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realest post ever

i want w33d so bad but the only 3dd13s i have are shitty and i shouldn’t get high at school. then i wanna sm0ke or even v4pe atp but i don’t have anything on me rn!! save me from this hell!!

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TW numbers and sw !!

fuck this i’m never going to the psychiatrist again (scheduled another appointment in 3 months)

everything was fine and great then this motherfucker mentions that i’ve been steadily losing weight since i started seeing him (a year ago)

and normally i’d be ecstatic to hear that. on one hand i am !

but on the other MY MOM WAS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME

i’m pretty much doomed

she’s already been getting on my ass about me getting skinnier and my eating habits but now she has CONFIRMATION from a PROFESSIONAL

i’ve literally only lost ten pounds but i’m 5’2 and my sw was 112 so it seems more significant than it really is

can’t rlly believe it’s been a year and all I’ve lost is ten pounds, but also if i went any faster i’d be in the hospital by now✨

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my mom made dinner, and i got a bunch of broccoli to fill myself up on it before i ate anything else

i also used a tiny plate and just hoped no one saw me with it bc they’d pay too much attention

i was wondering how much my stomach could handle, and i guess i know now bc i ate the container of broccoli (about half of the food i had) and i’m really full

i lwk hate the fact that i even ate enough to get full.

i’ve been thinking about food “normally” for the past few months bc my idea of normal is fucked enough to still lose weight, but i kinda regret it even though i haven’t gained. my wl just slowed down enough for me to get away with, which was the goal.

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wow it’s been a minute since i logged on here

i’m still here tho guys hii again

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once i start eating its lit so hard for me to FUCKING control myself😭😭 pls if anybody has tips on how to like not stuff my face at dinner (my OMAD) n how to like not binge or snack after

ALSO im so close to getting down to 49 and ill finally be out of the 50s!!

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I would look so much skinnier if I didn't have boobs

I just wanna cut them off so badd

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i need to do my assignment

i just need to do my assignment

i just need to do my assignment

i just need to do my assignment i just need to do my assignment i just need to do my assignment

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hey guys

feeling like shit. it set in like ten minutes ago and it feels like i’ve felt this way for hours.

i want something

but i don’t know what

i have a vape. it could be alcohol, but i don’t have access to any. i don’t know if cutting would even help, it never has.

do i want to feel the guilt and shame and disappointment afterwards ?

i would get caught.

my grandmother is dying.

the father i haven’t seen in eight years bought my siblings and i plane tickets to visit them.

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I have some suggestions for new tags if anyone likes them bc the tumblr ops got to jelly ones so quickly

Light as a leaf

Bag of b0nes

Irl Halloween decoration

Sk3l3t0nspo

Eating leaves

And for emoji ones: light as a🍂/eating🍂

(Can you tell I’m excited for fall :3)

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there’s nothing wrong with being harmlessly weird

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genuinely considered buying cheese ravioli gonna go kms now (joking !!)

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Feeling extra transgender, might cut myself

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how tf am i gonna get to my gw if i keep going a few hundred c@ls over my limit!?!?!?! need to fix my brain and lock tf in again🔒

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y’all i started watching the bear. episode 2 and i already want to cry and give everyone in the show a hug :(

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not eating anything when everyone around you is eating feels so empowering