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                                      LIKE wildflowers, YOU MUST ALLOW YOURSELF                                                    to G R O W in all the P L A C E S                                           people thought you N E V E R  W O U L D.

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                       ❝ i have been dancing with the devil, and i love he pretends to care. ❞

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                       ❝ i have been dancing with the devil, and i love he pretends to care. ❞

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hands  where  quickly  to  catch  the  others  arm  when  eyes  had  caught  the  sight  of  the  scars  that  covered  it.  for  a  long  moment  the  goddess  did  felt  as  if  someone  was  holding  her  own  heart  in  bethween  their  hands  when  she  saw  what  was  in  his  arms.  she  was  not  sure  what  was  that  but  her  grip  became  STRONGER  around  his  arm  when  she  saw  them  almost  as  if  she  wanted  to  stop  him  from  ever  getting  hurt  again.            ❛❛   what  is  THIS?   ❜❜           she  was  not  sure  if  she  was  more  mad  or  worry  about  him.    //  📪   ⇾  @scarwritten

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he  had  asked  her  to  wait,  but  aphrodite  was  never  one  known  by  her  patience  after  all,  she  had  waited  for  awhile  now  but  when  he  did  not  come  back  she  walked  towards  the  door,  not  knocking  or  making  any  sounds  that  would  announce  she  was  COMING  INSIDE  his  room,  when  she  did  and  her  eyes  fall  on  his  uper  body  she  quickly  was  glue  to  the  ground  and  her  heart  and  dropped  to  the  floor.  she  had  heard  a  few  stories  of  what  had  been  done  to  him,  but  to  see  the  memories  that  had  ben  marked  on  his  body  chooked  her.  she  had  seen  evil  but  even  so  and  AFTER  ALL  THOSE  YEARS  it  always  took  a  piece  of  her  when  she  saw  the  damadge  left  on  those  that  did  not  deserved.            ❛❛   i  am  sorry  isaac  i  didn’t                 i  will wait  outside.   ❜❜           her  voice  was  nothing  but  a  whisper  at  that  moment  and  she  quickly  turned  to  leave  him  behind  to  himself  before  she  could  DO  OR  SAY  something  she  may  regret.    //  📪   ⇾  @scarfwere

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𝙷𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙴𝚈 𝙼𝙰𝚁𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙻𝙻.  ⇾  wclfgirl.

𝐒𝐇𝐄  𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃  𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃  the same sentiment, eyes searching for the voice before it fell to the sight before her feet.  she took an instant step backwards, examining the snake in front of her from a safe distance.  what shocked her more than the appearance of it, was the fact she distinctly heard a voice come from  it.  it shouldn’t.  she had seen many other strange, unbelievable things in her time, but this somehow won the title in strangeness.  stooping down lower, coming more within eye level of it,  she narrowed her sights before doing something even more ridiculous: answering it.  “ says the snake.  yeah, i’m different. i guess we have that much in common… ”

if  a  smile  could  be  formed  for  sure  one  would  now  dance  on  the  lips  of  the  snake,  but  there  was  no  way  for  her  to  have  such  and  so  she  slowly  raised  to  be  more  at  the  other  level.  the  serpent  had  lived  long  now,  before  with  the  appearance  of  a  goddess,  but  even  longer  trapped  inside  a  serpent  BODY.  she  had  learn  many  things  about  humans  and  those  that  were  not  completely  humans               she  had  learn  more  when  cursed  than  ever  before.  yet  when  her  eyes  moved  through  the  woman  they  looked  for  something  that  could  tell  them  what  she  looked  for  in  such  place,  what  had  brought  her  HERE.            ❛❛   those  are  dangerous  lands  even  for  someone  as  powerful  as  you  hayley.   ❜❜            the  name  of  the  other  ran  from  the  serpent  tongue  even  as  if  it  was  KNOWN  to  her,  she  knew  alot              perhaps  too  much  for  her  own  good.           ❛❛   what  is  it  that  you  seek  for?   ❜❜

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𝙳𝙰𝙿𝙷𝙽𝙴 𝙱𝙻𝙰𝙺𝙴.  ⇾  meddlingheels.  

     ❝  … YOU THINK SO ? ❞  a pause ,  violet eyes casting their gaze downwards for a split second .  ❝  i mean ,  i think being  in denial  is more of a weakness than anything …  people get stronger when they look back to move forward .  at least that’s what i did . ❞

❛❛   you  truly  believe  so ?   ❜❜            confused  yes,  was  the  right  word  for  the  shade  that  ran  through  the  goddess  eyes,  for  she  felt  surprised  how  could  a  human  teach  her  something  after  all.            ❛❛   you  say  it  was  what  YOU  DID,  something  happen  to  you?   ❜❜

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𝙻𝙰𝚁𝙰 𝙹𝙴𝙰𝙽.  ⇾  lcvelettered.

         𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐤𝐞 ,  lara jean felt worried for her aunt.  she extended her hand towards her,  resting it on top of Aphrodite’s.  ❛   you should take a break once in a while,  auntie.   ❜

the  goddess  could  not  help  but  to  have  a  kind  and  warm  smile  on  her  lips  when  lara  jean  spoke,  she  was  indeed  special  and  different.            ❛❛   i  wish  i  COULD  do  so  darling.  but  humans  do  not  let  me  rest.   ❜❜

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                       ❝ i have been dancing with the devil, and i love he pretends to care. ❞

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𝚉𝙾.  ⇾  florentinedevil.

he ceases the previous speech and a smile blossoms in return. as soon as the words fall from her crimson lips, he knows this is going to be a long-winded answer. fortunately, talking is something that zoroaster is good at. “ well, that’s a very loaded question. you can’t answer questions about love simply. i was lucky to have a mother that loved me very much. we were not rich and my father was nowhere to be seen, but she loved me, and i in turn took cue from her. i’ve known many people who were not so luckily afforded that affection as a child and it makes things hard when love is concerned in adulthood. from romance to friendships, even to just simple kindness, some cannot understand it or express it. it is a sad thing to witness a human so cemented in negative feelings. many of them are too afraid or don’t know how to ask for help, you know? i can say i’ll be able to love forever—-or at least i hope so. but people are shaped by their life events, their upbringings, sometimes pain is all they know how to feel.  “

eyes  where  lost  to  the  void  when  the  other  words  had  made  ways  to  her  ears,  she  was  confused  yes,  for  what  could  she  do  now?  it  was  impossible  to  give  love  to  EVERY  SOUL  that  walked  the  earth,  but  that  was  after  all  what  she  should  do  or  at  least  all  of  it.  but  she  could  not  help  when  a  smile  came  to  her  lips  when  zo  spoke  of  the  love  he  was  given,  when  he  shared  with  her  a  small  part  of  his  story.           ❛❛  i  iwsh  everyone  could  feel  the  love  you  speak  about,  for  sure  many  things  would  CHANGE  if  so  happened.  so  many  people  would  feel  different  and  loved  and  capable  of  loving  back  to.  but  at  least  you  have  felt  such  love  and  for  sure  it  as  changed  you  to  be  the  man  you  are  TODAY.   ❜❜ 

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𝙷𝙴𝙿𝙷𝙰𝙴𝚂𝚃𝚄𝚂.  ⇾  chalceus.

           ❝  fooled the crowd and made them believe that I was real. but you always knew.  ❞

❛❛   and  you  say  as  if  you  also  believed  it  to  be  real             but  we  both  knew  it  was  not,  not  even  to  you.   ❜❜ 

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𝚅𝙰𝙽𝚈𝙰.  ⇾  apochestriia.

 – – [ ♫ ] LIES & FEEBLE HALF-TRUTHS; betrayed by those she had dared to confide in. Remember, remember: LUTHER had oft been there to cradle you during roaring thunderstorms; with a heart as huge as hulking figurine. Remember, remember: LEONARD had been benevolent too; gently handing what affection, what simple kindness had always been lacking. Aye, ere world had turned upside down, coercing own life to crash & burn. – oh, look where BLIND trust has gotten you / believing in eagerly spun falsehoods, drowning in self-evoked floods, desperately trying to crawl back UP; locked in a cage again, trapped like some horrid entity / half-monster, half-girl? Oh, pray tell… are you human still? With long fingers dug into hair, nails frantically digging into the back of her neck. – ?

        Say, what had led to this tragedy? CUE FIRST BETRAYAL: Leonard / Harold singing: it was self-defense, Vanya! You had no choice but to kill them! CUE SECOND BETRAYAL: Luther, whispering: I know didn’t want to hurt her, Vanya. I know. – SAY, HOW MANY MORE? alas, alas, the third time is a charm, my dear. – she shivers; chin thrown up, sight swimming in traitorous tears / devoid of clarity, devoid of … CONTROL. Scream, shout, yell & bang flat palms against the dirty glass ’till bones would crack & hands would shatter. – spinning out of place. Can you feel it? Your very own heart beat, every inhale / exhale taken torture in itself; creating this echo felt in your very ears, your mind, your soul? DOLOROUS; as loud as a thunderclap straining every sinew. – this power hurt. ‘twas too much / all too much I am not here to harm you, I can help you if you let me. Lo, someone close by / there, a voice! oh, you are hallucinating again. –“stay away from me!”

the  power  hit  the  goddess  as  a  surprise  indeed,  never  before  had  she  felt  such  power  among  humans               it  was  almost  as  powerful  and  the  ones  she  felt  among  her  fellow  gods.  everything  around  the  other  felt  so  confused,  so  OUT  OF  CONTROL.  even  if  she  wished  to  help  how  could  she  when  the  other  seemed  to  have  been  betrayed  by  everyone  she  could  trust,  why  would  she  even  trust  someone  like  aphrodite  herself?  how  could  the  goddess  help  someone  that  would  probably  never  trust  her?  but  she  had  to  TRY,  her  heart  told  her  she  needed  to  try,  the  other  deserved  more  before  everything  could  be  taken  away  from  her.            ❛❛    i  promise  i  am  not  here  to  hurt  you.   ❜❜             her  words  were  soft  and  careful  even  when  they  left  the  goddess  lips,  she  was  not  AFRAID  no,  but  yet  she  knew  that  she  needed  to  be  careful.

