deepinthought05

[deepinthought05]

The metal created beautiful lines of red.

The sting and burn of the drawings were blissful torture.

Oh how i wish the metal was still my friend.

[deepinthought05]

The tragedy i still remember and hate myself for is always wanting what was best for. You destroyed my heart when all I gave you was unfaltering love. But after every heart break, every end, i still said I could never be mad if you were doing what made you happy.

I guess I’m a liar.

-Ruby Red

[deepinthought05]

There are any colors of love and heartbreak

Ruby Red:

for two young hearts

both falling for the first time

where one fell

and the other destroyed an innocent life

Midnight Black:

for the hurricane that tore

a young soul in two

she was lost in the waves

he was determined to drown her

[deepinthought05]

The first time you ended things, my heart shattered. The second time i wondered why I wasn’t enough. The third time i just didn’t understand. Every time you let me go i came back less and less yours. When you pushed me out, i stopped coming as close. Every time you hurt me, the less i cared. And you wonder why our house of cards fell.

-Ruby Red

[deepinthought05]

It would be so much easier to hate you. To say i never loved you. And if others ask thats exactly what i say. But i will never be able to hate you. You destroyed me. Ripped me apart piece by piece yet here i stand still loving you. Still unable to let you go even though i know there is no hope for any of it. After everything you did, i still can’t leave you in the past.

-Midnight black