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here's   why   i   enjoy   being   called 𝚃𝙷𝙴   𝙼𝙰𝙽   𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚃   𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚁 :         not   because   it's   self - aggrandizing    —    ᶤ   ᵈᵒ   ʰᵃᵛᵉ   ᵐᵒᵐᵉᶰᵗˢ   ᵒᶠ   ʰᵘᵐᶤˡᶤᵗʸ    —but   because   it's   a   constant   reminder 𝑻𝑶   𝑮𝑶   𝑩𝑰𝑮   𝑶𝑹   𝑮𝑶   𝑯𝑶𝑴𝑬 .

𝒅𝒆𝒉𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 ⸻ an independent *& private ( ᵉᵃʳᵗʰ ⁻ ⁶¹⁶ ) 𝘔𝘈𝘛𝘛 𝘔. 𝘔𝘜𝘙𝘋𝘖𝘊𝘒 𝘢𝘬𝘢. 𝘋𝘈𝘙𝘌𝘋𝘌𝘝𝘐𝘓 , from marvel comics . headcanon based . by oyin . since 2015 . est. 2024 .

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i wrote two replies tonight, despite being very tired from the day i had with my mother running errands for her upcoming birthday party. i am very proud of me. now i am going to chill on wire.

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alright . i'm cleaning house so i can actually want to be here. anything older than three months is getting archived, threads and askbox. please notify me of any content you want me to reply and i will save it again. please don't think this is me giving up on our interactions, i simply want to better coordinate my own mental health and hobbies. thank you for your comprehension.

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WHAT KIND OF TRAGEDY ARE YOU ?

WRITTEN  IN  THE  STARS.       it  had  to  end  this  way.    we  all  know  it.     only  you  were  unaware.    you  had  hope.    hope,   of  course,   only  makes  it  hurt  all  the  more.     we  all  knew  you  would  look  back,   oh  love,   there’s  no  other  version  of  the  story.    and  yet,   alongside  you,   we  still  had  hope.    we  believed  in  you,   even  though  we  knew  you  couldn’t  win.    and  you  believed  in  yourself  till  the  last  moment.    it  isn’t  fair,  is  it?    you  didn’t  know  you  were  doomed.

tagging : @thundir , @ragesense , @arcticrime , @ghstbrthr , @enhived , @drewspawn , @ilaektra & you !

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WHAT ARE YOU THE PATRON SAINT OF ?

PATRON  SAINT  OF  BONES.         patron  saint  of  frameworks.    of  structures.    of  solidity.     patron  saint  of  things  that  break.    patron  saint  of  things  that  are  left  behind.     the  bones  survive  long  after  the  body,   the  building:    what  is  there  left  for  them,   when  the  rest  has  gone?    what  do  bones  do,   with  nothing  to  hold  around  them?    who  holds  the  bones?

tagging : @sablynova , @anmaries , @ilaektra , @nguyetvan , @thundir & you !

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Im trying to learn more about whats going in on Venezuela rn. Thank you for bringing the issue to light

I want to know what other things I can do to help

Hello! Sorry for the late reply, I've tried to do as much research as possible by asking others.

I haven't found many links for people abroad, unfortunately, many are local. But here are my best options that I have found:

Eugeniasiso's Instagram: How can I help Venezuela? (Spanish and English) / Twitter version

Venezuelan's artists you can commission // Another // Another (Many young people who participate in fandoms like us live off of that)

Donations for LGBT people.

I came unprepared for this, but just in case I have Ko-fi myself: https://ko-fi.com/luxvinova

And it would not be out of place to mention: Twitter thread for people inside Venezuela

Gofundme: Vicente Alberto Briceño González, 21-year old prisioner for protest.