the  goddess  did  not  moved  at  all,  perhaps  to  prove  a  point,  perhaps  to  show  her  words  where  but  the  true  and  she  meant  no  harm  towards  vanya.            ❛❛    i  am  different  too,  and  maybe  you  can  let  me  HELP YOU.   ❜❜             there  was  a  soft  smile  on  her  lips  a  welcome  one,  almost  as  a  promise.  she  had  helped  so  many  of  the  other  gods  learning  about  their  powers  and  how  to  control  them,  would  she  be  able  to  help  vanya?  or  did  the  other  had  to  learn  how  to  help  herself  first.

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𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙴𝙽𝙴.  ⇾  delirivms.

         ❝ 𝐈 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐎. ❞ selene’s voice rang through the air as she stepped forward, one step after the other carried her across to a lounge. not before long she had lowered herself and made herself comfortable. an arm extended forwards as she reached for an empty glass, and poured herself some wine.  ❝ you have the right idea with this… ❞ the titaness muttered before settling back into her seat, an arm draping over the side rest.  

a  soft  roll  of  eyes  happen  when  the  other  sat  before  her  and  gave  herself  the  freedom  to  drink  of  aphrodite’s  wine.  it  seemed  she  had  to  beg  to  be  left  alone  it  seemed  almost  impossible  for  aphrodite  to  be  left  alone.            ❛❛   what  do  you  WANT  selene?   ❜❜             she  raised  the  glass  of  wine  to  her  lips  to  take  a  quick  swip  of  her  wine.             ❛❛   if  you  cannot  leave  me  alone  you  may  need  something.   ❜❜

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𝙹𝙾𝙽𝙰𝚂.  ⇾  prouddov.

           he hated timeline work. if it was up to jonas, he’d just wing it and hope for the best. but the cruel deadline that was approaching faster than he would like, made him think otherwise. he had to know exactly what he was writing. know every twist and turn before the story started. it wasn’t as fun, of course, but in the long run it did always work out better for him. so when a hand came to rest on his shoulder, part of him welcomed the distraction. he turned to look up at the stranger, the ever present grin wide on his face. someone to talk to! that was exactly what he needed. he gestured to the seat across from him, welcoming her to sit down and tell him what she needed.

she  gave  him  time,  time  to  probably  ask  her  to  leave  him  alone  with  his  work               she  had  yet  to  understand  what  was  pulling  her  to  him  so  much.  her  eyes  could  see  that  he  was  different,  she  could  FEEL  IT  TO.  not  different  maybe  just  special,  like  she  was  but  on  his  own  way.  yet  a  soft  smile  shone  on  her  lips  when  he  show  her  the  chair  before  him,  slowly  the  woman  walked  to  the  other  side  sitting  down  on  the  chair  before  him,  did  she  even  needed  anything?  or  did  she  just  wanted  a  distraction  from  all  the  voices  around  her.            ❛❛   i  don’t  want  to  sound  weird  at  all.   ❜❜             her  voice  was  kind  and  slow  even  when  the  words  fall  from  her  red  lips.             ❛❛   i’m  new  in  town  so  i  just  thought  why  not  BOTHER  THE  NICE  guy  working.    ❜❜             she  offered  him  a  soft  and  yet  kind  smile  when  she  slowly  leaned  back  against  her  chair.

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𝚁𝙷𝙴𝙰.  ⇾  rheaeaseandflow.

 Happy...an emotion Rhea hadn’t felt in years. She spent the last two years in seclusion, trying to gather herself, to go back to happy. She was slowly returning so as long as she was welcomed back by the gods and found her place among them again. Getting back to work, finding her purpose and being around family should help bring her back to her old self. That is what she hoped.

 “It feels good to back, Aphrodite. Better than being alone but that was needed. For the good of all of you along with myself. How was it without me?”

there  was  surprise  on  the  goddess  features  when  the  other  had  come  back.  many  had  spoken  about  rhea  when  she  had  left,  others  had  kept  their  own  feelings  and  thoughts  closed  to  themselves.  for  when  the  titan  and  choosen  to  leave  many  hearts  where  left  BROKEN  behind  her,  specially  of  those  that  cared  more  for  her.  it  was  hard  for  aphrodite  to  speak  before  such  circumstances for  she  did  not  wished  to  lie,  but  she  did  not  wish  for  the  other  to  feel  guilty  for  something  she  believed  was  the  right  choice  to  make.

❛❛   i  cannot  ever  lie  to  you  rhea.  it  as  been  hard  for  some  gods.  many  felt  betrayed  and  others  felt  broken  when  you  left.  but  i  do  believe  they  will understand  your  reasons  and  will  find  in  inside  them  a  reason  to  FORGIVE  YOU.   ❜❜

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                       ❝ i have been dancing with the devil, and i love he pretends to care. ❞

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