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crxnny · 4 years ago

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#cal talks #dont rb #you cant get better by lying to yourself and pushing everything off onto outside forces #take proper responsibility for your actions accept where youve gone wrong and that- yes- i do hate you and never want to talk to you again #but do not claim that you deserved more time because- again- i gave you everything from me and then some #im glad youre in therapy but dont lie to them about what you did because then you wont be getting the proper help #thats ... this is all i have to say for now. if you read this: hi. hello. im Just now beginning my journey to heal a month after we broke up #because you decided you cant go a week without me #this is the same energy of '#you; 'you were ignoring me' me: 'you havent texted me all day' you: 'i was giving you space'#and thats what ill leave off on!

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imagine being so conceited you think you're a good person after being broken up with for being abusive and then making a fake persona to stalk me and spy on my friends on discord

#cal talks #dont rb #like i dont think you entirely undertand the severity of the situation but i hope you know i think its incredibly rich to watch you parade #around and talk about how youre so traumatized so your actions are excusable- and hey maybe !! youre not explicitly saying that but its so #heavily implied by the fact that you havent stopped talking about your trauma since we broke up and you went back to the hospital and saying #that because of it you deserved more patience- was THREE YEARS not enough patience? i gave you More than enough patience i gave you #everything and barely got the chance to take care of myself in case you forgot that i had nothing left 2 give you besides fumes of my energy #do you remember how in return you exploded on me to the point where theres a hole in my bathroom door kicked in by you because you got #pissed off bc i was ''ignoring you'' even tho i made an effort to talk to you and you refused to take it #so in return you screamed at me and tried to physically force me out of the apartment and i had to barricade myself in the bathroom i was so #afraid of you. or the time that you threatened your life and i reacted accordingly so you pinned me to the floor and screamed in my face #for me to stop touching you when i was trying to stop you from Killing Yourself #or how you put me in a position where i had to defend you bullying children because i was afraid of the severe way you ALWAYS reacted no #matter the day #i lived in a Constant fear of how you reacted because there never were moments of 'ok' reactions- there were only reactions that led to #the silent treatment followed by Your meltdown and you telling me how much i dont love you and how you wanna die because no one liked you #do you even realize that youve managed to even hurt me sexually by pressuring me into situations because if i said 'no' youd shut down and #not speak to me but blame it on your rsd even though i explained to you how that was guilt tripping but you never....stopped the behavior #youve never stopped your behavior even though i asked you for THREE YEARS- you jusg said youd try and youd try and youd try but you never #did. like... how do you not.....see this. how do you not see where youre not actively a good person- ESPECIALLY because you!! stalked me for #three weeks. Three Weeks and you tried to defend yourself by saying 'i was trying to fix things' 'i wanted a fresh start/another chance'#'i wanted to show you i could be a good person'- but if you know what a good person is then why couldnt you be one when i called you out on #manipulative behavior. if youre so aware of what it takes to be a good person then what was the last ?? few months of our relationship #you werent even being a good person as someone else because you were still so clingy and starting to show your just. blatant obsession over #me. your obsession is terrifying this whole situation has just caused me more trauma- the Opposite of fixing things. and i hope youre really #really proud of yourself. and i havent even said Everything but i feel like ive said enough at this point #and i hope you read this. and i hope you never forget these words #actively? you are not a good person. you havent showed any signs that youre a good person youre just stroking your ego to make yourself feel #better about the fact that youve hurt me- and others- in so many ways and im the one who has to clean up your mess #but i will say- you have the capabilities to get better there is more than enough room to improve yourself but its not going to be by lying

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crxnny · 4 years ago

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#I've seen this video once #and like #the bellincionis #teagan

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a bit of a breakdown today in this 3 page update of kings of sorts

tapas: https://tapas.io/episode/1865033 webtoon: https://tinyurl.com/koswt414 tumblr: https://tinyurl.com/kostum414

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#harper aesth #harper

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feeling droopy !! :)

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halloween is coming. Animation done with ink

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It’s cleaning time again only instead of using just the faucet I decided to try the shower head instead. I left him like this for 20 mins while I cleaned out and scrubbed his cage.

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