NEW Gofundme: Pedro need a heart surgery and can't escape Venezuela

If you don't have money to support, the best thing is to reblog to let everyone know what's going on, preferably from Latinos themselves. The noise is really important and much appreciated! Thank you so much!❤️

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JONATHAN " battlin' jack " MURDOCK DIED ON AUGUST TENTH, 1996. murdered on his way out of the madison square garden after his fight against creed. battlin' jack was notably known for a troubled past, but the investigation forces never found his murderer until years later with the help of a still - rising DAREDEVIL.

fifty years old. jack was fifty years old when he was killed. far older than most prizefighters of his generation, and surely older than he ever thought he would get to be between the drinking and the fighting. matt murdock is going to be fifty years old this coming october, the same age as his father ( and the same age as michael would be if not killed two years prior ... ) . matt never thought he would ever be the same age as his father, let alone contemplated the possibility he would be older someday. his father is gone, his brother is gone . . . there is a time limit to these murdock boys, or so matt understands it as. jack would be seventy - eight by now --- is matt going to live that far ? can his body even sustain him twenty - eight more years ? does he want it do ? matt can't conceive being older than his father. older than his brother. and A MAN SHOULD LEAVE A PARTY WHEN IT'S ROARING .

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I always felt I resembled him: opening & clenching my fists in the light-flooded dark. — Zeina Hashem Beck, from "Ode to Leaving," O.

I WAS -- AM -- WILL ALWAYS BE -- SO MUCH LIKE MY DAD. ㅤㅤㅤan ode to battlin' jack murdock

"Daredevil: The Man Without Fear", Daredevil: The Man Without Fear (vol. 1/1993) #1. Writer: Frank Miller. Penciler: John Romita Jr. ㅤ // ㅤ Kritika Rautela, He’s Not Alone Or Is He? ㅤ // ㅤ "The Championship Season", Daredevil: Yellow (vol. 1/2001) #1. Writer: Jeph Loeb. Penciler: Tim Sale. ㅤ // ㅤ Jennifer Chang, Dialogues (Against Literature) ㅤ // ㅤ "Vital Signs", Daredevil (vol. 1/1964) #260. Writer: Ann Nocenti. Penciler: John Romita Jr. ㅤ // ㅤ Pizarnik, excerpt of “Words of the Wind [Paroles du vent]”, trans. by Patricio Ferrari and Forrest Gander ㅤ // ㅤ "Sometimes, in my dreams... I can see.", Daredevil (vol. 3/2011) #1. Writer: Mark Waid. Penciler: Marcos Martin. ㅤ // ㅤ Daredevil (vol. 4/2014) Writer: Mark Waid. Penciler: Chris Samnee. ㅤ // ㅤ Halsey, I would leave me if I could ㅤ // ㅤ "The Hero", Daredevil (vol. 1/1964) #298. Writer: Ann Nocenti. Penciler. Kieron Dwyer. ㅤ// ㅤ Eula Bliss, The Pain Scale ㅤ // ㅤ David Keplinger and Bruce Bond, Whoever is not home grows sick ㅤ.

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matt uses two kinds of eye drops. ㅤㅤ one is to control his glaucoma — it's not going to get any better, but it helps with getting any worse, considering glaucoma also has genetic components and matt isn't clear on his family's medical history to know. he just doesn't want to risk having to remove his eyes or anything of the sort. the second kind is the lubricant — his eyes tend to get dry because his tear ducts are not intact and don't work all that well. as a result, he gets a lot of itchiness — especially when not sleeping properly, which is often — but abrasing the area surrounding his eyes can be painful if done repeatedly (such as when rubbing his eyes to alleviate the itchiness). matt tries to keep up with his eye drops, the glaucoma ones need to he used daily, and his lubricant drops every now and then according to necessity (which is, also, often). this kind of routine isn't a problem, especially these days that his life is more or less back to status quo, but matt still has issues keeping up with them when depression hits, or chronic pain makes it hard to raise his arms, or even when he's dissociative and focusing on getting the drops where they should becomes a challenge.

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matt doesn't want you to forget he's blind. no, he doesn't want you to go out of your way and fumble excuse and make a scene over some small mistake. no, he doesn't want you to wave your hand in front of his face and ask if he's really blind. no, he doesn't want to remove his glasses just because you asked him to, and he doesn't want to be suggested a service dog. what matt wants is respect and acknowledgment. if he takes his time climbing down unfamiliar stairs, if he needs to have the menu read to him, if he is going to spend his sunday afternoon retagging his clothes. the blind puns, the nudges with the cane, the adjustment of the glasses — he doesn't want people to overlook the blindness, or pretend it's not a big deal, or make it a bigger deal than it needs to be, or have him become a pity case. but he does want his blindness remembered at all possible times. it's not something temporary for him, it doesn't go away if he takes his glasses off or walks without his cane. it's his life, it's how he interacts with the world. the least you can do is remember matt murdock is blind.

