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Can't believe my mother's first instinct to seeing me struggle with math schoolwork for weeks is to yell at me for how lazy i am when I'm actually not. I'm an unmedicated mentally ill teenager with awful adhd.
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Intersex community, how did you find out you're intersex? I'm questioning if I'm intersex myself and I'd love to hear about people's experiences with it. If you send some resources abt this that'd be great too
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Ob my ficking god you never care about me i always have to force myself to care but you cant fuckign return the favour
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npd culture is "I am better than everyone else" and "I hate myself so deeply the bottom of it cannot be reached" simultaneously
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NPD Culture is barely looking at yourself in the mirror. In a way that you have built this imagery of yourself that you look amazing all the time and yet you're scared to look in the mirror because you know it will show you what reality looks like and what everyone has been seeing this entire time.
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thanks for not giving a fuck. I'll kill you
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aro npd culture is being soooo jealous and angry when your friend gets a partner. what do you mean I'm not your #1 ?? what do you mean you wouldn't choose me forever ???
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(vent) npd culture is I hate you I hate you I hate you why can't I just get over you when all you did was come in like you owned the place and ruin everything?! It was all perfect before you and you stole my social life from me because you're a bully and that's all you are and they're too spineless to do anything about you! I hate that you ever came into my life and ruined everything!
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I wish i was a girl lmfao
#<-#im not trying to demonize him#i know he's not transphobic or anything#he's kinda forgetful too#we both have dissociative disorders so#but at the same time i feel like he wishes he were with an actual exclusively binary man#instead of the genderfucked fluid multigender boygirl mess that i am#it would probably be easier for him to be with a cis guy than whatever the fuck i am.#i think I'm transfemmasc probably. leaning towards transfem#i also always related to the experiences of aphroflux and dionyfluid people bc my modality Do be very fluid aswell .#but like#those are intersex exclusive terms so idk.#honestly idk whether or not im perisex or intersex. i have always just went w perisex#But there are things that make me suspicious about me being potentially intersex#there's lots of things honestly. but since we're on the aphroflux & dionyfluid topic i am suspecting that#if i relate to those terms and they're intersex exclusive then maybe just maybe i have to think about this a little#but idk#I've always been uncomfortable with my sex#and i hate how even trans spaces are focused on them#transfems are only mtfs!! my ass. you're excluding not only intersex people but also literally a huge chunk of genderfluid n multigender ppl#or anyone in general like#i believe these terms shouldnt be locked behind a sex because of how vast the human experience is
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I wish i was a girl lmfao
#why cant i be a girl man.#despite being perisex female i feel like i align more with the transfem experience rather than the cisfem experience im ngl#like ive had to fight for my femininity my whole fucking life#and i still do#and they still refuse to see me as a girl#it sucks#so much#like#i need to cry dude#so hard#fuckkkk#even my bf keeps doing this and i know he isn't like being weird abt my identity but like it just kinda hurts#i understand we were a m/m relationship at the start but#it's not this way anymore#while i am very genderqueer im still a girl despite my masculinity#im fine with going “us!!” at mlm ships but at the same time i??? idk.#and he keeps calling me bf infront of others despite . the fact i keep calling myself gf and saying i like fem terms more#he does call me by my name#but like i feel like he avoids pronouns#and shit#ugh#im so dysphoric
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No matter how many times i tell people they always resort to seeing me as a boy lmfao im gonna kill myself
I wish i was a girl lmfao
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npd culture is keeping people around for the attention even though you don’t like them and being enraged when their attention drifts to someone else
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