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[deitysmade]

eyes drawn to the necklace, her fingers grasp the delicate chain before she puts it back, far to expensive, but that was neither here nor there. ❝ i've known it to restock every few weeks, they often have some interesting finds. ❞

defne didn’t quite understand the woman, while amusing, to her this was a woman grown, she should perhaps act as such, but of course, it was never her place to say so. simply, she nodded towards the woman. ❝ most welcome. ❞

[deitysmade]

out of courtesy, the maid lit the candle with ease, she would not offer condolences, she knew very little of the man but she knew the grief the girl was feeling, so instead she lights a candle before taking a quiet seat beside the woman. ❝ i don't assume to know of your loss, but should you ever need an ear, or rather a shoulder, i am happy to be of service, princess. ❞

meme prompt: @deitysmade

[ 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄 ] ― sender lights a scented candle for receiver

It was not a funeral - no, she would have to wait until she returned to Spain with Luis for such formalities...but being for far away she knew she had to do something to grieve. To have this moment in the dimly lit room, surrounded by a sombre atmosphere, her mind wandered to the distant land of Spain, where her brother resided. She longed to be there with him, to partake in the formalities of a proper funeral for their loved one. But circumstances had kept her away, and she found herself searching for solace in this foreign place. She took a deep breath, allowing the atmosphere to envelop her, and began to reminisce about the moments they shared, the laughter and tears, the unspoken words and silent understanding. As the other woman lit the candle Isabella smiled briefly in her direction, though the smile did not reach her eyes. "Thank you."

[deitysmade]

defne found no solace in the night, in fact it was certainly her least favoured time, she chores completed and left alone with her thoughts, she finds herself too alone, too sad, to hurt. ❝ evening lady amelie, how do you fair ? ❞

meme prompt: @deitysmade

[ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 ] ― sender and receiver lay under the stars to stargaze

Amelie lay on a cosy blanket, her eyes fixed on the starry expanse above. The twinkling lights seemed to dance and beckon her curiosity. She marvelled at the beauty of the night sky, feeling a sense of tranquillity wash over her.

As Amelie immersed herself in the cosmic display, she couldn't help but notice a nearby familiar face. "Good evening Defne."

[deitysmade]

defne didn't quite understand the woman, while amusing, to her this was a woman grown, she should perhaps act as such, but of course, it was never her place to say so. simply, she nodded towards the woman. ❝ most welcome. ❞

she was amused, ever so slightly at the girls exuberance and while she wanted to peer inside, she surely had long since lost the childlike wonder the other seem to hold. ❝ after you, miss. ❞ she gestured with a gentle hand towards the door.

[deitysmade]

❝ you are most welcome, but it is truly no trouble, it is apart of my job, of course. ❞ she had steered clear of arthur as often as possible now that there was an ache in her heart, but that would never mean that her job would become anything less than satisfactory.

"thank you for your thoughtfulness," graham replied, his voice warm and gentle. "i appreciate your offer, but there's no need to go through the trouble of organizing a bath for me. i'll take care of it myself. however, please do make sure phoebe has everything she needs for a comfortable morning. she deserves to start her day off well, especially during this busy season."

[deitysmade]

How does it feel to know Arthur is returning to his former love?

❝ lord pendlebury is free to return to whoever, i see not what it matters to me. ❞ but with clenched jaw and a heavy heart, she cannot help the hurt in her chest.

[deitysmade]

❝ i thought i was. ❞ she admits darkly, brows dropping into a deep frown, finally marring that passive facade. ❝ but obviously, i was wrong in that regard, lord pendlebury, i won't make that mistake again. ❞ she murmured, teeth sinking into her tongue. ❝ i know my place and of course i forgive you my lord, i am but your humble servant. ❞ it tasted sour in her mouth and she couldn't help it, her hurt seeped through and would spurn him.

deitysmade​:

pvndlebury​:

she wanted to hurt him with her words, but even then she was nothing but careful with them as she attempted to build a wall around her, impenetrable. ❝ of course, lord pendlebury, i would never assume your intentions. ❞ she spoke cordially, dropping her eyes away from his gaze, teeth digging into already tender lips. ❝ it is nothing, i’m just your house keeper, sir, worry not of what i deserve. ❞ she wanted him to understand her hurt, without saying a thing.

He found himself bubbling with frustrations, leading from his argument with Amelie, and now his confrontation with her. He felt all kinds of things, from guilt to frustration. He wanted little complication, but instead he was left with questions to answer, of which he feared he could not. “That is entirely not true -- you were more than that , there are complications in my life and you deserve better than that.” He sighed, shaking his head. “I do not expect forgiveness , I know I not deserving of it.”