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just read something interesting on how sensory issues are about pain, not fear — as most people ( usually allistic / neurotypical ) think it is. you're not scared of the loud noise, it's literally hurting you — and then fear comes later on as a response to that trauma, so you avoid those loud noises. and then people punish you or try to "help" you get over your fear. when it's not fear, it's pain. the moment you put on proper headphones or move away from the noise source for a bit, it's gone.

and how matt murdock legitimately pushes away all that pain on a minute by minute basis. how he powers through manhattan's ever-present chaotic energy ( the city really screaming on his face all day long ) but not because he's won over any of his fears, it's really just being very good at either not realizing how much it hurts or completely ignoring it. until he has a migraine so strong he has a seizure or can't move or talk for days until he has a meltdown in his office or his living room.

it's all a direct consequence of his upbringing — external society always telling people afab to just power through ( how many times has matt fainted from cramps in high school ), then his father seeking to help him overcome his trauma from the accident by pushing through the pain and the fear both ( jack also leading by example, ignoring his own injuries and pains ), then of course, exploited by stick and trained to not let pain stop him from any objective, not let it stray him from focus.

so matt downplays his sensory issues a lot. and is a lot less likely to ask accommodations for those. food has a wrong texture ? he will either eat and throw up later or just not eat at all. ambient noise too loud ? grit his teeth and pinch his thigh to give him something else to focus on. something in the air making it incredibly hard not to itch, to focus ? someone's breath or perfume too strong ? woke up to a bad day and can't properly " filter " his senses ? just power through. HE IS THE MAN WITHOUT FEAR.

( it was never about fear . . . )

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every night someone tells daredevil that he's going to die fighting for a city that doesn't love him back and every morning without fail matt gets a hello from the local vendor

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as  aforementioned,   THIS  BLOG  IS  HEADCANON  BASED  &  DIVERGENT.     preliminary  inspiration  comes  from  daredevil  :  yellow,  as  well  as  volumes  three  &  four  of  matt's  solo  run.  added  to  this,  my  own  reconstruction  of  his  canon  narrative  aided  by  my  experience  in  the  rpc  and  beyond.  as  result,  i  thought  to  compile  a  small  list  of  the  most  important  details  to  consider  in  our  interactions  at  all  moment,  with  no  exceptions.

AN ADDEDUM : i write matt as a trans bisexual man, who is also autistic and chronically ill. these are also non - negotiables.

MATT  MURDOCK,  (  RE  )  BORN  AGAIN  —   𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺  𝘴𝘢𝘺  𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘥  𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦'𝘴  𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮.    matt  has  recently  (  once  more  )  faked  his  death  and  left  new  york  city  in  the  trustworthy  hands  of  spider-man,  iron  fist,  etc.  not  to  mention  newly  crowned  MAYOR  LUKE  CAGE.  his  goal  was  joining  THE  FIST  and  defeating  THE  HAND  alongside  ELEKTRA.  results  are  questionable,  but  overall  favorable.  he  escaped  the  aftermath  alive  and  returned  to  his  heart  city,  but  took  him  some  time  to  admit  himself  as  MATTHEW  MICHAEL  MURDOCK. at  last,  as  of  EASTER  SUNDAY  (  2024  ), the  beloved  ex  -  mayor  and  civil  rights  activist  conducted  a  collective  announcement.  matt  has  also  returned  to  HELL’S  KITCHEN,  where  he  lives  with  his  family.

and  for  the  first  time  in  what  may  as  well  be  a  decade,  NELSON  &  MURDOCK are  back  on  track,  now  also  allowed  with  the  services  of  ex  -  police  officer  and  now  private  investigator  :  COLE  NORTH.  another  point  of  interest  is  his  biweekly  encounter  with  his  mother  at  the  CLINTON  MISSION  SHELTER.

