you can feel his eyes on you. “What are you doing?” showing your phone dialing Yeosang you stick your tongue out at him, “Asking Yeo to get ice cream with me”. The line connects and you turn away about to greet Yeosang but Jongho cuts you off “I’ll get you your ice cream if you hang up right now” with a pause you consider it  “Oh Sorry!” hanging up Jongho laughs at the grin on your lips. “Happy?” his hand landing on your thigh with a squeeze, nodding proudly he laughs again.
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“After all that trouble and you’re letting your ice cream melt” Jongho teases as he pulls away from your lips. “Shut up” pulling him back to connect your lips once more. The backseat of the car is way too small to comfortably be making out but neither of you seem to care. Half way through your ice cream your boyfriend shoved you up against the car to taste the ice cream for himself. “Let’s go home Jjong” you breathe out, his lips meet yours one last time a groan leaving him as he pulls himself off you. Head hitting the roof of the car as he straightens up you snort still laying on the seats, freezing up when your boyfriend glares at you. “Sorry” it comes out as a whisper and one of his eyebrows quirk up, “You will be”.
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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Can't believe christmas day is the day I find out my bf will be cheating on me on the 24th of January
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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San is so cute and sweet. So soft spoken and gentle. Having fun and joking with others but spending most of it watching others have fun, finding his joy in theirs. Very determined and maybe arguments will fester in the cracks of that. San who will find the cracks and mend them with a gentle touch. Who loves so unconditionally and comfortably that everything is something that can be fixed. And everyone is someone to love.
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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depending on my discussion with my lecturer tomorrow I might work on 8 short stories for Christmas ✨️ but if it goes bad im killing someone off in my next story🤪
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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Co-workers - Choi San Chapter 2/3
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Genre: mostly fluff (😈)
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Read chapter 1 here - Synopsis: San quickly becomes your work bestie but neither of you want to end up as 'just friends'
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Checking yourself in the mirror you feel nervousness bubbling under your skin, it’s not like you were really close with anyone else in the office besides San. Though only Ben was really bugging you the others weren’t really nice or welcoming. And with the way San’s face soured last night when you brought it up didn’t reassure you at all. Speaking of San, your phone lights up with his caller ID, “Hello~ I was wondering if I could use the knowledge of knowing where you live to pick you up? I am just getting my car”. 
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“Was it true what Wooyoung said? About the karaoke incident?” he remains silent but sends you a glare. Laughing, you poke at his reddening cheeks, “Have a drink with me! Wooyoung said you get silly drunk and I’m bored”. Offended he rolls his eyes at you, “I don’t and I’m not drinking, I still need to drive us home”. It makes you laugh even more, continuing to tease him as the colour on his cheeks darkens. But he is smiling at your antics, finding that you yourself get a little silly drunk. The conversation between you two has been hushed, sitting next to each other at the quiet side of the table, quiet because everyone else was huddled together on the other end playing a variety of games. It had surprised you that San’s words were true, you had finished half your plate when most of your co-workers words started to become slurred. “Hi Y/N?” you look away from San to find Ben leaning in from the seat across. You yourself might be slightly too buzzed to deal with this. So the way your face drops gets entirely missed by you (and Ben) but San snorts, looking away and hiding behind his hand at the reaction you had. “What?” you had lost your ability to be nice to him a drink or two ago. “I… did you want to... I live nearby” he is so dumb, that’s all you can think about right now. Anger slowly bubbling over your pot of patience, how many times were you going to have to say no before he gets it. “Leave me alone” clenching your hands to somewhat remain civil. San’s hands come to rest on top of yours, “If you don’t stop this I will help them report you to HR”. This does the trick Ben finally gets up to go back to his original seat, not before looking slightly surprised and then annoyed. A sigh of relief leaves you, “Thanks, I think I was close to getting my point across by punching him” San laughs “I could tell, but HR is a big threat especially if you have someone backing up your claim” smiling you feel butterflies as he pats your hand one last time before pulling away. “You want me to take you home?” nodding he hands you your coat and you both say goodbye which goes mostly unnoticed. You hesitate a bit, not sure if this would be brought up Monday but San tugs you along “They won’t remember trust me”. Following him back to his car you feel the tension of the worries you had for this night slide away.
