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worth holding on

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I can't have sex because I'm am empath so whenever I have sex I can feel all the people the person I'm having sex with has had sex with. I'm a guy and I'm not gay so whenever I have sex with a guy I can feel all the gay sex he's had

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Ever since I was a little girl I’ve loved information

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*CONCLAVE SPOILERS*

I think a lot of people have the wrong read of the twist at the end of Conclave. It’s not a “haha gotcha losers” on the Church, it’s not supposed to be a gag in that way! His ascent and acceptance to the papacy is the ultimate fulfillment of Lawrence’s wishes, whether they realizes it or not! This secret is not a longcon punishment, it is a gift in disguise, it is the ultimate mystery. The gag is you got what you asked for. The window has been blown open and the outside world has penetrated the tomb of the Vatican’s voting chamber. But it’s peaceful! The sun shines in, the birds are chirping, and your breathing is finally calm.

It is also! the most direct challenge to Lawrence’s questions about the right candidate, he acts and speaks with empathy (unlike Tedesco and Ayendi), he is courageous and steadfast in his commitment to a candidate he believes in (unlike Bellini), he isn’t ambitious (unlike Tremblay). But Benitez must also make Lawrence confront his own words. He must doubt! Because there is no perfect man! There is no singular divinely appointed leader. There is only men and their choices and their mistakes. Pray for a leader who sins and asks forgiveness and moves forward. Pray for a leader who doubts.

He says he struggles to pray. Is this not your prayers answered?

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Conclave Tumblr tag needs to show more appreciation for Agnes' little curtsey after absolutely ending Tremblay's career. All this political drama and uproar, she cuts through with due appreciation for truth and justice. "Although we sisters are supposed to be invisible, God has nevertheless given us eyes and ears." Raw as fuck

And shout-out to Adeyemi. Calling Tremblay "Judas," in Vatican City, during conclave?????? That is INSANE. For reference, in Dantes Inferno, treachery is the worst sin. Judas is literally in Satan's jaws at the bottom of Hell. Getting called Judas during the sacred process of electing the Pope... and DESERVING IT...? Honestly it's surprising Tremblay didnt spontaneously combust.

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“you should be at the club” Brother I should literally be sent to the seaside for my health

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the tv show "the torment nexus game is bad" being a poignant critique of wage slavery and class disparity and capitalism that is popularized in the west by big tv corporation bc it makes them money, then being turned into "the torment nexus game is bad: the game show" by the most souless and therefore most popular youtuber because it makes him money, so then big tv corporation makes their OWN "the torment nexus game is bad: the OFFICIAL game show" to make even more money off the "the torment nexus game is bad" fictional critique of capitalism tv show, and then it turns out that many allegations of torment nexus-like conditions come out of both reality tv game shows but there aren't any consequences. and then Bigger Corporation goes to the soulless youtuber and is like. lets make another "the torment nexus game is bad" -esque game show to make us a lot of money because the people stuck in the torment nexus love that shit. it's called "the torment nexus game is fun :-)" and then the writer of the "the torment nexus game is bad" posts on twitter that he fucking hates his own story and what it has become. you would think this is a plot from a heavy-handed early black mirror episode but it is unfortunately a plot from real life

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I'll block a bitch on letterboxd I'll block a bitch on airbuds widget I'll block a bitch on goodreads I'll block a bitch on microsoft teams

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I only follow back freaks and creatures of the night. I’m sure you understand

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I’ll be a fucking pervert about anything. I’m better than you

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redid an old piece of the riddle guy

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alfred gave them the sheets

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i just never want to see elon musk happy

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fan-made concepts for an animated show where they just look like that (it is cancelled after one pilot)

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No anatomy just darkness

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realised that my writer's block is coming from my inability to stop inserting myself into my fictional worlds. while all of my imagination is rooted in childhood escapist tendencies, to be a good writer i believe i should stop thinking of what i would do and how i would feel and to ultimately set the stage for a better life for me in my imagination (because that is what escapist fiction does) instead i should start thinking of what others would do. this obsession with my own happy ending is driving me up the wall. but happy to have found where i failed.