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I'M STILL NOT OVER THIS Gameehefkh hyperfixation die 😞😞

These are just doodles to get outta art block lol so it doesn't really look at its best.......Watch me disappear for the next 2/3 months lmao (I jus don't have the energy to draw sometimes 💔 sorr guys)

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He found a job

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For the past few weeks ive been kinda brainstorming a game???

Its nothing much but i really wanna share because i know next to nothing about making games and need to just

Share the ideas out of my system

So here! Its possibly very clearly influenced by Cry of Fear and Postal but thats alright

- You play as Yulia Sverkowna, throughout a week. A journey to school, school time and a journey back. The journeys would be FPS segments, while the school would either be a cutscene or a graphic novel segment. Each day you have a set of tasks, like going to the store for something, that you technically dont have to complete (it will affect the ending). During both journeys, you experience hallucinations and delusions (i have no idea how to tie this in with the fps style but ill make it work someday!). Throughout the days, your mental health detoriates, so more monsters and stuff. There may be a timer, a very slow one though, for when you have to be home by. Being late also may affect the ending.

Its like of CoF and Postal had a poorly made child or something. Anyways!! Id appreciate comments, ideas or worries!

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Figuring out how to draw this piece of shit

Tbh i only like how the side profile turned out but sharing anyways

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I’m not hyperfixated on cry of fear I’m not hyperfixated on cry of fear I’m not hyperfixated on cry of fear

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Also this but i like it less

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This guy has been staring at me like that for the past hour, does anyone know what his deal is???

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The 'Press mouse1 to resist suicidal influence' thing from Cry of Fear is my motivation to learn to draw guns and people correctly

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"maybe I'm not so mentally ill" be so fucking for real your comfort characters are literally the worst people on this planet..

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Small Tw, i went fanfic mode in describing shit

While Mouthwashing as a whole is extremely tragic and i am crying

What struck me the most was Daisuke's death.

This death i can weirdly 'relate to' ??? Obviously not, but its one i can very vividly imagine upon myself and that brings it out to me even more. Its fascinating to me how a pretty low poly game can bring a scene to life so much you can feel it. The gutwrenching sounds, the relationships between the characters, the tiny movements of the character- i cant even bring to words how well that specific scene attacked me and left me in shambles.

Youre laying there, severely hurt because your boss ordered you to do something you knew wouldnt end well. Youre shivering and whimpering as blood is leaking all over you. It hurts so much and you just want to see your family one more time before death. The two figures, theyre talking about some desinfectant. Jimmy's back. Stinging Agony in all the worst hurting places, you cry out, but its all in your mind, begging anyone for the suffering to end. And it does. You look at the axe above your head with an exhausted, hurt expression, shaking violently from the sheer amount of pain. And it comes down. And theres one more dull pain. And its over.

The way we dont actually get to see the violence, its somewhat a bitter mercy not only to Daisuke but also to us??

Its 5 am, most of this wont make sense in the morning but fuck it, i need to share just how vividly i see this scene, how i can literally physically faintly feel it, without pain ofc but like theres really not much left to imagination, anyone else

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Yuri

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Im brainrotting so hard i love streetcleaners i love streetcleaners

Did i tell you that i love streetcleaners

I even started a daily Streetcleaner sideblog you should check out

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Bugsbugsbugsbugs bugs theyre all bugs!!!!

[Ultrakill doodle dump]

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you’re telling me my comfort character is from a game called fucking ultrakill

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Me looking at my kin list seeing it is literally exclusively men with anger issues and who would very possibly have issues with alcohol if they had access to it

[Except for Brett, we love you Brett Hand]

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Im not a 100% sure but i think it was the Break Up fiction on their page?? Something like that

Doodles 😋

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Ihnmaims AM and The Mechanisms Frankenstein' AI teaming up to torture the five humans + Victoria and try to be able to do the things they want