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my mom and i decided to surprise my nephew with a little staycation this weekend so i'll probably be a bit quiet this weekend

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𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐨𝐝𝐝. multi - fandom original character with heavy inspiration from appalachian folklore & faerie lore. written by bunny (30 , they/them).

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So… what are you working on?

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i just think the valkyries should go to a spring or summer solstice party, drown themselves in faerie wine, make a faerie circle, and dance topless under the moon. maybe find a moon pool somewhere to go skinny dipping too

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I commissioned this beautiful art from @ehmandinha (instagram) and I loved the result!! Nesta is one of my favorite characters from ACOTAR and I can totally picture her walking around in her favorite bookstore with a pile of books. At least now she'll have Cassian to help carry her books.

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in another universe i am not a burden to be loved

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@shadowsing azriel said "every second, i want you too much, and every second, i'm on the verge of wanting you more."

azriel’s decision to reside in the dusk court with her had been a shock. his intentions were still unknown to her because of her hesitation to ask him outright. in her head there were two probabilities; either he pitied her because she’s pregnant and because of her decision to keep it a secret for now she would be going through it alone. or he’s bidding his time until her child is born so he can take them from her and whisk them away to the night court. to his brother. nesta didn’t want to believe azriel capable of the latter, but he was incredibly loyal to both his brothers. although he had always been a good friend to her it would be foolish for her to possibly think he would choose his loyalty to her over his brothers. even if something more had grown between them over the past month that he’s been here. something that both of them had tried and ultimately failed to repress. the two had shared an impulsive kiss last night, one she thinks azriel regrets considering his swift exit afterwards.

she imagined the scene before them would appear quite comical to anyone who would walk in on them. the two of them sat on either ends of the very long dining table, much to nesta’s disdain. she had been the first to arrive at breakfast and thought sitting at one end would make azriel more comfortable, but she didn’t think him to be ridiculous enough to sit at the other end. when he had sat she casted a withering look toward him and sighed. there was no greeting from either of them and they ate their breakfast in silence. when the clashing of silverware against the dishware became too much for nesta she pinned him with a steely look. “are we not going to talk about what happened last night? we’re just going to pretend we didn’t kiss?”

there was nothing but silence from him and nesta couldn’t gauge what he was feeling and after a few minutes she believed he wouldn’t respond. she didn’t blame him, there was something fundamentally wrong with her. something that made people never choose her and ashamed they felt anything toward her. perhaps she had grown accustomed to this feeling because the tears she braced herself for never came or maybe she had just built those walls of ice too thick this time around. with her appetite gone, she pushed her plate away and made way to get up when a shadow wrapped itself around her wrist, making her look toward azriel. "every second, i want you too much, and every second, i'm on the verge of wanting you more."

her lips parted slightly as she sat back down fully, but the shadow remained locked around her wrist. “is that why you decided to sit so far from me this morning?” her teeth catch her bottom lip as she considers his words. of course she understood, she felt the same way about him. the spark between them had always been there, they had always been the ones to see each other’s bruised, tattered souls and understood each other in a way no one else had. “why are we restraining ourselves then?” she asks the question, but is sure of the answer. cassian is his brother, the two having a history that goes so deep and nesta is his mate. of course there would be reluctance. “neither of us are tied to anyone anymore, don’t we deserve to be happy too?”

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look at how pretty my gf made my blog 🥰🥰

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@pcterpan is the best gf ever mwah

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fuuuuck that is my circus. are those…? yep… those are my monkeys….. goddammit.

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𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐂𝐘, 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒. all these sentences quotes are regarding mature sentences regarding forbidden encounters, love and feelings as well things to be spoken in the bedroom, include mentions of jealousy as well olf lovers. please change names, locations and pronouns as you see fit. suggestiveness and level of spicy varies, please beware.

Forbidden Encounters

"Every stolen glance feels like a lifetime of desire condensed into a heartbeat."

"I shouldn’t be here, yet I can’t bear to leave."

"The world fades, and all that remains is the forbidden thrill of your touch."

"Loving you in secret makes every moment feel sacred."

"Our love is a fire we’re not meant to feed, yet it burns brighter each day."

"In the shadows, where no one sees, we exist as we truly are."

"Your lips are a sin I’ll gladly repent for."

"We dance on the edge of what’s forbidden, daring it to break beneath us."

"Every whispered promise carries the weight of what we cannot have."

"The risk makes the taste of you even sweeter."

Love and Feelings

"You’ve become the melody I can’t stop humming."

"When I’m with you, the world feels as though it’s finally in focus."

"Loving you is both my greatest joy and my deepest ache."

"You’re the reason my heart beats faster, even when you’re far away."

"I never knew I could miss someone this much until you."

"Your smile is the thread that stitches together my broken parts."

"You’ve left fingerprints on my soul I’ll never scrub away."

"The space between us is heavy with the words we don’t dare say."