Thanking San when he opens the door for you, you let out a big sigh of relief San chuckles before he closes the door after you. Once he takes his seat his hand taps your knee, “Can I treat you to some ice cream before I drive you home?”. The way you perk up at the offer makes his heart stutter for a moment, trying to ignore it by gripping the steering wheel a little tighter. 
Shifting slightly in his seat, the ride became silent once you joined the drive-thru line. You were content with watching through the window but San wasn’t doing so well next to you, glancing over from the corner of his eyes every now and then. Wondering if he should strike up conversation again or let you daze out the window some more. He could tell you were still a tipsy. Advancing in line, he was the first to break the silence. Asking what kind of ice cream you wanted. “Oh uhm…” squinting slightly you wondered why they would make the lettering the absolute smallest size possible. Without thinking you lean closer, hand coming with you to rest on the console between the seats, too bad San has to drive forward slightly and the sign is now next to him. In the effort to adjust accordingly you don’t realise you're not hovering over the console till your hand comes down on his thigh. Like touching hot coal you shoot back into your seat, “vanilla” San chuckles and ends it with a scoff, “You didn’t even look, hurry up and decide before we have to move again” giving him a look you lean forward again, this time making sure you put your hand on the console. But this night wasn’t going in your favour because San was looking with you at your hand, both lifting your head at the same time and for a moment sharing a breath. But San is quick enough to continue moving his head to the menu, you however linger a moment so he clears his throat and nods towards the screen. Face flushing you try and read the words but all your brain is focussed on is San and the words seem foreign. A honk behind you makes you jump slightly and San sucks his teeth in annoyance to the impatient car. You regain enough focus to read ‘snowmans desert’ and pick that with a rushed breath. San does raise his eyebrow at you while you take your seat again but drives up to the order station. 
“You alright?” he questions while continuing to queue for the pick up window. “Yeah! I just.. Am getting a little tired, the drinks are wearing off… sorry” you still feel a little groggy but it wasn’t a lie you were tired, he didn’t have to know that the longer you two spend together alone the bigger your crush on him was getting. He watches you for a moment, clearly thinking of a reply but another honk from behind notifies you two to move forward in line. You giggle at the annoyance washing over his features as he mumbles under his breath. He doesn’t have time to say what was on his mind as the window slides open and he receives two ice creams. One being two scoops in a cup and the other a plastic snowman cup, you could barely see the ice cream through the sprinkles and you just stare at it for a moment as you keep it in your lap. San stays composed for about 1 minute as he pulls out of the drive-thru before he starts laughing, “You didn’t look did you?” stammering you confess that you indeed did not, he just laughs harder “It was stressful!!” trying to defend yourself but you can’t help but smile as well at the silliness of getting a kids menu cup. 
The ice cream itself was still good so you have no further complaints. It takes a moment before you notice San struggling to drive and scoop the ice cream from his lap. “You want me to help?” Hands already reaching for the spoon. How you could barely keep it together while leaning over 10 minutes ago to now casually grabbing the ice cream from his lap and holding out a spoonful for him was making San’s head spin. With some hesitation he opens his mouth so you can feed him, giggling as he leans in slightly while keeping his eyes on the road. “You don’t mind?” he questions with a quick peek your way, “I usually keep the food when i am in the passenger seat, it’s the first time i’m spoon feeding someone though” he shakes his head while chuckling, “Oh I actually spoon fed lil kids before so it’s like that”. He laughs louder this time “Are you calling me a child?” humming you feed him another spoonful “A really big one”. A chokes slightly before swallowing “You're still drunk right?” instead of answering you just hold up your hand leaving the tiniest amount of space between thumb and pointer. 
