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im so haapppppyyy
but im also scarrreeeddd
i don't want to think bad thoughts, things will get better AAAAA—
ik i gotta like... be real... and feel my feels but like AAAAAA
i got the exam attendant job [dk what one (jc/lc) i got] which i am super psyched abt, but i think i should tell my void parent later then now, so they don't think my mind is elswhere....
also i am having like mind-links? like when i think of a place, and it's incomplete, i end up like actually completing it by linking it to something that has meat, then meat + meat (pause) = something with more substance — therefore — more likely to say + for me to go to <33333
now i also feel like my void parent is being more crude and obsessed, which — no one likes. I just [screams], want to be left ALONE and treated WELL!!!!! plus when she's like this, i can't help but feel rushed and want things to work out super quick so i can go alr.... [i just wanna be set FREEEEEEE] i am just wanting to state i am grateful for everything so far, but yeah shit is a bit shitty rn... :p
pain happy pain..... HAPPY PLS..
WAHHHH i also remembered my ocs stuff. SO much has changed — mah boy [cries], he's become a man [well still boy but ykwim..] and the enviorment has changed entirely [no more woohp stuff], plus it feels like now i can integrate (happily) here?? which omg i didn't see that coming! /srs.
also some sort of girl is into him and he's into her, which AAAA so cute— also like i feel like i could be her but the original reason why i wanted to do this whole shebang was for me to be HIM.. so idkkkk GAH, maybe i can make more ocs... [mind thoughts], also the oc temp for this has now moved to actual writings [applause]!!! i can now go and edit it all the time, and develop. also face claims!
ehm so yea, i wanna talk more abt void life and how sometimes, it really lives up to the first part of its name [screams x2]... like i am so strong, well done me !!
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"she is the one named Sailor..."
beginning sheet for my SM oc, let's get into it -- or how she'd say it-- let's gooo!~
— : Under construction
*: Subject to change
Name: —
Age: 13~14
Gender: Fem
Date of Birth: ~ [30th of June possibly]
Place of Birth: —
Race: Human; Japanese [other planet race]
Occupation: Schoolgirl, Sailor Scout
Current place of residence:
Voice type: Airy/Soft
Quirks, strange mannerisms, and/or annoying habits: She speaks in a slow way
Hierarchy/social standing: Middle
Hair color and type: White*
Eye color: —
Skin tone: Pale
Scars or physical deformities: Red queef in hair*
Mental illnesses: None
Height: Tall for her age
Weight: Average
Body type: Pear type
Favorite color: —
Favorite food: —
Likes: —
Dislikes: —
Religious Preference: None*
Strengths: —
Weaknesses: —
Family: —
Pets: —
Role model: —
Fears: —
Goals: —
Sexuality: —
Relationships/Love interests: —
Allies: —
Enemies: —
Sexual partners: —
Hobbies and interests: —
Bio: —
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introduction:
☆ – agere age: 0-6
☆ – likes: the color blue, the moon, little twin stars.
☆ – i regress to feel happy/safe and connect with my inner child.
☆ – you can call me 'nana'.
DNI:
DNI – maps, homophobes, racists, non-sfw, gore.
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another blue moodboard because I love blue 🧸🫐
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