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Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have {Kim Namjoon}

So, hello! Me again. Trying something that would be good if I write. In my life things get changed and this is why I do write something like this. And yeah while I was writing this I was listening Lana Del Rey. Hope you guys like it. Love ya~♡

While lying on your bed you were thinking about your life, your chaotic life.

You did bad things to your boyfriend Namjoon who is you feel nothing for him anymore. You were lying him and you still are lying but not doing it on purpose.

Maybe they hate you for doing that to Namjoon but you have reasons for it. You love him but not for being your boyfriend, for being your friend or maybe you're not anymore. Actually at first you guys should have never talked. Because when you hadn't started to talk with him you weren't broken up with your, now, ex boyfriend.

You have no doubt about it though and you are scared of yourself because of it. You are so cold blooded and it's not a good thing at all, you guess.

You have no feelings for anyone and anything that you can't understand it or maybe you get bored fastly. Your feelings are like death and you are heartbreaker.

You don't want to broke anyone's heart though because of your feelings but you have nothing but doing it.

"Baby, I'm sorry for being that bad and lier but I have nothing for you and it kills me everytime when we talk. I don't want to trick you or upset you. I want you to be happy and I know that you can't be happy with me. I'm bad and I will hurt you everytime I lie to you while you don't know what is going on in your life."

You said to yourself.

You did bad things that you weren't knowing that you could going to regret it. But it happened and we can't turn back time everytime we did mistakes. You wish you would though.

"Sorry for being rude to you. you don't deserve this. You deserve better than this. you deserve better people not me."

You will going to say this to Namjoon when you guys meet for the last time...

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Lost {Lee Jeno}

"Where are you? "

You were looking for Jeno in the forest. You guys weren't playing hide and seek but it felt like you were. You just came here now cuz of him. He was messaged you to meet with him.

"I'm here baby, just follow my voice. "

"You know that I'm on glasses right? The ones that I'm not wearing right now? "

You were struggling to see any thing and you always hated that feeling. But who loves wearing glasses?

When you hear a voice like rustle you stopped in the middle of the forest. You scared by the noise and was ready to scream when someone touched to you.

"I'm here..."

He said with a murmur. You take a deep breath hearing his voice was eased you.

You turned around to see him.

"Yah, you scared to hell out of me!"

You said while hitting him on the chest.

"C'mon you are better than this. Where is the girl that scared of nothing? The strong girl?"

He said with a silly voice while smirking.

"I am that girl yet I don't like it when someone tests me. Anyways why here Jeno?"

You asked with wonder. Not knowing what he was thinking.

"I thought you like this kind of places, don't you?"

He said while taking your hand in his hand and taking you somewhere you don't know.

"I-I like places when the place is quiet enough to here my thoughts or where I can get ease. But if you're on my side it doesn't matter where we are."

He just smiled what you said and dragged you along with him where you can see the whole city. You were in a cliff and the view was so beautiful. So beautiful that you just were staring.

"Liked what you see?"

You nodded to him.

"I loved it."

You said while turning him and you saw what he prepared for you. On the ground there was a nappe, two pillows, a hamper and fruits to eat with wine.

You loved him again with this movement and run him for a hug. A huge hug.

"Baby let me breathe! "

He said while laughing.

"No, you deserve this. Actually you deserve better than this but I don't want to kill you Jeno."

You said and he hugged you back while laughing at you.

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Guys if you like this let me know, love ya ♡

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Haechan : Hey are you tired ?

Renjun : of you ?

Haechan : -

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Reblog and see what color you get

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SKZ

Angst—> 💔  Smut—> 🔥  Crack—> ⛄  Fluff—>🎈

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I’m warning you that english is not my first language and this page is my fun place.

Bang Chan

Nothing yet ^^

Lee Know

Nothing yet ^^

Changbin

Nothing yet ^^

Hyunjin

Nothing yet ^^

Han

Nothing yet ^^

Felix

Nothing yet ^^

Seungmin

Nothing yet ^^

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call me Evelyn

03 liner

aries sun, pieces moon, taurus rising

doesn't having any sibling

from Turkey

slytherin

jeno,renjun,shotaro and taeyong biased

entp-a

in love with LANA DEL REY

english is not my first language but I'll do my best

want some internet friends

you can ask me anything anytime

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BTS

Angst—> 💔  Smut—> 🔥  Crack—> ⛄  Fluff—>🎈

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I’m warning you that english is not my first language and this page is my fun place

RM

*Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have [drabble]💔

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MASTERLIST

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NCT

BTS

SKZ

me

playlists

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NCT

Angst—> 💔  Smut—> 🔥  Crack—> ⛄  Fluff—>🎈

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I’m warning you that english is not my first language and this page is my fun place.

Renjun

*Last Rain [drabble] 💔

Jeno

*Lost [drabble]🎈

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everybody on this damn site is so mfing pretty I can’t handle this

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l jno

Write your biases name without using the letters in your name.

Here’s mine: Joo

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all boys are baby boys if you pet them right

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English is not my first language so if I have mistakes just ignore it or do whatever u wanna do guys. soo please enjoy :)

Last Rain {Huang Renjun}

no one knows why but we were on summer time and it was raining. for me who can't stand in sunny days was sitting in the rain. smoking and drinking my hot coffee. watching the rain drop on the floor. clouds angry and thunder is roaring.

me? I'm having the best time right now. alone in my rooftop. watching people who is sometimes looking outside for what's going on their planet.

"thunder is never going to stop"

I said to myself while looking at the sky. In my ears I have earphones listening to Lana Del Rey. Relaxing on the rain with music.

I wasn't the one that wanted to come to this city but I guess it was like that in all over the country and I'm not the one that not pleased the rain. I was enjoying myself.

--time skips--

while I was sitting on the rooftop someone came to my side. someone who I knew for lots of years.

"just one rainy day, just one, I don't know when but one day u gonna be swearing to the rain for raining on you when you're not wanting it to and im really sure about that."

Renjun said while he has a little smile on his face. and when he said this things the rain got angrier.

"don't say like that. I love it when it rains cuz when it does the earth gets clean and it smells soooo good. and I'm never, ever gonna swear to it."

Renjun leaned to the railing like me. I've got a little wet for being there like an hour. and i was getting cold for standing like that but who cares.

"c'mon let's go inside. you don't want to get sick, do you?"

Renjun said while I was getting another cigarette in my pocket.

"I wanna be here a little more and i promise you, Renjun-ah when this is finished i will go inside. like you said I don't want to be sick."

I said while smiling to him. he just nodded and hugged me like it was his last time. I didn't say anything about it and hugged him back. but i didn't know it was the last time. I was never gonna see him again. if I'd know I would never let him leave, never...

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aren't we all renjun's slaves ha

Me 🤝 @hyuck-tv

cheating on our 00 boys w Renjun

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LMFAO

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bury me into his collarbone ♡~♡

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don't look at him like that I'm jealous