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I hate food.

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i gained all this weight back because i lost focus and i gave up on myself . i’m so . tired . of . this. BULLSHIT. i’m not doing this again im never gaining weight again it’s only downhill from here

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Dark themed thinspø

I’d love to be able to wear baggy clothes and still look skinny and fragile🖤

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i’m not leaving my house until i lose 50 pounds and i mean it

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I want to get to the point where I can mention I used to be bigger and their response is “what no way I could never imagine you not being skinny”

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you bitches think you’re fat but you’re not 200 pounds fat

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My stomach: Can we get food?

Me: We have food at home.

The food at home…

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alizée

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none of my pants fit anymore in the bad way. Someone please kill me

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i weighed in tonight at 201 lbs. I havent been this big in like 4 years. Feeling this big again makes me want to kill myself. im not sure how many times i can keep starting over again and again. But I have to damnit or i'll die trying. I dont care about my future or priorities right now because the only thing that matters is losing the weight for good, and maintaining. i cant do anything looking like this. I can only get my life started when im thin enough to.

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i’ve gotten so big i haven’t been able to stop binging and now ive gained everything back and then some. i have to start all over again after losing 40 lbs. well this time im gonna lose it all a lot faster because i don’t care if this kills me i need to lose this weight in like a month so i think if i don’t drink any water or eat anything for 3 weeks straight i will be able to do it i have to do this now

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my specialty is reeling people in somehow and then eventually turning them off the more they get to know me and i open my mouth lol

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my only goal in life is to be as thin as possible and be desired by everyone around me

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i will never mean anything until i’m thin

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i wish i meant something to someone out there. anybody.

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if anyone wants to be friends message me im lonely and could use someone to talk to!

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i can’t give up now. i’m never gonna give this up until it kills me i don’t gaf anymore