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San stops in front of the building and you hesitate a moment before turning to him, “Are you up for a movie?” he chuckles, reminding you of what you said before about being tired. “I know but I will just be bored by myself and I want to do something fun this weekend that doesn’t involve work” “Do I not remind you of work?” teasingly you look him up and down, “If you change into something else than a freaking suit for once I can work with it” scoffing he looks down at his outfit “This is business casual, I don’t even have a tie on” staring at him with a blank expression he starts pouting and mumbles another defence. “Alright, well the car park is right there if you change your mind, I have some sweats that should fit you” getting out the car as he chokes on air trying to get you to wait. By the time you press the elevator door San is knocking on the lobby door behind you. You walk in front of the sensor and laugh at how he is panting slightly “You’re so mean! There were only spots all the way in the back” a small pout on his lips as he says it.  
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“You have to ignore the mess” kicking off your shoes as you say it before walking into your home, San follows behind. “I’m sure I have some stuff that would fit you. Just take a seat and I will be right back. Or do you want to shower?” he is looking around and when his eyes meet yours they crinkle as he smiles, “If it’s alright? I smell like the restaurant”. 
You can’t help but laugh when 15 min later San appears in your living room with the oversized clothes you got during an old work trip. “I’ll be quick, you can grab a drink if you want from the fridge or I made some tea” You point to the two cups on the coffee table, one empty the other still steaming. 
A quick shower later and you're on the couch going through the movies available. “Oh I have been wanting to watch this!” finding a newly added horror movie, “Didn’t want to watch it alone” turning to San he is chuckling “I don’t know if me being here will be of any help” With a tilt of your head and concerned eyes you ask if he wants to watch something else. “No, we can watch it” , turning to press play you pretend you don’t hear his deep sigh, “You can hold my hand if you get scared” you tease him as you get comfortable. He scoffs, “If you couldn’t watch this movie alone then don’t act all brave now”. 
After 20 minutes neither of you is pretending to be brave as you both yelp and scream at the story unfolding on the TV. “Why did you want to watch this” San whines, you find him pouting and it makes you chuckle. Like you promised earlier you hold out your hand for him and you can see how he is moments away from slapping your hand away but a loud bang from the TV has you both jump. San grabbing your hand instead which makes you laugh out loud. “Alright I’ve had it” going for the remote you manage to snatch it away on time and hold it away from him. “You agreed so we are finishing it!” grabbing your hand again he starts tugging you close, playful glint in his eyes but you’re not one to back-down from a fight. Struggling to worm away as which causes him to try harder, grabbing at your legs to pull them onto the couch and effectively dragging you closer like that while you choke out laughs. “No!” you are both laughing as you continue to fight back, wiggling away slightly just for him to crawl over on top of you. Finally managing to grab the remote from your outstretched hand he looks down at you with a victorious smile. It is only now that both your laughs died down that you notice the position you’ve gotten in. You can see his adam’s apple bob as his eyes seemingly darken slightly. “I should get going” disappointment evident on your face as he moves back and gets off the couch (and you). “We can watch something else” he pauses for a moment, eyes going from the pout you’re giving him to your slightly disheveled hair. You feel bold and though you can’t blame the alcohol anymore you do say it anyway “We don’t have to watch”, you can hear him suck in a breath “I don’t want us to do something we will regret” silence follows his words you can only mutter out a soft oh. 
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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besides my computer having a dead battery that doesn't survive without charging anymore and struggling to write my assignment (i want to drop out of uni :D). I am working on ch2 for the san co-worker fic among other things :( I just feel like I am a little repetitive in my writing and demotivated to post here. I just want to provide some cute stories but aadsjkj am just struggling with some mental stuff.
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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Jongho the type to send you a picture of something that reminded him of you. "You like this right?" watch you get excited in the chat before saying "I'll buy it for you if you tell me you like me more".
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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hii can we get 9 & 11 from 🌸 with seonghwa pls🥺 thank you and hope you’re having a great day!
Park Seonghwa 9. "Whenever I'm with you my brain stops working." & 11. "I never wanted you to find out." "Why?" "Because it's impossible. We're not made for each other."
