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in the southern cross hotel
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Crows
by Mary Oliver
It is January, and there are crows like black flowers on the snow. While I watch, they rise and float toward the frozen pond, they have seen some streak of death on the dark ice. They gather around it and consume everything, the strings and the red music of that nameless body. Then they shout, one hungry, blunt voice echoing another. It begins to rain. Later, it becomes February, and even later, spring returns, a chorus of thousands. They bow, and begin their important music. I recognize the oriole. I recognize the thrush, and the mockingbird. I recognize the business of summer, which is to forge ahead, delicately. So I dip my fingers among the green stems, delicately. I lounge at the edge of the leafing pond, delicately. I scarcely remember the crust of the snow. I scarcely remember the icy dawns and the sun like a lamp without a fuse. I don鈥檛 remember the fury of loneliness. I never felt the wind鈥檚 drift. I never heard of the struggle between anything and nothing. I never saw the flapping, blood-gulping crows.
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this was such a good plan I've been stoned for 3 hours or so, finally rewatched/finished midnight cowboy And it's only 11
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The Double (2013) dir. Richard Ayoade
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My plan is 2025 is to dynamite my current life and jump ship to something completely different. Doing so will require a level of discipline I have never exhibited in my life.
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a list of adult queer books that are mostly horror & horny
all books recommend come with extreme trigger warnings
Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke - Eric LaRocca
The Sluts - Dennis Cooper
Violent Faculties - Charlene Elsby
We Are Here To Hurt Each Other - Paula D. Ashe
Infect Your Friends & Loved Ones - Torrey Peters
MANHUNT - Gretchen Felker-Martin
Tell Me I鈥檓 Worthless - Alison Rumfitt
Everything the Darkness Eats - Eric LaRocca
Sir, Butler & Boy - Tab Kimpton
Maeve Fly - C.J. Lee
Fluids - May Leitz
Exquisite Corpse - Billy Martin
Hogg - Samuel R. Delany
These Violent Delights - Micah Nemerever
The Worm & His Kings - Hailey Piper
Negative Space - B.R. Yeager
Walking Practise - Dolki Min
As Meat Loves Salt - Maria McCann
Sister, Maiden, Monster - Lucy A. Snyder
Summer Sons - Lee Mandelo
Eyes Guts Throat Bones - Mo茂ra Fowley-Doyle
Red X - David Demchuk
Camp Damascus - Chuck Tingle
Monstrilio - Gerardo S脿mano C贸rdova
Docile - KM Szpara
Claustrophilia - Ezra Blake
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my new years resolution for 2025:
1. get hotter
2. lesbian sex
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love the type of male character that is just a losing dog
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at work straight up "slackin it" and by "it", hahah, well, lets justr say. I am not doing my job.
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(by Matthias Hempel)
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crossfaded on lesbianism and perversion
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My dad sent these pictures of quail in his yard. Happy fat fuck Friday
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excerpt from A LETTER TO MY DAUGHTER / 2003 (b.)
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Somewhere in Time, San Francisco -- July 14th, 2024
Etsy
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friendships end. relationships end. fictional man whos doing even worse than you is forever
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