"Your love is both my anchor and my storm."

"In your eyes, I find both sanctuary and chaos."

Bedroom Intimacy

"You are the storm I willingly drown in."

"Every touch of yours is a map leading me to places I never knew existed."

"I want to memorize the way your skin feels beneath my fingertips."

"Your whispers ignite fires I never want to extinguish."

"Each moment with you leaves echoes that linger in my veins."

"Let me trace your every scar and call it beautiful."

"When you’re in my arms, the world feels like it’s finally standing still."

"Your voice alone could unravel me."

"In the dark, with no one watching, I am yours entirely."

"You’ve taught me that desire is both a gift and a surrender."

Jealousy and Past Lovers

"Do they haunt you the way your memory haunts me?"

"I hate that I crave something they once had."

"Do their kisses still linger in your mind when you’re with me?"

"The ghosts of your past linger in the space I want to call mine."

"You say they’re gone, yet I feel their shadow between us."

"I’d rewrite your past if it meant I could have all of you."

"Do you think of me when you hear their name?"

"They may have known your touch, but I will know your soul."

"I don’t need to be your first, but I long to be your only."

"Your past doesn’t scare me, but the idea of sharing your heart does."

Deep Emotional Connection

"You’ve shown me what it means to truly feel alive."

"When I’m with you, time becomes irrelevant."

"Your love is a storm that’s made me stronger."

"I’ve never felt as seen as I do when you look at me."

"You’ve given me courage I didn’t know I possessed."

"Being with you is like breathing for the first time."

"I’d endure every heartache again if it led me back to you."

"Your presence alone silences my chaos."

"You’ve unlocked parts of me I thought were lost forever."

"When you hold me, the world ceases to exist."

Rekindling Old Flames

"I see fragments of who we were, and it makes me yearn for what we could be."

"The fire may have died, but the embers still burn within me."

"Every memory of you feels like both a blessing and a curse."

"Can we begin again, or is the past all we have left?"

"Loving you once was not enough; I want a lifetime of chances."

"The moments we lost now feel like the only ones that mattered."

"Your absence carved a void no one else could fill."

"I never stopped loving you; I just learned to live without you."

"You’ve become the story I can’t stop telling myself."

"Even after all this time, my heart still races at the thought of you."

Unspoken Longings

"I feel your absence more keenly than I feel my own heartbeat."

"You’ll never know how many words I’ve swallowed for your sake."

"I ache to tell you the truth, but fear keeps me silent."

"The weight of unsaid words is heavier than any truth I could confess."

"Loving you in silence feels like slow suffocation."

"If only you could hear the words I scream in my mind."

"Every unsent letter is a testament to my longing for you."

"I’m trapped between wanting to love you and fearing you’ll leave."

"The words I cannot say are etched into my soul."

"In my dreams, I tell you everything I’m too afraid to say aloud."

Yearning and Vulnerability

"You’ve become the ache I can’t soothe."

"I want to be the reason you smile and the one who wipes your tears."

"The closer I get to you, the more I fear I’ll lose myself."

"Your happiness is my greatest wish, even if it costs me my own."

"You’ve seen my brokenness, yet you still choose to stay."

"My love for you feels like both freedom and captivity."

"Every time I push you away, it’s because I fear I’m not enough."

"I want to be your everything, even if I’m only allowed to be your something."

"Your love has unraveled me in ways I never thought possible."

"To love you is to risk everything, and yet I cannot resist."

Sensual Intimacy

"I love the way you make me feel when you're this close."

"You’re so irresistible; I can’t get enough of you."

"Every part of you is absolutely perfect to me."

"The way you touch me drives me wild."

"I’ve been thinking about you all day, and now I can’t hold back anymore."

"You make my heart race every time you look at me like that."

"Your scent is intoxicating; I can’t stop breathing you in."

"I love exploring every inch of your body."

"Tell me what you want—I want to make you feel amazing."

"You’re the only one who knows how to set my soul on fire like this."

"The way your skin feels against mine is heavenly."

"When you’re near me, everything else just fades away."

"You’re so beautiful when you let go like this."

"I love the way your body responds to my touch."

"You’re my favorite kind of distraction."

"There’s no place I’d rather be than here with you right now."

"Your voice is like a melody, and it keeps playing in my mind."

"You taste sweeter than I ever imagined."

"Every time you touch me, it’s like electricity coursing through me."

"Being this close to you feels like a dream I never want to wake up from."

"I want to feel you from the inside."

"Don't stop. Make me whole."

"You can come just like this, I know you do."

"Beg me for it."

"Easy, baby, doesn't that feel good?"