Royalty Hwa 411 words warnings; angst ;D
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Seonghwa’s eyes on you feel like daggers against your skin, you wish it was that instead. You’d rather be sent away to god knows where to fight in a losing war but instead you are here. People sliding around the ballroom like feathers in the wind, music carrying through the halls of the castle. Your eyes keep finding his while you’re scanning the room, searching for any possible threats. But the only threat is the anger you see in his eyes and now you watch it slip into his façade. Lips curling in a snarl for a moment before he straightens his features again. Which made him arguably scarier as his steps brought him closer. “I wish to leave” bowing you acknowledge his request “Of course your highness” you can hear him suck his teeth in annoyance. You follow him through the castle doors opening for him while everyone bows in his wake. A chill running down your spine when Seonghwa whips around suddenly to face you in an empty corridor. “You weren’t going to tell me? I had to find out from that bastard?” you don’t dare look at him “Look me in the eye and tell me why you are leaving after…” the hesitation, the small waiver of his voice makes you look up. With tears in his eyes, he asks again “Why are you leaving me? You… after everything?” there is a lump in your throat as you try and breathe. “I never wanted you to find out this way” “Why?” he asks again “Because it’s impossible. We’re not made for each other” something flies past you, the vase that used to be decoration now shatter behind you. “I don’t care what I was made for! I want to decide!” the tears are spilling down his cheeks and you wish to wipe them away. “You were the only thing that was truly mine” a hiccup as he stumbles over his words “Why can’t I be yours?” it’s the drop that breaks the dam. Rushing over to embrace him in your arms, “They would never accept it” his arms sneak around you to tug you impossibly closer. “You drive me crazy you know, whenever I am with you my brain stops working”, you guide him with soft hands on his cheeks to look into your eyes as you speak. “Then why leave?” “Because it’s the right thing to do, to protect you one last time will be my honour”.
Sorry these prompts called for angst :[ Still taking requests! Request post can be found here.
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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i have to leave a comment after reading the dnd inspired san fic, it was AMAZING this year i have recently got into dnd more and your story was written beautifully! all the details you added and turning hwa INTO A DRAGON was so cool but the way you wrote the romance and the party working together literally felt like i was experiencing it and i know that’s the aim of authors but i’ve never felt it so fast until i read yours! you are an amazing writer and whatever you write next i’m sure will be just as brilliant 💕😭
that is such a sweet message to send kljadjjuu I haven't been able to forget this book I read recently so I had been wanting to write smth fantasy related for a while. I am glad you liked it enough to send me your thoughts! It really means a lot 😭
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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6 & 14 from 🌸 with sani 🙏
Choi San 6. "You've ruined me." & 14. "Do you know how long I've dreamt of this happening?"
Fantasy setting (dnd inspired) 1.1K warnings; fighting, dragon, goop monsters
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As if a spell was put on him, San found his mind polluted by you. Ever since you joined the party San had found himself stuttering and clumsily stumbling over his own feet whenever in your vicinity. The way he would perk up at the mention of your name didn’t go unnoticed by the others. It had led to Hongjoong never sending the two of you off alone. You went on missions with Yeosang and Seonghwa, it was a good dynamic, perfect even. Seonghwa would always play his part as rogue, never having to go into a conflict without having the upper hand. Yeosang was precise and his arrows would never miss, light as a feather as he moved between the branches of the trees. And no enemy had ever bested you in combat, your skill and power always putting you one step ahead.
It had been days since San watched the three of you leave to scout out an enemy base. It was a big quest, the biggest the party has gotten commissioned for. He knows his worries are misplaced but he couldn’t stop the yearning for you that was tugging at his heart. Caught of guard by the screams on his walk from town back to base. The people running from a bear bump into him and he isn't quick enough to secure his footing. Cursing himself for being distracted as he hits the floor. It gave the animal an upper hand and would it not have been for the arrow piercing the beast’s arm. He wonders if he could’ve gotten up and landed the fatal blow in time. The arrow familiar he feels relief flood him but it is short lived spotting Yeosang appear from the trees with an ungraceful stumble. Rushing to his friends’ side he was quick to carry him back to base without wasting time on questions. Mingi cringed as he healed Yeosang, pacing the room while his brain was going crazy with worry about you and Seonghwa, San didn’t even hear Hongjoong till he was shoved. Stumbling to the floor with shock on his face as he looks up at his leader “Grab your things, we’ve got a city to burn”.
