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*cough cough* people @ Haida *cough*

I’m concerned when people seem to be incapable of conceiving that a character can have a good heart while occasionally being a jerk, selfish, hypocritical, unfair, unreasonable, hurtful, etc etc because last I checked, that’s what real people were like

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I hope no one else has made this yet

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Also, fun fact I just realised now:

Shiver has a shark mask because they're referred to as the 'Shark Tamer'

Frye has an eel mask because she's referred to as the 'Eel Master'

And Big Man?

It's a little harder, but flip this mask around and you'll notice it actually takes the shape of a ray! With the horns and fangs likely playing on the real life Devil Ray :D

Big Man's patterning also seems to be a combination of Manta *and* Devil Rays, which is just very neat all around

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...oh?

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Transfem swag. Transmasc Swag . Shiver has both. Shiver is trans.

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Here is the piece of the winners of MCC3 me and @wtf-meefy​ have done for the @winnerspovzine​!!!

This is the first zine I have ever participated in and it was such a fun experience! Especially working with my partner! :D

Check out over 30 pages of art featuring 50+ artists!! You can download the zine FOR FREE right here!!

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A letter to Technoblade:

Two years ago, I was at my lowest point, my last year of high school was the MOST miserable I have ever been. I completely lost all energy to do anything kike I wouldn’t turn in my assignments, later I would start skipping classes, stopped doing the things I used to love. Hell, it got to the point where even eating or going to the bathroom was *exhausting* for me. I spent most of my time in bed, basically sleeping all day. I honestly couldn’t see a better future from here.

……….

October 2020. I first get introduced to the Dream SMP. I remember laughing like crazy watching compilations of the vods, I haven’t felt such joy in a long time.

Two weeks later, November 16, 2020. The finale of the l’manburg war. I didn’t know what twitch was or how it worked, so I watched the very first stream that was available to me: Technoblade’s. And I’m SO glad I did. I remember being at the edge of my seat completely amazed by everything that unfolded, especially his character and acting. I kept repeating parts and snippets of his stream over and over again because he was just SO badass!

Technoblade instantly became my favorite character.

From then on, I could only wander “what’s gonna happen from here???”. And *THAT* SIMPLE THING is what gave me the energy and my motivation to get up from bed for the next months. To see where this silly little Minecraft roleplay story was going, mostly through the perspective of Technoblade. Each time he always delivered with his acting, humor, wit. He’s overall personality quickly drew me in, so I decided to also check some of his other content.

Technoblade instantly became one of my favorite Minecraft ccs.

He always made me laugh, put a smile on my face when I needed it the most at the time.

If I didn’t come across him, I probably would’ve never gotten up from my bed…

…………

2021. I begin going to therapy and taking medication. I survive graduate from high school, partly thanks to that now I had a distraction. After that here I go... now what?

Watching your passion for what you did was contagious, it infected me soon after. MY passion for my interests not only started to come back… I also started to learn how not to be embarrassed of them anymore... of what I do (I’m still learning).

YOU reminded me what I loved about drawing,, watching cartoons,, playing videogames,, what I love about CREATION: THE JOY IT BRINGS.

…………

July 2022. I now have a new outlook on life. I’m about to start my second year of college for a career I love so far. I’ve made new friends like I’ve NEVER had before. I hope I keep getting to do what I do; I even hope someday I become a content creator of my own!

……….

I recognize my own strength; I know the progress I made in my journey of healing was all due to my efforts. But Techno… YOU were the one who JUMPSTARTED this journey

I feel kind of dumb writing all this out, afterall we’re strangers to each other. But in the short time I was your fan, you’ve made such a huge impact on my life and I will FOREVER be grateful.

You were an amazing person Alexander ‘Technoblade’ but you were taken too soon. However, you fought bravely with your humor and positivity at the face of adversity till the very end! Rest assured your legend will never die! Because Technoblade never dies!! If a heaven does exist, I hope your kicking the ass of whatever god is up there!!!  >:] hehe…

So long, King 

Rest easy 🤍

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Quick profile of my sona :]

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Found the wip of this from 2018 and decided to revisit it I need more "bigger" composition pieces :p

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I love her cat hoodie💖 =/ᐠ ▪ w ▪ ᐟ\= 

meowmeow

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Kirby’s choco strawberry cake 🍫🍓🍰✨

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Trying out the challenge DreamSMP themed! Second batch:

6. Spirit - Ghostbur

7. Fan - Mumza

8. Watch - Ranboo

9. Pressure - Technoblade and Schlatt

10. Pick - Technoblade

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Trying out the challenge DreamSMP themed! First batch:

1. Crystal - Skeppy

2. Suit - Ranboo

3. Vessel - Dream

4. Knot - Tommy and Mushroom Henry

5. Raven (close enough) - Philza

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protag Zelda ❤ 

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Happy 413!

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Tried to experiment a bit with my favorite idols!

Hope everyone enjoys the encore splatfest and good luck to both teams!!!

Plus an alternative version cuz I also liked how this came out

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Had to draw my sassy squid idol for Mar13 (yes, I know it’s late)