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"You are now free to do as you like. No one putting such rules on you or giving orders. If you decide to stick around here and wait till you live no more and wait to be human then do as you wish. You are alive and---" he paused for a moment and began to walk towards the door. " can make the best of it." he continued. "I don't plan on staying in this place. I will go seek out more knowledge on the human world. I will see what makes them tick and that is how I will live the remaining days.. months.. years."

"Instinct." She spat unhappily. Although she hated the idea of using instinct like a beast, it was unavoidable when one desired something. “It is holding onto that very last little thing that separates us from those mindless Hollows. It is what gives us strength and continues to push us forward in this existence, even if we want to go as far as ending this life. It’s that little thing that I hold onto that makes me feel just the littlest bit Human still."

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Ulquiorra-kunnnn >_

no.

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Ulquiorra-kunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!

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-pokes-

Onna.

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"Then where exactly do you label such a thing?" Hands slipped inside his pockets as he turned slightly. " A heart. Hope. What is it with you women. Holding on something and putting all your belief in it."

No he didn't actually think low of that.

If anything he wanted somewhat to be like them. 

“Yet, as you recall, I was also one of the most ruthless.” Stern empty eyes stared back at him, a dull hazel that seemed lifeless, like a corpse’s. She was not one for war or fighting, but when made to fight and her resurreccion released, Nelliel was a soulless and remorseless killer. It was fascinating how she could switch between those so quickly yet still have her sanity intact afterwards.

“You do not have to feel to want something.”

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A heart. That seem to struck a chord or two.  Was she hoping for a yes on his part? Wouldn't wishing be almost the same as hoping. What exactly was hope? "I do not feel and because of it I do not wish. Perhaps if I were to have such a conscience like yourself then I would answer yes to that. You are the closest to a human among us."

“Yet the heart I had once does not return. I may not be as empty as you, Ulquiorra-san, but I am empty. Somehow. Somehow I lost my humanity and was so lost that my soul became murderous. I would rather not have to question why I became a Hollow anymore. I would rather feel nothing of my past and nothing of the present. Do you ever wish you could cure your Hollowness? Just throw it away for a chance at a new life where you could feel whole again?”

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He cleared his throat and tore his eyes from her form, shifting his gaze to the dark sky. "Hope. You have hope among other emotions. After feeling all of those things then it is clear you are not an empty being." He murmured, no an empty being was him. He felt no emotions, no hope and belittled every emotion another felt. "If you hope to be reborn then why not hope that humans and others can accept you for what you are now? All live together? If hope is so powerful why not hope for that? Wouldn't it be more convenient beings at the stage you are now."

“But what do I have to live for like this?” She snapped back stiffly, tone harsh yet professional. “We are Hollows, empty beings that are deemed evil and to be exterminated because of that belief. Is it wrong to hope to be reborn with meaning or with a fresh start; to be given a chance to be good instead of evil and maybe pass on peacefully instead of becoming a Hollow again? Is it wrong to hope?”

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"Worrying about such a trivial things. When one dies then that is the end and having such hopes on being reborn as a human is meaningless. Maybe you should think about the things you can do alive if it's even allowed to be called alive as we are now than worrying about such a thing. You breath and move, is that not enough?"

“You must know by now that those who complete terrible sins will be sent to Hell for their treachery. My death would not be in vain. However… I often fear what will become of my soul when I die here. I wonder if it is true what the old books say about being reborn as a Human again. If you are not a sinner, that is.”

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“Ulquiorra-san, that isn’t necessary. I’m sure the criminal will receive his punishment in due time.”

"Trash like that deserves to be taken out if the chance is given. Tch, but as you wish."

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I should probably start getting active on here again

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Not

Cool

for the muffin’s to come out of the stove…

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What are we waiting for then?

“what?! Really!!! 

There are so many things I need to plan. I need to bake cakes, and buy sunscreen, your gonna need a swim suit. I wonder if we’ll find dragons. Oh this is going to be soo much fun! You’ll see!”

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I assume I don't have a choice in the matter

As promised I will give you the week 

Why yes, you have

but that’s beyond the point, so the beach? Maybe..