ONCE  A  TWIN,  ALWAYS  A  TWIN —   𝑖𝑓  𝑖’𝑚  𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒,  𝑚𝑦  𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟  𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡  𝑏𝑒  𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑.    MICHAEL  JACK  MURDOCK was  his  name.  born  but  less  than  half  an  hour  earlier  than  our  intrepid  hero,  mike  has  always  been  matt’s  twin. the  quality  of  their  union  has  had  its  ups  and  down,  moments  of  deep  love  and  deep  hatred.  mike  left  for  good  after  their  father’s  funeral, though  making  a  solemn  re  -  appearance  when  his  brother  was  at  death’s  bed  and  their  mother  feared  the  last  rites. AS  OF  MID  -  2018, mike  decided  to  return  for  good  —  though  not  the  most  selfless  intentions.  always  mingling  with  the  “  wrong  crowds  ”  despite  the  heart  that  took  residence  in  his  sleeve,  mike  climbed  the  criminal  social  ladder  among  his  best  -  friend  (  ?  )  BUTCH  PHARRIS  —  pardon  me, BYRON  FISK. at  the  wrong  place,  at  the  wrong  time,  mike  (  dressed  as  matt,  in  matt’s  apartment,  living  matt’s  life  while  the  golden  child  was  away  in  rehab  )  died  by  the  hands  of  WILSON  FISK, then  mayor  of  new  york  city.  this  is  the  body  that  was  mourned,  this  is  the  man  whose  casket  was  lowered  to  the  ground  —  but  his  name  was  never  spoken. 

it  isn’t  the  first  time  matt  takes  his  brother’s  identity, simply  the  most  cruel.

WHO  IS  DAREDEVIL  ? —   𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡  𝑎𝑛  𝑒𝑥𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑒  𝑡𝑜  𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒  𝑚𝑦  𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒.     the  children  of  zebediah  kilgrave,  better  known  as  THE  PURPLE  MAN, share  with  their  hated  father  the  same  powers  of  persuasion  and  order.  a  well  intended  wish  as  a  gift  and  suddenly,  the  secret  the  whole  world  knew  became  a  secret  again. NOBODY (  but  a  select  few  ) knows  daredevil’s  identity  ever  since.  fact  which  includes  previous  love  interests,  friends  and  foes  alike.  unless  protected  by  magic,  or  out  in  space  at  the  time,  a  person  is  incapable  of  knowing  daredevil’s  true  identity.  files  are  blank,  images  are  blurred,  videos  are  pure  static.  the  only  way  to  know  is  through  DEATH  — or  simply  if  the  man  takes  off  his  own  mask.

as  of  this  moment,  the  names  include: franklin  nelson,  elektra  natsios,  nguyet  houng  vân,  frank  castle,  peter  parker,  cole  north,  stephen  strange,  moon  knight,  daniel  rand-kai,  jessica  jones,  luke  cage,  samuel  chung,  wilson  fisk,  butch  pharris.

A  GOOD  CATHOLIC  BOY,  THOUGH  NOT  REALLY —   𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠  𝑚𝑒  𝑓𝑎𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟,  𝑓𝑜𝑟  𝑖  𝘩𝑎𝑣𝑒  𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑑.    though  catholic  and  quite  attached  to  his  identity  as  IRISH  CATHOLIC, matt’s  focus  and  drive  don’t  come  from  any  notion  of  guilt  or  sin.  he  is  not  seeking  god’s  forgiveness  or  absolution  of  sin  whenever  he  dons  the  red  suit  and  the  horns.  he  is  DAREDEVIL because  he  likes  it,  and  enjoys  helping  others.  his  cultural  identity  and  upbringing  inside  church  has  nothing  to  do  with  his  moral  compass  or  struggles  with  good  vs.  evil. a  shift  happens  when  he  discovers  his  mother,  SISTER  MAGGIE  GRACE, and  decides  to  reconnect  to  her  through  (  among  other  things  )  their  religion. matt  is  no  priest,  missionary,  or  exorcist. HE  IS  DAREDEVIL.

not  to  say  he  doesn’t  have  any  sort  of  religious  trauma,  but  those  are  more  related  to  the  wound  left  by  his  mother  than  the  dogmas  of  christ.

