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[deartoshii]

wed. 10th feb.

the three week ‘ban’ my mother put on me is over tomorrow! she banned me from staying at my house as I slept through one day of school by accident; I’m worried what my house will be like when I go back, as when I went to pick up fresh clothes I saw that she had been in my room and changed things around as well as taking out my electricity ((my room doesn’t have it’s own outlet so I have an extension cord going from the bigger, spare room to my own so I can charge my phone etc.)). I’m also scared about what her and her boyfriend have been up to in general as I’ve walked in on them having sex on the sofa multiple times since December and I don’t think I can stomach doing it again.

But I am excited to see my cats after such a long time without them!!

The local supermarket is closing down on the 20th so it’s practically barren at the moment and looked so weird when we walked through lolol

I feel like I have nothing substantial to talk about but nothing really happens anymore because of covid but even if the virus wasn’t going around I probably wouldn’t go outside anyways, it’s not like there’s anything to do ://

When I go home I’m planning on finishing Quintessential Quintuplets so I can start something new without guilt, though I’ll probably just try and finish some of the shows I’ve dropped or put on hold due to lack of motivation and stuff. Though a lot of the shows I dropped are super long and/or full of incest :///

I went to all of my classes today! I still need to catch up on work that I missed when I slept through a few classes or didn’t finish on time, I also need to catch up on work from January still but I’m getting there!!

I nearly lost my SM Superstar account earlier and cried way too hard over it. I’ve had my account for like three years and don’t have the best cards but I’ve had it so long that I’m attached to it and I think I’d lose a part of myself if I lost that account due to how much work I put into it. Though in the process of getting my account back after being kicked from it I made a new account and got 3 R cards and am lowkey mad that I can’t transfer them to my current account so I could still have and use them

I saw this musicals program on BBC iPlayer too, but I fell asleep through the middle bit and ended up missing the Dear Evan Hansen performance but the rest were so good!! Though the Hamilton performance was lacklustre as they did ‘You’ll Be Back’ because haha England.

I don’t know what else to say lolol

Bye!!

-Sol

[deartoshii]

hello?

keeping a tangible diary never ends up working for me as I write too slow so I thought that keeping a diary on tumblr might work instead. 

This thing isn’t going to be entirely interesting as I’ll just be talking about school and such since I’m in Year 10 ((9th Grade if you use that system)) and can’t really do much due to covid and such