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❛ don't you understand , tink ? you mean more to me than anything in this whole world ! ❜

headcanon & novel-based PETER PAN & TINKERBELL / loved by bunny & bri

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by karmacores on twitter

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𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐆𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐒 ;

bold what applies to your muse. italicize what sometimes applies / where there is potential. bold and italicize what always applies and what your muse loves doing. strike down what your muse does not enjoy, can't offer or will never, ever occur (if applicable). feel free to add more to the list as you see fit or make notes on whys!

tagged by: @seerfawn 🩷 tagging: @firehcart @starsache @riorsworn @letoile @doucefiction

holding hands ㅤ·ㅤ holding onto arm / holding out arm ㅤ· ㅤbuying flowers ㅤ· cooking ㅤ· ㅤcuddles ㅤ·ㅤ writing a poem / song ㅤ·ㅤ holding door open ㅤ· ㅤtying shoe laces ㅤ·ㅤ sharing a milkshake with two strawsㅤ · ㅤoffering their jacket when it's cold ㅤ· ㅤkissing in the rainㅤ ·ㅤ publicly confessing love ㅤ· ㅤlong walks at the beach ㅤ· ㅤdoing the titanic pose on a boat ㅤ·ㅤ taking cute pictures in a photobooth ㅤ·ㅤ sharing a taxi / uberㅤ ·ㅤ kissing the back of their hand ㅤ· ㅤslow dancing ㅤ·ㅤ getting tickets of their favorite artist / sports team / other ㅤ·ㅤ introducing them to their parents ㅤ· lighting candles ㅤ· ㅤflower petals on bed ㅤ·ㅤ love letters ㅤ·ㅤ star gazing ㅤ·ㅤ brushing / doing their hair ㅤ·ㅤ picnics ㅤ·ㅤ teaching them something while gently guiding their hands ㅤ· ㅤcompliments ㅤ· ㅤlate night drivesㅤ ·ㅤ taking selfies together ㅤ· ㅤdrawing them ㅤ·ㅤ self-made gifts ㅤ·ㅤ massages ㅤ· proposing with a family heirloom ring ㅤ·ㅤ lending them their favorite book to read ㅤ· ㅤpaying for dinner / coffee ㅤ· ㅤmixtapes / playlists ㅤ· surprise birthday partiesㅤ · ㅤfeeding themㅤ ·ㅤ handing them keys to their apartment ㅤ· ㅤmaking space in drawer for their clothes when they stay overㅤ ·ㅤ sharing a blanket ㅤ·ㅤ couple costumes ㅤ·ㅤ tucking a hair strand behind their ear ㅤ· ㅤrunning after them at the airport / delaying them from leaving ㅤ· ㅤmoving cities to be togetherㅤ ·ㅤ blowing a kiss ㅤ·ㅤ breakfast in bedㅤ · ㅤdefending them in a fight (verbally / physically) ㅤ· joint bubble bathsㅤ ·ㅤ dropping the L-bomb ("i love you") ㅤ· ㅤdedicating a song at the karaoke bar to them ·ㅤ wearing their clothes ㅤ· ㅤyawning before putting an arm around them while watching a movie ㅤ·ㅤ grant them the last bite (from meal) ㅤ·ㅤ longing, affectionate gazesㅤ · ㅤstroking their hair while they sleepㅤ

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she was either filled with an array of emotions or devoid of any at all since the war. her father’s death weighed heavily on her, but thankfully she didn’t have to think about it often now that she’s preoccupied with taking care of her youngest sister. it was no secret that nesta hadn’t been a fan of rhysand and his death didn’t matter to her, but what did matter is how it’s affecting feyre. no matter what she felt about rhysand, she didn’t want her sister to be suffering the way she is. her little sister had always been so strong and willing to fight, now it seemed that all dissipated with rhysand’s death.

the kitchen clock read three fifteen in the morning. it wasn’t unusual for her to be up so late into the night since feyre had developed night terrors that made her scream until elain or nesta woke her up. the screams were so blood curdling it sent nesta into a panic attack most of the time for she is plagued with her own nightmares. they fell somewhat into a pattern; elain or nesta would wake feyre and stay with her for a bit, sometimes she’d sleep in one of their beds instead of her own. although, nesta will admit, elain is the better sister when it comes to comfort. nesta really only found it easy to comfort elain and felt a bit awkward around feyre still.

nesta had steamed milk for her and elain, the latter’s cup still steaming as she came down. another little pattern they sort of fell into considering it was hard falling back asleep after waking up from your little sisters horrifying screams. those screams always set her powers trying to unleash itself, as if gearing up for an attack. nesta had to mentally cage it, which usually caused a bad headache to form.

“are we sure we shouldn’t seal the upstairs windows?” she asks as a way of greeting when elain comes down to the kitchen. “one of these nights we may wake to find her trying to fling herself out of them.” there was an edge to her voice that may have sounded callous to others, but it was only to disguise the real fear she felt for such a scenario. one that she also considered when elain had become a shell of herself after being made.

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thinking about how cassian needs to teach nesta how to outwardly love more and nesta needs to teach cassian to not let his friends/family walk all over him