crystalmethanie
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tbh. need to get back on my fanart grindset... I think I have lost joy for most things in life rn and I need to regain my whimsical attitude and learn to have fun again... idk tho! the winter always brings me down but this year has been extra bad for no reason in particular. some dumb drama w my family (as per usual) but nothing crazy. ok maybe a bit crazy. I just don't get excited for anything anymore. even projects that I would normally feel excited about just drain me now. erm.. tbh I may just need to get sober again.
also can it just fucking snow here?? I want to go sledding!!!!!
#im ngl tho im convinced that if the economy got better like 75% of my mental problems would disappear#and it would be SO much easier to get better if i was busy#and im even less busy because im spiraling#so its kinda snowballing rn#idk!! not even sure why i use this site as a diary sometimes!!#its just like i dont talk to anyone about my problems rn#im supposed to see a councler or therapist or some shit in 3 months so maybe ill be better then? but idk#but that wont fix the fact that everyones poor rn and i work in a non essential job. im so lucky to do what i do#but when i cant do it regularly it makes me lose all hope for everything#and it doesnt help that im also losing money by not working enough#ok rant over i need to stop being a lil bitch and get my shit together#and start drawing more yaoi
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Jesse we need to ____?
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they’re the same picture
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wip of something >:)
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i will... draw for fun... the things that..... bring me joy ...
#this hits so hard when u do it professionally lol#like i love my job its awesome but ive lost so much steam to make personal work#to the point that its just embarrassing#need to get back into it... i promise myself i will do more in the winter#but rn im really into re8 so thats what im doing outside of work
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重點完完全全沒有遮到(°∀。)
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Jesse Puppyman….
#Jesse pinkman#brba fanart#jesse pinkman fanart#suggestive#I guess?#im actually pretty happy with this one#need to do more work in this style#need to draw him getting d*cked down….#um i mean#uhh
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» [28/50] photos of Bryan Cranston & Aaron Paul
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I think every show should have a halloween special regardless of genre, tone, or release schedule
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if yr wondering, I am still working on the muzzle painting…. I’m reworking everything every time I go back to it :| I haven’t done much painting these past few years bc my job and my last job mostly have me doing more simple illustrations. So now getting back into painting feels like starting at step one again haha… I think I am going to redraw it entirely and paint it more like my last painting. It’s also kind of hard to fit in time to do these things… but I really enjoy getting back into doing fanart and just self indulgent shit. It’s like a nice little break from all the serious things I’ve been focusing on recently. I’ve been running my own shop for a few months and I may be moving apartments soon so I need to have fun when I can. Anyways idk why I’m talking so much I have like 10 followers here lol. But I kinda like taking a break from instagram and work and having a little space where nobody knows who I actually am irl! Kinda reminds me of when I joined tumblr like a decade ago… without all the insane stuff tho haha
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vampire waltjesse for all u freaks out there <3 I love the idea of vampirism as a metaphor… there’s just something so perfect about it
#or maybe I just love toxic yaoi and vampirism fits well within it…#oh I think that is it…#waltjesse#heisenbitch#art#finished art
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you’ve heard of Dog Motif… now get ready for… VAMPIRE MOTIF 😳
#wip#waltjesse#heisenbitch#vampire#and yes I am still working on the dog motif one… I just fucking hate it rn lmao#not loving this one either but oh well!#doesn’t have to be good just has to be sexy
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can u believe I’m STILL working on this… procreate is not my friend… paint tool sai my love I miss you
rough sketch… should I finish it?
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