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To follow up on my most recent post...

Here is a brief introduction to my original world! The place where almost all of my stories take place in. Mirystimmiar.

Mirystimmiar- a combination of the words miraculous and mystic in reference to the land’s inhabitants. Supernatural beings

This is an original term which I created back in...2022 I believe? As you can see, it's was inspired by the (coined) words mystic and miraculous. These two words are descriptions of what thrives in the land including it's people who are otherwise referred to as Tribes.

This ancient and mysterious land is home to Draíocht’s (the most populated group of people) and many more inhabitants including mythical creatures, beasts and most importantly several heavenly deities and demonic fiends.

Note: Despite working on Mirystimmiar for almost five-years, I would like to acknowledge that this project is not exactly a polished one. It's still heavily in development and some ideas do tend to change.

I'm hoping to post more about my ideas---but not too much since there's a**holes online who can completely steal my work--in the near future. To anyone who's reading this I hope you can offer some feedback, and let me know what you guys would like to hear next or more about!

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Would anyone be interested in learning about my personal project?

I've been working on this for several years. It's a world building project where most of my OC's or drawings in general are based from. And it's also the main inspiration of my short stories.

As much as I would love to publish something, I feel like Tumblr would be a good start for me to post some of my content, and get some of it critiqued and inspired by random users.

Thoughts?

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Thinking back at it…I watched a lot of animation as a kid and thought it’d be fun to be a teen even a young adult. Whether it’s in a book or show or movie I’d figure I’d be independent…almost as an adult because of the way teens are portrayed in media.

Even when I turned 16, an age where the majority of popular or notable protagonists (books especially) like Katniss and Jim Lake Jr—I was aware that I might be a coming of age as they were…. Yet I still failed to make connection that I AM the same age as them. I was no longer a little kid who watched those character's in what felt like long ago.

It was only after another year or two of life when I realized this. Only for me to feel devastated. Why should I be? Compared to some of these characters like Jim or Katniss who are big examples, I never had to see the end of the world—or the end of my world at least like some of them did….

What really devastated me is that it was the closest I could ever feel connected to some of these characters—the one and only time I can get a feel or a sense because we are at the same age…the same mentality and emotional maturity.

I am still the same kid who watches these characters. The only difference is that I am no longer younger; I don’t even see them the way I used to. I am outliving them and seeing my life move on while theirs remains the same.

And because of that one connection that I never realized because I grew up…they didn’t

A chance was missed

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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Quick Betty and Simon sketch from today

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I think it’s funny how 10 years ago there were fan theories running wild about who Betty is and what happens to her and now, 10 years later, we are devastated by her and Simon’s love story.

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Mans got a 1000 yard stare fr

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I’m sorry y’all—

Nothing bad happened but I keep forgetting I exist on here 😭

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Oh…my……

*internally freaks out*

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

I CAN’T BREATHE

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Happy 1 year to Turning Red ⭐️

Happy 4*Townie-versary to everyone else who watched Turning Red a year ago and stanned 4*Town 🫶

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If younger me saw this she’ll rage

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We'll Fight For You (Robaire, Aaron Z, and Reader)

Summary: Robaire and Aaron Z are known to have a friendly rivalry. How much friendly will it get when they compete for someone's heart?

You clapped after your bestie, Tae Young finishes secretly preform his choreography for the 4Town concert tonight.

"That was amazing!" You cheered him. "For real?" Tae asks surprised. "Dude, you're a literal icon. You're always amazing at this!" Tae gets a little flustered by your comment. Ever since you both met in high school, you were kinda like a mini-parent to him. Whenever he preforms with you or any of your other friends who were part of the squad, he can't help but get a bit shy.

"Thanks Y/n!" Tae says. "Wanna go out to eat?" There's still a few hours before any fans start showing up early, so you agree. "Sure!"

You guys go out of his dressing room and go pass the common area. There you see Robaire and Aaron T lounging on one of the couches while Aaron Z is grabbing a cup of water. Jesse is probably out right now. Of the entire 4Town Robaire was the one you managed to get closest to. He's really charming and doesn't fail to flatter you when spending time with him. Tae is really happy to have seen you befriend his friends from outside of school. Other than Robaire you've been getting close to Aaron Z lately. Whenever you're around him you can't help but relax, and forget about your problems with his chill vibes.

