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❝ If you’re looking for someone to talk you down, tell you that you’re just upset and not thinking straight,                                                                                  I’m not that guy. ❞

   BELLAMY BLAKE blog written by KAT from the cw’s the 100.        ｈｉｇｈｌｙ ｓｅｌｅｃｔｉｖｅ. 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔.

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KAT’S ULTIMATE SHIP TAG LIST. (beware the repeats)

* i like you better when you’re mean     1/135 ( ish )

* always better together  * we fight for each other. take care of each other * love is for souls not bodies * i’ve got headaches and bad luck but they couldn’t touch you  * i’ll keep singing this lie if you’ll keep believing i * oh the way your makeup stains my pillowcase * just like kisses on the necks of best friends * i keep you warm and not ask you where you’ve been  * all we do is think about the feelings that we hide  * i promised myself i wouldn’t let you complete me * you and me could write a bad romance * baby when it’s love if it’s not rough it isn’t fun * another shot before we kiss the other side * you taste like glitter mixed with rock’n’roll * i wasn't trying to fall in love but boy you pushed me * if your heart wears thin I will hold you up  * you'd be good to me and i'd be so good to you  * i could do worse and you could do better  * i’m just suggesting we might just be the best thing  * drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart  * i wanna dig in your heart take away your hurting * she’s broken like he’s broken * you touch me and suddenly i feel a little less war torn * but “just friends” don’t look at each other like that * love. hate. such a fine line to flirt with * there is nothing in this world i wouldn’t do for you * we burned so bright we burned out * i'm bruised and i'm bloodied only she knows the pain * tell me how good it feels to be needed * i’ll keep you warm and won’t ask you where you’ve been * she stood between me and my demons * gunpowder kisses and sweat slick skin * he burrowed in her bones‚ made home of her soul * with hearts unchained we face the days * tell me how good it feels to be needed * just come and love me like we're gonna die * she stood between me and my demons * gunpowder kisses and sweat slick skin * he burrowed in her bones‚ made home of her soul * i have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night * match made in heaven set fires in hell * the light that always guides me home * only heaven i’ll be sent to is when i’m alone with you   * you were my happily ever after * i wanna dig in your heart take away your hurting   * seduction leads to destruction * i stayed in the darkness with you * i wanna lay in your arms when the world is burning     * your hands in my hair / my heart is in your teeth * you looked like heaven and i felt like hell * i'm bruised & i'm bloodied only she knows the pain     * like star crossed lovers; our story isn’t over   * you touch me and suddenly i feel a little less war torn     * drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart * you were the love of my life and it kills me * even the stars and the moon don't shine quite like we do * kiss me and tell me I'm fine and forget we're dying * i wanna feel you tonight like the very first time * let's run away, baby, drive straight into the moonlight * kiss me and tell me you're mine like no one's watching * when I was finished sinning love came down and showed me you * i like to waste my time with you * how dare you march into my heart? * there’s nothing in this world i wouldn’t do for you   * i got a sentimental illness for you * you taste like whiskey when you kiss me * nobody asked you to get me attached to you * you've already won me over in spite of me * your love is thick and it swallowed me whole * i needed one more touch another taste of heavenly rush * and with one kiss you inspired a fire of devotion * leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream * some things just make sense And one of those is you and I * i'm not sick of you yet is that as good as it gets? * you're my object of affection * my drug of choice, my sick obsession * just come and love me like we're gonna die * we deserve a soft epilogue my love * i’ll keep you safe & you keep me wild * it was just lust / lust for skin / lust for power * am i in love with you or am in love with the feeling? * we were meant to be ; supposed to be * she don’t love you ; she’s just lonely * she is his sun‚ moon‚ and all his stars * no one has to know what we do * only heaven i’ll be sent to is when i’m alone with you * all gunpowder kisses and sweat slick skin * my heart is beating from me * kiss the demons out of my dreams * she’s the fire in my veins & it's pouring out like a flood   * you are the moonlight of my life every night * my beating heart belongs to you * i'm bruised & i'm bloodied only she knows the pain  * so won't you stay & count the circles 'round my eyes? * she’s holding on my heart like a hand grenade * ain't it beautiful? so unusual * i'm not in love 'cause i'm a mess * you taught me how to live * i remember the face but I can't recall the name * the regrets are useless in my mind she's in my head * forgetting you but not the time * her voice sends shivers down my spine * i wanna break your heart until it makes your stomach turn * we can watch the stars until the sun begins to rise * i had a dream that i kissed your lips & it felt so true * somethin 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face * i can't face the dark without you * you take the breath right out of me  * you taste like whiskey when you kiss me * no one can light up the night like you do  *this type of love isn't rational, it's physical * i'd love to hold you close tonight and always * i'm willing to stay cause i'm sick for your love * i believe in something again *  live fast. die young. bad girls do it well * a safe place to weather any storm * he is the light in the darkness * she still adores him with his hands around her neck * he’s the work of shooting stars ; my one and only wish * knew you were perfect after the first kiss * no matter what i do i’m no good without you * i could live by the light in your eyes * love how my face fits so good in your neck * you without me ain’t right * my lips belong to her ; her names written all over them * he burrowed in her bones‚ made home of her soul * the forgiveness of an angel is a powerful thing * a terrible poisonous love is all they know * no matter what i do i’m no good without you * darling our scars make us who we are * she’s like the ocean and i’m desperate to drown * he’s the fire in my veins & it's pouring out like a flood * the scars on your heart are still mine * this love is tainted, i need you and i hate it

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   every word they whispered was like water color on a canvas

                                   original character multi muse blog. created & coloured by kat ♡

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                          Don’t go ‘round tonight…                                 – It’s bound to take your life.                           There’s a bad moon on the rise . 

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                        【 This is how Legends are made.】

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HELP ?!  

— I will also take paypal, just message me ( @zimniyvolk or @darkendesires )         ( mine isn’t working so i have to use a friend’s ) or requests for commissions, if you want something in exchange. I’m honestly DESPERATE at this point. my fiance just wants to get rid of him because he’s costing too much money. so here we are. begging the masses. if you can help just a little bit i would be ETERNALLY GRATEFUL. 

                                           if you can’t donate, PLEASE share!

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     this here post is a LYRICAL STARTER CALL ~                             like the thing, specify a muse — or don’t. 

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— you see a demon when you are actually an angel // k.s.

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maze + hairstyles

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#THAT FLUFFY HAIR (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

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My reasons for wanting to be an actor are very personal. I was pretty shy growing up and would say I am still an introvert. I was always very creative but had extreme stage fright when it came to expressing myself in front of others. I remember seeing “BIG: The Musical” when I was a child, and I was astounded with how brave and profound the actors were. I thought if I too could just be as courageous and daring and vulnerable as these individuals, I would be a better person, my best person.  — Lindsey Morgan for Style Verify Magazine (2018)

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