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sunday 5th september 2021

lords it’s been awhile apologies!

with the cancellation of exams and the replacement ‘assessments’ I really wasn’t feeling motivated but we’re heading into a new school year tomorrow so here’s an update for those of you who (probably dont) miss me:

1) I no longer want to do medicine, I decided quite a few months ago to move my sights onto midwifery so still healthcare but much more suited to me personally - being a med applicant got too hard god bless those who are still standing

2) for my AS levels I achieved the following: AAAB in art, biology, maths and chemistry respectively - chem can suck my ass I hate it, maths already sucked my ass I dropped it after I got my A :P

I dyed my hair red not that anyone cares

I started learning to drive!

also have a part-time job so my week is busy busy

I think that’s all for now, good luck this academic year guys ur gna need it and so will I

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sunday 31st january 2021

it’s been a while since my last update:

still very behind on art, still very stressed, still hating life, I got a B on my biology test which I would be fine with except I thought it was the easiest test and I had done excellently (yeah I was disappointed), predicted a B in chem which isn’t so great for a future med applicant.

I’m a little nervous ngl I’m juggling at lot of things: lessons, tests, supercurriculars, extracurriculars, breathing, relaxing, hobbies, my mental health.

it’s all been uh hell. but I’ll be fine in the end :D

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actually you will not enjoy hearing this but you literally have to abandon your self deprecating humor. besides the fact that it can drive people away you literally are only hurting yourself by constantly making jokes that further cement the idea in your head that you are not good enough. I do not care that you think its a good coping mechanism it is absolutely not and you need to start challenging negative thoughts instead of feeding into them.

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A in applied!!

1/12/20

thought I’d let u know that I’m currently typing this out while balling my eyes out bc I literally don’t understand maths and my mock is tomorrow and Friday so basically my mental health is plummeting and I feel thick as shit and I’ll see you later bye

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i got an A in pure thank fuck ✅

1/12/20

thought I’d let u know that I’m currently typing this out while balling my eyes out bc I literally don’t understand maths and my mock is tomorrow and Friday so basically my mental health is plummeting and I feel thick as shit and I’ll see you later bye

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• Book Reading List •

Finished:

- All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr

- Atonement by Ian McEwan

- Animal Farm by George Orwell

- 1984 by George Orwell

- A Midsummer Night’s Dream by William Shakespeare

- Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare

- Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll

- The Crucible by Arthur Miller

- The Odyssey by Homer

- The Lost Flowers of Alice Hart by Holly Ringland

- Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austin

- The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald

- The Glass Menagerie by Tennessee Williams

Currently Reading:

- The Secret History by Donna Tartt

- Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë

Up Next:

- Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea by Jules Verne

- Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austin

- Sherlock Holmes vol 1 by Arthur Conan Doyle

- Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë

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please leave book suggestions in comments. im looking to read a good portion of the important classics in literature, and would appreciate any assistance given.

- Scyllerwin

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Why should i study…

Study for you

Study for your future

Study to be successful

Study to inspire others

Study because it’s worth it

Study because you enjoy it

Study because others can’t

Study to help others

Study to achieve

Study to reach your goal

Study to create your dream

Study because you can

Study because you want to

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1/12/20

thought I’d let u know that I’m currently typing this out while balling my eyes out bc I literally don’t understand maths and my mock is tomorrow and Friday so basically my mental health is plummeting and I feel thick as shit and I’ll see you later bye

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12) lydia martin

13) blair waldorf

characters that inspire me (ongoing list):

1) rory gilmore

2) paris geller

3) spencer hastings

4) hermione granger

5) elle woods

6) katniss everdeen

7) amy santiago

8) maeve wiley

9) nadia shanaa

10) alex dunphy

11) beth harmon

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tuesday 27th october 2020

I dropped criminology and picked up art and I’m 2 months late to the course so pray for me

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tuesday 8th september 2020

first day day of sixth form!

it’s crazy how fast time flies even when ur not having fun. i’m only just managing to cope with the change in structure in terms of free periods, the one way system and form at lunch? today I had wbq in which I we just ran through the basics of the qualification (same as gcse wbq but more advanced) and double maths in which we recapped sampling. not loving my maths teacher but we’ll see how the year progresses.

anyways, send me tons of luck bc im already feeling the extra weight :/

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thursday 20th august

RESULTS DAY

okay wow. one word: shock, another two: slightly disappointed, overall: super happy

a rundown of my results

chemistry - A*

physics - A*

computing - A

D&T - A*

art - A*

english language - A*

wbq - A

welsh - A*

religious studies - A*

maths numeracy - A*

biology - A*

(maths - A*)

(english lit - A*)

so pretty good :) I’m very much in shock just wow I don’t really know what to say.

the slight disappointment comes from the A in computing because out of all the subjects I studied, that was the one I feel I deserved the best grade in. a lot of ppl can testify that from november to february I spent every lunch time and stayed 2 hrs almost every night after school working tirelessly on my non-examination assessment so idk maybe I’m being petty but I was exhausted I just feel like I deserve more. oh well

I hope everyone did amazing and ur all happy!!