"Yo Y/n!" Calls out T waving. You greet him, "Hi T". Robaire pretends to be offended. "You don't say hi to me!" he says in shock. You couldn't help but chuckle at him and you greet him too. "You too Z!" You tell him as he turns around.

T asks what you and Tae were up too. Tae tells him the plan of going to catch some food and come back in an hour or 2. He begs to him to tag along, which Tae hesitates. So he asks you and you agree. You guys ask Robaires permission to go out, and he agrees. Z doesn't say anything but sips on his water. T hypes up and goes to his dressing room to get his wallet. Since he got permission, Tae goes back to his room and you tell him to get your wallet too. That leaves you, Robaire and Z alone.

After they leave, Robaire snakes his arm around your waist. "So you coming back to watch us tonight bae," he teases. Although you were used to it, you couldn't help but feel overwhelmed cause Z's in the room. When you turned to look at him he pretends to focus on his water. He looks back at you when you look away. Awkward much?

"Yep, can't wait," you tell Robaire with a fake smile. "If you want...you wanna catch up with us at the hotel?" Ok he's starting to act weird a little. You look at Z who has his stoic expression on you guys.

"It'll be late y'know. It's up to you. Your choice" Z intervenes walking up to you guys. He's a few inches taller than Robaire and he towers you. You make eye contact with him and at the same time feel Robaire let go of you. "I---I'll think about it." Z nods and takes a seat in the lounge. Robaire shares a smile with you and winks.

Thankfully both Tae and Z run back into the room with what y'all needed. Then you guys go. But before you could exit the back entrance of the stadium Tae remembers that he forgot his lanyard. He asks if you could go fetch it for him. You happily agree.

You go back to the common area but you stop before you could go in. "And what's your problem about that!" you hear Robaire argue.

"I don't know Prince Charming. What is your problem? Flirting with Y/n, the person I like!" he says scoffing.

"Z PLEASE! I was only being close to them. I don't like Y/n, I can't do that to a close friend of mine."

"Oh...so do close friends invite each other to their hotel rooms at night and casually do whatever in there? Or do close friends always consider in getting small trinkets or calling pet names in French? I don't think so." Robaire shuts up after Z's comment.

Y/n couldn't see his face but they could see Z's, and he looks furious. Everyone knows about the rivalry, but Y/n didn't know that they would be part of it!

"And what makes you think they like you even more? You just made it sound like you don't want them here after the concert. Plus you act so clingy and overprotective. Can you not? You guys aren't even dating!"

You see Z clench his fits while giving Robaire the nastiest look. "Oh just wait until I tell Tae...."

"You won't tell Tae!" Z growls. "We're not gonna make it more obvious to the band! Instead I'll offer you a bet—how about we try and settle this. Tonight. At the concert. You'll give Y/n anxiety when you exaggerate on stage about them. Let see how much of a prince charming you are."

"And I'll see how much they'll like you back when I prove to them how you really are."

"Fine! You got yourself a deal." And with that both boys shook on it.

You quickly went back to the exit, forgetting what Tae even needed. What the hell was that all about? What does he even know that you don't? And why out of all people, they choose you! Yes YOU! Out of 7 billion to argue about. Plus tonight, you're gonna have to make a choice.

You starting to feel a sense of dread since you have no time to think about what to do. And boy, is this going to be a long night!

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I found this Aaron sketch I made almost a year ago!!!

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DILFDILFDILFDILFDILF

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I FOUND THIS AND THIS IS THE BIGGEST SHOCK IN MY LIFE. IM NOT JOKING WHEN I SAY I SAT IN MY CHAIR FOR 5 MINUTES WITH MY MOUTH WIDE OPEN

IM GONNA PISS

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it hasn’t even been 24 hours and we already hit 1 million views!!!! the rat had better be seeing this shit!!!

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PSA For ToH Fans

I the last week or so, the entire episode of Season 3, "For the Future", has been 'leaked' online by a fan. There are some people that had seen the episode to it's entirety but many still haven't seen it yet.

As one of the many fans who haven't seen the spoiled episode, I would like to wholeheartedly say please, do NOT spoil the episode. Spoiling it would ruin the anticipation and excitement, along with the experience.

Please consider in how your actions affect others!

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Zelda: "Where's Link? Why am I fighting Ganon on my own?"

Meanwhile;

You can thank my sister for this