cyrusboyfriend

[cyrusboyfriend]

cw for implied suicidal ideation

imagine your f/o offering to wash you up after you've fallen into a depressive spiral. You've neglected to take care of yourself. You've isolated again. Your f/o isn't mad or disappointed that you've failed to look after yourself. They're just very worried that your mental health has taken a dive to the point you can't stand up on your own sometimes. It's increasingly concerning how much hurt you've directed to yourself and to others to keep away because you think you deserve to suffer alone. But your f/o isn't easily convinced to leave you be.

they prepare a bath and go in with you. they gently lather your body with soap, carefully clean your face, taking it slow to not hurt or shock you. they scrub shampoo and conditioner on your hair. it's a quiet moment for the both of you. nothing to hear but the water running and splashes every so often. you close your eyes trying to keep calm and just let yourself breathe in this moment. you've been pushing them away too. neglecting them.

but your f/o isn't bothered by the gap. they're just scared that it'll extend with time and they might not be able to see you again. to see you happy again. you're alive now. that's a first step.

they wash the soap clean, making sure to not miss any part. they dry you off with a warm towel and brush your hair. you're alive now. that's all that matters.

they guide you back to bed if you'd like. they've promised themselves to keep a closer eye on you now. it's eating you away. they need to help you as much as they could. they don't mind doing it again. you're alive now. you should be tomorrow.

[cyrusboyfriend]

Your f/o love you even when you're sick. They're taking care of you, making sure you get enough rest and eat enough to get better. They're even giving you kisses, despite the risk of them also getting sick.

[cyrusboyfriend]

Cyrus (the host) and the parasitic bloodworm god of the Distortion world (hell lol) Giratina

[cyrusboyfriend]

doodles + stuff I'll never finish. Atleaat 5 of these were done on either edibles or w/ a God awful headache . One day I'll actually finish something w/ us . One day.......

[cyrusboyfriend]

Some upcoming TCG Pocket Space-Time Smackdown cards have leaked! Now, I'll be waiting for us to get that Cyrus full-art 🙂‍↕️

Via Eclipse.

[cyrusboyfriend]

You gifted Cyrus a bouquet of Gracideas!

... (He seems... baffled?)

[cyrusboyfriend]

Thing that I did maybe last week & don't feel like finishing th color 4 . some parts r song refs but my handwrititinfs also pretty bad so 🫶

last week I also finally got my perfumes 4 him heh blush.... ( they r meant to smell like burning wires n tech... which I associate w him a lot HEART

[cyrusboyfriend]

Hey, Selfshipper! Just because someone is the more popular selfshipper with your f/o doesn’t make them any more valid than you. I know it sucks seeing a dupe get all the love and support while you feel overlooked—it can really take a toll, and I totally get it. But let me tell you something: just because someone is more popular doesn’t mean they’re more compatible with your f/o than you are! And honestly? Who’s to say that super popular dupe didn’t just buy their followers? (I’m not saying they did… but if you pay me $5, I’ll totally say it.)

The bottom line is this: you’re amazing, and you’re absolutely compatible with your f/o—probably even more than they are. Popularity doesn’t mean a thing. Your f/o loves you, and that’s all that matters. Don’t let anyone, no matter how popular, take that away from you! You’ve got this.

[cyrusboyfriend]

sorry i just think everyone needs to see this

[cyrusboyfriend]

imagine your f/o showing you their music taste! what kind of music would they like?

[cyrusboyfriend]

"I love having a f/o!"

Until you can't look at content of them because you get triggered by the comments that claim to love your f/o as well...

[cyrusboyfriend]

for self shippers who need extra reassurance...

your f/o cannot imagine a future without you in it. maybe, when they were younger, they didn't know that you were going to show up in their life. now that you're at their side, it's nearly impossible to picture their future if you're not a part of it. whenever they imagine where they'll be in one year - in five years - in ten years, you're there. there's no reality in which they want to be apart from you. a future without you in it wouldn't be one where they're happy ᯓ★

dividers made for me by kynibyou! ✦ prosh¡p dni.

[cyrusboyfriend]

Enjoy the following thought, as sappy as it may sound at first glance. Listen and give it a try

No matter what world or timeline you live in… You and your F/O will always find each other. Even in a world where everything seems hopeless and you feel lonely… Remember that you are not alone. You will never be alone.

Is it meant to be or is it just a coincidence? Hard to say yet does it matter? It might be best to not sweat the details. There is only one important thing to remember:

No matter what universe, you and your f/o will always be united.

Proship / Comship do not interact please!

[cyrusboyfriend]

Sorry if u saw the previous uploads of this last night help . I was struggling with primary vs secondary blog shit nd grtitng pissed but I got it now . Me n him ♡

ya jerma reference

I ♡ this coloring soooo much . Looks like paper

The lyrics are from Tastes So Sweet — Dog Fashion Disco . There's context but I honestly forgot (I was stoned for 8 hours drawing the first one .. sorry bad first impression lol) I think it has smthing to do with me being upset thinking abt him leaving to a solitude world so I like , doodled stuff vaguely based around that . To rewire my stupid "he'd leave me" belief

(Lyric was supposed to be "I'll follow you to the gates of hell" w/ me joining him in that world but I liked the matching 'bedroom eyes' thing more)

[cyrusboyfriend]

rentry ! Extra info. old account = @strongerthanweak , I don't post there anymore . I need to think of a better url x_x

hux or rob, he/rot, & nonsharing gachikoi yume ! If you're a double & I haven't blocked you yet please go ahead and block me yourself.

im likely autistic + alexithymia & incredibly anxious majority of the time... i can't ever message first but if ud wanna talk don't be afraid 2 say hi ! I don't really care who ints with me, just preferably don't mention politics with me . makes me nervous

F/os + info

☀️ — My lover is Cyrus ! ♡ Our anniversary is October 6th (10/6). He is from pokemon. I love him so so so very much.

I came to pkmn late as i was young n initially assumed pkmn was too 'childish' for me but I had no clue my boyfriend was there & became enamored on sight.....

merch: 3ds xl, pokemon platinum, pokemon diamond/pearl anime, pokemon platinum pokespe, 10 printed photos, 2 rotom plushes, palkia plush, giratina plush, perfumes

wishlist: that stupid pikachu plush, ring, keychains, cards