[deitysmade]

she wanted to hurt him with her words, but even then she was nothing but careful with them as she attempted to build a wall around her, impenetrable. ❝ of course, lord pendlebury, i would never assume your intentions. ❞ she spoke cordially, dropping her eyes away from his gaze, teeth digging into already tender lips. ❝ it is nothing, i'm just your house keeper, sir, worry not of what i deserve. ❞ she wanted him to understand her hurt, without saying a thing.

deitysmade​:

pvndlebury​:

her heart holds an aching that she doesn’t quite understand, she’d formed an attachment to the pendlebury lord some time ago and now his avoidance hurt. ❝ then why bother at all, my lord, it is great risk, you should prefer continue as you were, in ignoring me. ❞ she chuckles, but it is bitter and burned in her throat.

“i am aware this is a truly poor reflection upon me, and i may have hurt you . it was the last of my intentions to do so.” he knew he was in trouble, he had caused hurt on both sides, despite how unintentional it had been. “it would be unfair to you, for me to wavered by my feelings -- you deserve better than that.”

[deitysmade]

she was amused, ever so slightly at the girls exuberance and while she wanted to peer inside, she surely had long since lost the childlike wonder the other seem to hold. ❝ after you, miss. ❞ she gestured with a gentle hand towards the door.

defne had never been as sweet as this woman seemed, so easily please by the simplest of pleasures, so defne only passed on a kind smile. ❝ quite alright, i had wanted to venture inside, as you said. defne, pleased to meet you. ❞

[deitysmade]

she cannot help but be thankful for graham, he had been nothing but kind to her since she began working for the family. ❝ perhaps, but i don't think there is anything that could truly prepare someone for what we know as the season, i will ensure that miss pendlebury has a bath drawn for the morning, and would you like me to organise one for yourself ? ❞

"ah, but of course." it seemed almost cruel to discuss such events and celebrations when the woman had to primarily focus on work. "hm - i suppose so. however many of them have been preparing for so long they should be savvy of such things."

[deitysmade]

her heart holds an aching that she doesn't quite understand, she'd formed an attachment to the pendlebury lord some time ago and now his avoidance hurt. ❝ then why bother at all, my lord, it is great risk, you should prefer continue as you were, in ignoring me. ❞ she chuckles, but it is bitter and burned in her throat.

deitysmade​:

━ › @pvndlebury! ━ › 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚: here.

❝ you do not have to explain yourself to me. ❞ yes you do, her mind screams but face remains passive as she lookeds over the pendlebury lord. ❝ what you choose to do, my lord, is your decision, i’m simply your house keeper. ❞

        he was beginning to feel all kinds of guilty, knowing he had truly caused hurt to both parties. “ you know it is not merely that simple -- i am sorry for the pain i have caused -- i am risking a lot by even speaking to you.” he huffed, hand moving to his temple to rub it lightly.

[deitysmade]

she certainly did not have to pay for the item, but she knew that an item like this would not linger long and had not wanted the other to miss out. ❝ it is so problem, i'm happy to help. ❞ she muses softly. ❝ think nothing of it, truly. ❞

𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙩 : @deitysmade

SERVICE : for one muse to cover the cost of something for the other.

" you did not have to pay for me . i was going to come back later and buy it , " clara had been in the middle of making a purchase when she had realised they had left their purse back home . " but thank you . what do i owe you ? "

[deitysmade]

defne had never been as sweet as this woman seemed, so easily please by the simplest of pleasures, so defne only passed on a kind smile. ❝ quite alright, i had wanted to venture inside, as you said. defne, pleased to meet you. ❞

teeth sunk down on her lower lip in thought, glancing at the already collected things in her arms for the pendlebury’s before she glanced towards the sun, still high in the sky and plenty of time to have a look, glancing back at the woman, she nodded. ❝ of course, there is something i would like to purchase at least. ❞

[deitysmade]

━ › @pvndlebury ! ━ › 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚: here.

❝ you do not have to explain yourself to me. ❞ yes you do, her mind screams but face remains passive as she lookeds over the pendlebury lord. ❝ what you choose to do, my lord, is your decision, i'm simply your house keeper. ❞

[deitysmade]

i just want to know that youre gorgeous & i'd take care of you better than any man would

❝ kind as that might be, i don't need a man to look after me, better yet, i don't need anyone to look after me. ❞

[deitysmade]

how do you feel towards amelie?

❝ i'm sorry, who ? should that name be of any importance to me ? ❞

[deitysmade]

if you could change one thing, what would it be?

❝ nothing. ❞ my status.