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fighting the urge to make a new blog for a new muse. but i am not god's strongest soldier.

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here's   why   i   enjoy   being   called 𝚃𝙷𝙴   𝙼𝙰𝙽   𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚃   𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚁 :         not   because   it's   self - aggrandizing    —    ᶤ   ᵈᵒ   ʰᵃᵛᵉ   ᵐᵒᵐᵉᶰᵗˢ   ᵒᶠ   ʰᵘᵐᶤˡᶤᵗʸ    —but   because   it's   a   constant   reminder 𝑻𝑶   𝑮𝑶   𝑩𝑰𝑮   𝑶𝑹   𝑮𝑶   𝑯𝑶𝑴𝑬 .

𝒅𝒆𝒉𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 ⸻ an independent *& private ( ᵉᵃʳᵗʰ ⁻ ⁶¹⁶ ) 𝘔𝘈𝘛𝘛 𝘔. 𝘔𝘜𝘙𝘋𝘖𝘊𝘒 𝘢𝘬𝘢. 𝘋𝘈𝘙𝘌𝘋𝘌𝘝𝘐𝘓 , from marvel comics . headcanon based . by oyin . since 2015 . est. 2024 .

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hello everyone. i hope you are having a good evening / timezone wherever you are. ㅤ i wanted to take a moment to share some updates regarding this blog, specifically. as you know, i have recently found myself overwhelmed by the number of drafts and inbox prompts i have. as a result, it causes me great anxiety to log in on this blog which, coupled with external factors and lack of muse, have distanced me from here. i launched a poll, so you could help me decide which road to take. you voted for a cleaning of my drafts and inbox, and i will follow the suggestion. so moving forward, i will be deleting all my current drafts and inbox messages to clear the clutter and relieve some of that pressure. i believe this will allow me breathing room to create new content and engage with my muse again. additionally, i plan to reduce my follower count by soft blocking some accounts. if you’d like to keep our connection intact and preserve the status quo, please feel free to reach out to me, and i will be more than happy to add you back. thank you all for your understanding and support as I navigate this challenging moment. i am truly, actually, looking forward to creating more content and engaging with you all in a healthier space. but for now, ㅤ take care and see ya !

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I AM MARC SPECTOR. I AM STEVEN GRANT. I AM JAKE LOCKLEY. AND WE ARE GOING TO BE OKAY. WE ARE GOING TO LIVE WITH WHO WE ARE. WE ARE - - - 

#MOONYTE, ㅤ ㅤ A PRIVATE & SELECTIVE MOON KNIGHT. ㅤ ㅤㅤ headcanon based.ㅤ comic canon divergent. ㅤmcu exclusionist. ㅤㅤreconstructed BY OYINㅤ ( xe / they . 25+ . )

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with  a  playful  lilt,  the  man  grinned  and  remarked,   ❝  hey,    don't  sweat  it  too  much.      it's   still   a  free  country  !  ❞    his  grin  widened  as  he  gestured  towards  the  other.      standing  in  the  presence  of   THOR   (  the  real  one  )   charged  every  nerve  ending  in  his  body,   causing  his  skin  to  tingle  and  his  tongue  to  itch  with  anticipation.      always  an  indescribable  experience.

" apologies . i think i may have robbed you of your thinking spot for the night . " he says with an apologetic smile to match , though he hasn't moved from his position yet . " peaceful nights seemed to be a rarity these days , especially in new york . i simply wish to savor it for as long as i can . "

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an  amused  smirk  plays  on  his  lips  as  he  responds  to  her  questions,   ❝  it's  not  that  i  never  thought  to  talk  about  it  ...  ?  ❞   a  hand  is  raised  to  rub  at  his  own  nape,   ❝  i  do  prefer  to  keep  my  life  private,    but  as  it  is,    so  much  of  it  ends  up  in  the  news  often  enough  that  i  simply  assume  everyone  knows  the  basics  already.  ❞   it  hadn't  been  the  most  joyful  time  of  his  life  ---    dealing  with  karen's  death,     going  to  jail,     losing  milla.      he  had  lost  himself  to  his  own  darkness,    allowing   the  beast  to  take  residence  in  his  body  and  claw  open  his  heart.      so  much  has  happened  that  he  would  need  to  figure  out  where  to  start,    if  he  ever  even  started.

❝  as  for  jen  ...  ❞   he  continues,    not  losing  his  humor  in  the  face  of  his  darker  thoughts,    ❝  we  are  co  -  workers  as  both  lawyers  and  superheroes.      i  wouldn't  have  said  no,     it's  just  that  it  never  came  up  between  us.  ❞

‘ oh… i … do apologize,    i am quite uneducated on your private life,    matthew.    i believed you preferred to keep it so… why did you never date jennifer walters    ?    ’

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i wrote two replies tonight, despite being very tired from the day i had with my mother running errands for her upcoming birthday party. i am very proud of me. now i am going to chill on wire.

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good morning / timezone .ㅤㅤ i just wanted to say i love writing matt & i love him as a character, ㅤfrom the time i was just a tiny oyin. ㅤㅤmatt means a real lot to me & i am glad to share my love for him for him with all of you. ㅤㅤi know replies & ic content have been very scarce as of late, ㅤand all i ask is patience. ㅤㅤ have a good day / timezone, ㅤ everyone.

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IM SO FREAKING NORMAL SO HERES.MORE SAM AND MSTT

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alright . i'm cleaning house so i can actually want to be here. anything older than three months is getting archived, threads and askbox. please notify me of any content you want me to reply and i will save it again. please don't think this is me giving up on our interactions, i simply want to better coordinate my own mental health and hobbies. thank you for your comprehension.

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#𝐖𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐁𝐈𝐓. a study of m/arvel's SPIDER-MAN, PETER PARKER. ( private, low - activity ) independent & headcanon-based, 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 616 & 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴. no affiliation with M/CU. written by wolvie * 𝚑𝚎/𝚑𝚒𝚖, 𝟸𝟻+, 𝙴𝚂𝚃. contains dark & nsfw themes.

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there seems no plan because it is all plan; there seems no center because it is all center. a private zatanna zatara by amihan.

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tbh i love the fact Matt scored low on several people, who's canonically close to. That's really the kind of person he is and I'm sorry. He won't remember your hobby preferences or your college graduation. he's a little self centered (in the autistic way as well)

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and lastly . . . matt's favorite sport is BASEBALL. to the point he wanted to join junior league prior to his accident. he is also an avid mets fan, hence why citi field was an option in another question. he really likes baseball and never stopped wanting to play it as himself, no masks and no excuses. he is a pretty good hitter and he's also a suberb catcher.

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⸻    ❝   while  i  do  advocate  for  civil  rights,   especially  for  the  minority  groups  of  this  country  .  .  .    i  don't  go  to  court  over  them.      my  activism  plays  a  role  in  my  work,    but  i'm  a  criminal  lawyer  by  the  end  of  the  day,    @widova.   ❞

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⸻    ❝   alright.      let's  have  this  conversation.      daredevil  was  the  name  the  neighborhood  kids  gave  me  because  i  was  too  much  of  a  coward  to  hit  'em  back.      so  they  taunted  me  by  calling  me  a  real    DAREDEVIL.      i  claimed  that  back  to  myself  because  i'm  not  runnin'  from  bullies  anymore.      it  got  nothing  to  do  with  dad,    his  stage  name  was  battlin'  jack  murdock.      it  has  nothing  to  do  with  religion.      god  has  no  place  in  the  things  i  do  dressed  as  the  devil.   ❞