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I am the villain in your story. Nobody would see it that way but you do. And maybe I am the villain... But I never meant to be .

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You treat me like a ghost, like I'm not even here. I'm just the annoying thing that comes around every now and then begging for your attention. And I sit here in my own hauntings waiting for the day I move on.

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Foxes. What a beautiful creature. Small yet fierce, they run freely through the forest. A bright firey orange amongst a forest of green. Not as domestic as a dog and not as powerful as a wolf but perfect in their own wild ways. A representation of wisdom, stealth and cunning personality. Oh, how beautiful. 🧡🦊

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I think orange is such a beautiful color. It's the warmth of a sunrise that melts the cold of the night and beautiful ending to a day. It's the soft fur of a fox that runs free with the forest. It's the leaves that fall in autumn representing change and new beginnings and that all things must come to an end. It's the sweet fruit gifted from the trees. Orange demands attention and steals your eyes. It's captivating yet comforting. Orange is such a beautiful color.

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They say you can lose years of love in one minute of anger. But I haven't really felt all that loved in the years I've been with you.

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Whoever is righteous, let them be righteous still. Whoever is unjust, let them be unjust still. Everyone will be treated all the same.

Johnny Cash, when the man comes around

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You're crazy! Psychotic! You're insane!

Oh Darling, I'm so much more than that 💋

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I want that moment in say anything where Lloyd Dobler stands outside Diane court's window with a boom box stereo over his head, I want to open my window to find my lover standing in a field of my favorite flowers like in big fish. I want him to find me on new years and confess his love for me like when Harry met Sally. I want to dance in the middle of the street like in the note book. I want someone to look at me the way Flinn Ryder looks at Rapunzel. I want the cinema romance, I want life to be one big love scene. Is that really so impossible?

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Which out ways the other?

The love? ...

Or the hurt?

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I wish I could move on and forget as easily as you do. But it seems I haven't figured that part out yet. The sad thing is... If you asked me to come back I don't know what I'd say. I would want to say yes because I still love you and I miss what we had. You were everything to me, you were my family, my friend,my whole world.

A part of me would want to say no because after the way things ended I don't think I would ever believe that you could truly love me back. We hurt eachother and betrayed eachother in ways that seem impossible to forgive.

You seem to find it easy to get on with your life and forget I even exist where as I sit here stuck and haunted by your memory.

Believe me if I could let go...

Well I don't know if I would.

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We look forward to the future by looking to the past.

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How would you describe your love life?

A Tragedy

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!

I just wanted to say thank you to those that have liked my posts and to those who feel they can relate. Honestly I just have so much crowded in my mind that I use my posts to just get my thoughts out. Your likes and comments have really shown that I'm not alone in this and that perhaps I'm not the only one who feels these things. Thank you so much, I truly appreciate each and every one of you.

-DalliDoll

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People say " if you love something then let it go and if it comes back to you then it's your" but what happens if that something has come back and it's yours but when you test them and you leave to see if they love you enough to let you go and they do but when you come back they don't want you anymore? Then what? Is it still yours? Were you ever theirs?

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Dancing with strangers

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I'm so confused, people say that I should be a strong independent woman but then they say that I'm at the age where I should be getting married and having children. But then they also say that you should settle down when you're ready and that it's selfish to have children or that the world is too far gone to raise children in this economy. Then with relationships they say that it takes work and that sometimes it's healthy to argue in a relationship but also you have to have standards and take no shit and it's better to be a single strong independent woman . I'm so confused.

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I could sit here for an hour with you, sometimes more and you wouldn't even look up at me. You wouldn't say a word to me or even give me the time of day. I've never felt so alone sitting here with you.