THE  DEVIL’S  HEART —   𝑖  𝑎𝑚  𝑖𝑛  𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟  𝑚𝑦  𝘩𝑒𝑎𝑑.    his  heart  belongs  to  ELEKTRA  NATSIOS, and  they  were  married  in  a  secret  ceremony.  however,  his  love  is  also  known  to  be  shared  with FRANK  CASTLE on  occasion.  his  heart  is  also  to  his  dearest  friends,  FOGGY  NELSON and NGUYET  VÂN. not  to  speak  of  his  children,  alice  and  —  if  the  boy  allows, SAMUEL  CHUNG.

this  portrayal  is  heavily  affiliated  with  :  @ilaektra,  @45auto  and  @nguyetvan.   anouk’s  elektra  is  my  primary  ship, meaning  that  unless  stated  romantic  intention  through  plotting  or  chemistry,  both  parties  need  to  assume  matt  is  currently  married  to  her  elektra.  while  not  a  primary  ship,  edi’s  frank  castle  is  heavily  mentioned  and  featured  in  my  narrative  —  including  a  past  romantic  relationship  that  extends  to  its  own  ‘verse.  atticus’  incredible  character,  also  known  as  louise  houng, has  been  knitted  into  the  tapestry  of  daredevil  canon  and  also  features  in  many  of  matt’s  arcs  and  stories.  there  is  no  @dehrdevil  without  these  three,  and exceptions  won’t  be  taken.

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here's   why   i   enjoy   being   called 𝚃𝙷𝙴   𝙼𝙰𝙽   𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚃   𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚁 :         not   because   it's   self - aggrandizing    —    ᶤ   ᵈᵒ   ʰᵃᵛᵉ   ᵐᵒᵐᵉᶰᵗˢ   ᵒᶠ   ʰᵘᵐᶤˡᶤᵗʸ    —but   because   it's   a   constant   reminder 𝑻𝑶   𝑮𝑶   𝑩𝑰𝑮   𝑶𝑹   𝑮𝑶   𝑯𝑶𝑴𝑬 .

𝒅𝒆𝒉𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 ⸻ an independent *& private ( ᵉᵃʳᵗʰ ⁻ ⁶¹⁶ ) 𝘔𝘈𝘛𝘛 𝘔. 𝘔𝘜𝘙𝘋𝘖𝘊𝘒 𝘢𝘬𝘢. 𝘋𝘈𝘙𝘌𝘋𝘌𝘝𝘐𝘓 , from marvel comics . headcanon based . by oyin . since 2015 . est. 2024 .

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⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒂𝒅𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒕 » ㅤ ❝ the revery alone will do if bees are few .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕 » ㅤ ❝ we must dissent from apathy﹐ we must dissent from the fear .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒔 » ㅤ ❝ the ferocity of what you feel sets you on fire .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 » ㅤ ❝ the flowers have your breakfast ready .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒔 » ㅤ ❝ who is this stranger﹐ who comes in the darkness ?

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒖𝒆 » ㅤ ❝ time doesn’t erase the demons we don’t see .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒉 » ㅤ ❝ i can write a poem and make it disappear .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒗𝒊𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒔 » ㅤ ❝ the devil you face will be your own .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒗𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒆 » ㅤ ❝ i ran﹐ face first﹐into a mirror because i didn’t recognize my reflection .

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⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒆𝒖𝒑𝒉𝒖𝒊𝒔𝒎 » ㅤ ❝ that language itself is a form of sight .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒔 » ㅤ ❝ there is something in your throat that wants to get out .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂 » ㅤ ❝ to be a man without fear .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒚 » ㅤ ❝ the kind of violence that only exists inside the colour red .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒋𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 » ㅤ ❝ i’ve spent a lot of time understanding my own violence .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒔𝒆 » ㅤ ❝ truth is a sensory experience .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 » ㅤ ❝ tell me where to put the anger .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒓 » ㅤ ❝ we are bees then﹐ our honey is language .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕 » ㅤ ❝ doves and pigeons can also be trained to carry messages .

⊰ [̲̅𝑫̲̅] — 𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 » ㅤ ❝ at the end as at the start﹐ and through all the in - betweens .

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here's   why   i   enjoy   being   called 𝚃𝙷𝙴   𝙼𝙰𝙽   𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚃   𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚁 :         not   because   it's   self - aggrandizing    —    ᶤ   ᵈᵒ   ʰᵃᵛᵉ   ᵐᵒᵐᵉᶰᵗˢ   ᵒᶠ   ʰᵘᵐᶤˡᶤᵗʸ    —but   because   it's   a   constant   reminder 𝑻𝑶   𝑮𝑶   𝑩𝑰𝑮   𝑶𝑹   𝑮𝑶   𝑯𝑶𝑴𝑬 .

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