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I promise, I'm fine. I just look tired a lot, thanks to... the tiredness.

as  rare  as  it  is,  veritas  cannot  withhold  the  half  snicker  that  falls  from  his  lips  at  her  confession.  “  hm.  what  prevents  you  from  obtaining  rest  ?  ”  index  finger  pushes  his  glasses  up  further  onto  his  nose,  doctor's  gaze  solely  focused  on  the  halovian's  facial  features.  from  looks  alone,  it  is  clear  to  him  that  she  is  suffering  from  repeated  exhaustion  ..  likely  a  result  of  her  occupation,  or  so,  he  assumes.  “  are  you  able  to  sleep  at  a  consistent  time  ?  do  you  wake  up  randomly  during  the  period  of  time  set  aside  for  sleep  ?  ”

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veritas  does  know  that,  and  yet,  he  can't  swallow  back  how  he  feels.  despite  his  harsh  tone,  cold  words,  that  often  leave  him,  he  doesn't  enjoy  seeing  aventurine  put  himself  in  such  vulnerable,  dangerous  situations.  “  i  apologize,  if  it  is  not  my  place  to  feel  like  this.  ”

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aventurine is taken aback a little by that response. it feels more ... vulnerable ... than he was initially expecting. of course, in that instant, the avgin finds himself looking off to the side, his clever facade faltering ever so slightly on account of the other. " it's not my choice, and you know that... " he says in regards to the doctor's question, head cocking to side as he crosses his arms over his chest.

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i know that you miss me when i'm gone.

veritas  watches  aventurine  through  the  window.  built  arms  wrap  around  himself,  a  poor  attempt  to  return  the  warmth  that  has  left  him  from  the  topic  of  conversation.  “  ..  if  you  know  that,  then,  why  do  you  continue  to  leave  me  ?  ”

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if you don't like the way i talk, then why am i on your mind?

doctor  pinches  the  bridge  of  his  nose,  closing  his  eyes.  “  一  because,  gambler,  you  refuse  to  allow  me  a  moment  of  peace,  even  on  my  off  days.  naturally,  my  thoughts  will  go  to  the  desperate  individual  who  clings  to  my  side  like  a  kitten  pining  for  milk  from  its  mother.  ”  despite  harsh  words  brought  on  by  exhaustion,  veritas  does  not  actually  want  to  be  alone,  which  is  why  he  has  not  bothered  to  kick  aventurine  out  of  his  residence.

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when was the last time you actually got some rest? (dh)

veritas  pinches  the  bridge  of  his  nose,  leaning  against  the  nearest  wall,  the  initial  dizziness  nearly  knocking  him  onto  the  tiled  floor.  when  dan  heng  finds  him,  he  feels  a  bit  embarrassed  for  not  presenting  himself  in  a  proper  way.  intense  nightmares  have  plagued  his  mind  for  several  nights  in  a  row,  and  whenever  something  like  this  has  happened  in  the  past,  a  disaster  of  some  sorts  followed.  anxious  of  what's  to  come,  the  doctor  cannot  close  his  eyes  for  longer  than  five  minutes.  “  ..  three  days  ago.  ”

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Lack of Sleep Starters!

pronouns and context can be changed as you see fit.

When was the last time you actually got some rest?

Alright, that's it. You're going to bed, and I'm not taking no for an answer.

Look at you! You're spilling coffee.

You have bags, and I'm not talking about the Gucci kind.

Jesus, have you been awake the entire night?

It's 4am. You need sleep.

You're safe here. You can rest now.

I promise, I'm fine. I just look tired a lot, thanks to... the tiredness.

Look, I'm okay! I've pulled all nighters before.

This isn't the first time I've gone without sleep.

I'll carry you to bed if I have to.

Do I need to baby you?

Huh? What? I'm awake, I swear!

You just ran into the wall. It's time to lie down.

Go. To. Bed. That's an order.

I made a nest for you. You can sleep in that, if you want.

Can I get an extra pillow / blanket?

Want me to tuck you in, too?

I'll check in on you in an hour. You'd better not have moved.

