decayinghearg

[decayinghearg]

its so funny how when we were cuddling and watching a movie i GLANCE at his phone and him and his ex are saying i love you. like r u kidding me. n u expect me to just be fine???? i most definitely was just ignoring it bc i wanted him to love me

[decayinghearg]

i had a dream he was more in love with me than he ever was. i hated it

[decayinghearg]

i spent the whole year losing my mind over some guy who i barley knew. if i had never met him i would be in such a better place right now. i obsessed over him and dropped everything to be with him. just because he was nice to me

[decayinghearg]

i hate being vulnerable i hate when i let other people in

[decayinghearg]

i really do think i am the problem and most people dislike me

[decayinghearg]

no ones ever going to understand me they all just think im dramatic and crazy! i dont blame them

[decayinghearg]

i miss him so much

[decayinghearg]

i need a fucking break bro

[decayinghearg]

im gonna die alone everyones just gonna leave me eventually i would leave me 2

[decayinghearg]

just now starting to feel not as bad 5 months after

[decayinghearg]

how he just gonna say im the love of his life and he wants to get married and then leave me😐 why lie

[decayinghearg]

thinking abt him feeling like shit and his tiktok comes up on my fyp just end me atp

[decayinghearg]

feels like eternal sunshine

[decayinghearg]

i hate twinks

[decayinghearg]

me before i smoke: I HATE MY MOM🤬🤬🤬

me after i smoke: i hate my mom ! :3☺️🌸🫧

[decayinghearg]

i had a dream he apologized

[decayinghearg]

why am i the worst