But in the days ride it took, the city had already caught fire. Screams filling San’s ears and everyone stumbled back as a dragon shot up in flight, rising above the smoke before the breath it took silenced the world for a moment. The fire spread fast through the streets and the glow of red danced on their faces as they watched. Heart hammering in his chest San’s legs started moving before his mind could process. The adrenaline rushing through his blood made easy work of ripping the town gates open. All he could think about was you and Seonghwa stuck in cells as the fire around the two of you build. His friends were quick to join him and Yeosang guided them from the roofs. Between the townspeople running and screaming were creatures made of darkness, after catching sight of San and the others their focused shifted and soon enough the clangs of their swords was all San could hear. But he didn’t have time for this, yelling in frustration as he struck down foe after foe. But they seemed never ending, as the party progressed through the town they found more of them attacking the people. “San! You go with Yeosang we got it here” Jongho yells, as he grabs the second sword from its holster taking a deep breath before both his swords slowly took on a familiar blue glow.
San watched Yeosang on the roofs, following his friends until he suddenly came to a halt, staring at the square ahead. San followed his friends’ eyes to find you in the middle of said square. Relief washes over him but as he looks closer he can see the strain on your features, enemies still advancing towards you, with your edge gone they took multiple hits before going down. San didn’t watch longer, didn’t see or hear how you were motioning to the sky. He struck down everything in between you and him. Your eyes fierce as you turned to him, ready to send a shot of your magic his way, but then you see it’s him and San watches your eyes soften. Breathing out his name in relief before you knees buckle. Catching you before you meet the ground, assessing you for any harm but finding no external wounds. Guilt squeezing his heart wondering how long you had been fighting. When he hears a roar overhead he watches the dragon land on mere meters away. Sharp eyes studying him before another deafening roar fills the square. He couldn’t get out of here with you in time and he wasn’t going to leave you. So, as he watches the sparks light sound falling silent as the dragon breathes in, he covers you as much as he can with himself shield on his back as the only form of protection as he awaits the flames to nip at his skin. But it never comes, as red and orange flames dance around you two the only things burning are the creatures still advancing. Holding out a hesitant hand into the flames, he jumps at a chuckle coming from you. “My magic never harms me or my friends” knitting his brows together he stares at you questioningly. “I turned Hwa into a dragon” saying it with a cocky smirk on your lips. Turning to the dragon San watches the flames die down, dark smoke clearing to reveal his friend. “YOU CAN TURN INTO A DRAGON?” Mingi screams from across the square. But Seonghwa ignores him in favor of rushing over to your side too.
“I’m fine” you mutter but neither seem convinced as you try and sit up, arms giving out but San pulls you against him again to steady you. Letting yourself slump against him you close your eyes “You looked scared” you murmur against his chest, “I was, I didn't know how to get you out of here” snorting you take a peek at his face. “Thought you didn’t get scared” he manages a smile, your jabs at his ego just confirming you will be okay “Seems like you’ve ruined me”. You manage to grab at his collar to pull him down, lips meeting his with a sigh of relief. You can hear Seonghwa huff out a laugh before he retreats to join the others. Pulling away you smile when he chases you to connect your lips again. He doesn’t leave your space after breaking away “Do you know how long I dreamed of this happening? I am not letting you out of my sight again” finding his confession adorable you peck his lips once more for good measure.
not me saying oh requests are gonna be 400-600 words. Still taking requests! Request post can be found here.
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deja-yu · 1 year ago
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ohh yay it looks cute !!
Testing new divider i made 🫥
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It looks blurry..... but idk if after posting it will look better
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