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SENTENCE MEME DUA LIPA / DUA LIPA

in the beginning, god created heaven and earth.

your body is the one paradise that i wanna fly to every day and every night.

i've been sick and tired of running.

these late nights don't mean nothing.

i just wanna apologize.

i need your love.

i need your touch.

this is getting serious.

tell me that it's not the end of us.

how can we go back to the beginning?

without you, i've got no air to breathe.

we can start all over again.

my deep intuition tells me that i'm doing you wrong.

just say you forgive me and don't let me go.

my will keeps bending and breaking.

i wanna die in your love all night.

one taste and i'm hooked on it.

i'm addicted to your light.

he calls me the devil.

i make him want to sin.

it's the darker side of me that makes you feel so numb.

we're hot like hell.

am i the answer to your prayers?

not finished with you yet.

you're not fooling anyone.

come back to me, we can work this out.

i won't let you down and run.

there is nothing i wouldn't do for you.

you got inside my head.

you have got me wrong.

i don't need your love.

i already cried enough.

you say you're sorry, but it's too late now.

i don't give a fuck.

play the victim and switch your position.

i see you begging on your knees.

you're all in the past.

you talk that sweet talk, but i ain't coming back.

you can't tame me.

if you don't like the way i talk, then why am i on your mind?

if we don't fuck this whole thing up, i can blow your mind.

used to think that this love was heaven sent.

are we leaving the garden of eden?

tonight i'm so self-conscious.

nothing's ever perfect in paradise.

don't know what it's worth until you pay the price.

when you bite your tongue does it draw blood?

i would die for you. would you do that for me?

i hurt you and you hurt me.

we did some things that we can never take back.

some things are not meant to last.

let's love like there's no goodbye.

let our bodies say what we can never seem to communicate.

i can't stop thinking about you.

he makes me feel like nobody else.

you know he's only calling because he's drunk and alone.

don't be his friend, you know you're gonna wake up in his bed again.

if you're under him, you ain't getting over him.

i keep pushing forward, but he keeps pulling me backward.

you're the only remedy.

all my bones are begging me to beg for you.

you give me a reason, something to believe in.

it's a bittersweet feeling.

i wish i was there with you.

all my dreams have come true.

last night, my fantasies came true.

it just got complicated.

it's time you started listening.

karma's got a kiss for you.

why are you blaming me for all your insecurities?

you're like a king with a crown looking down.

you should've never done something like that to someone.

i hope that one day you will change.

we're more than machines.

do you feel complete?

you've been telling me some lies.

even though i run away, i still come back.

i know you're bad for me.

me and you together are like a loved up bruise.

i'll make you an offer that you can't refuse.

you won't go breaking my heart.

i guess we're misunderstood.

the heaven's forgave me.

let's be bad, make the devil smile.

i know that you miss me when i'm gone.

i need someone to hold on to.

you're the only thing i know.

close to you, i feel like i'm at home.

we were built to last.

take my hand.

dive in this romance.

we could burn and crash.

it's way too soon to feel so strong.

was it worth it?

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betrayal and trust prompts

“i never thought you’d be the one to betray me.”

“after everything we’ve been through, this is how it ends?”

“i told you my deepest secrets, and this is how you repay me?”

“you’ve broken my trust, and I don’t know if I can ever forgive you.”

“i thought you were different, but you’re just like the rest.”

“i wish i could turn back time and see the truth sooner.”

“i don’t know if I can ever look at you the same way again.”

“you’ve shattered everything we built together.”

“was any of it real, or was it all a lie?”

“you were the last person I expected to hurt me.”

“i trusted you more than anyone else, and you broke that trust.”

“how long were you planning this? how long have you been lying to me?”

“you’ve left me with nothing but questions and a broken heart.”

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Dr Ratio in 'Supreme Idiocy'

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a  headcanon  based  portrayal  of  veritas  ratio  from  honkai  star  rail.  written  by  zero,  29,  he/him.  multi-ship,  multi-verse.  send  in  a  prompt  to  start  interacting.  sideblog  to  wuhei.