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Whenever I try to pour out everything in my head... all I get is rejection.

“How amazing is it to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

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this is what she looks like without a wig, by the way.

like to slap her bald head. reblog to slap her bald head. ignore to slap her bald head.

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I think witnessing and having to feel the deaths of others is more scary and pain than ours.

Is it selfishness, if I wish to die before everyone I love?

And what would you call it — the hesitation of dying, knowing that my death may hurt my loved ones?

What do you fear the most about death?

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MY BODY CONTAINS SOMETHING I CAN'T EXPLAIN

ig☠️: jayheathsharp

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Jacques Fabien Gautier d'Agoty's Anatomie Generale des Visceres en Situation', 1752

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— Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes from Underground

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Danez Smith, Don't Call Us Dead

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...and right now I am falling apart, life seems like a lattice to me and... everyday parts loosen...

— Rudy Francisco

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I wonder if anyone has ever heard a song and remembered me, if they have ever read a book and thought I would like it, if they have ever written a poem inspired by me, if they have watched something I always recommended. And, if by chance, they have ever thought they loved me.