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crispychannie · 4 years ago

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Stand tall

Info: fem!reader x idol!chan (sorry it isn't gender neutral guys, it's almost there, I'll work on it in the future) insecure!reader, tall(ish)!reader, chubby!reader

Genre: some angst, very fluffy (and hopefully somewhat comforting)

Warnings: Insecurities (might be triggering for some ppl so be careful guys)

Kind note: I hope that anyone who reads this and has this kind or any kind of insecurities can realize how beautiful they really are, it's tough to find our own beauty and learn how to appreciate it but you can do it! Please know, you are more than enough 💙

Word count: 1830 words

You had a crush on Chan ever since you started working with him in the same company. You assisted him with a lot of his projects, meanwhile he assisted you with the things you went through sometimes.

You struggled with mental health quite a bit throughout your life and you usually spoke about your stresses with him but never spoke about depression or insecurities because you felt that was too deep to just announce to people. You wanted to at least maintain a strong and independent appearance, you had known better than to let people know so much that they start disrespecting or underestimating you, and even though you knew Chan wouldn't do any of that, you wanted to keep looking strong.

This worked great for a huge amount of time, you had great conversations, overall positive vibes as you never let anything get to deep. You considered yourself a sad person, there was no reason to let him in on that. You figured he was such a bright soul you might as well pretend you are too when you're with him and soak in the bliss only he could make you feel.

Things were going great, when you went to work sometimes you'd call him and ask if he wanted a drink because you were getting yourself your daily dose of caffeine and you expect to be able to do something for him even though he doesn't enjoy coffee. Usually ends up with getting him juice. The boy always had his juice and you loved to be the one to bring it to him. You'd give him so much more if only you weren't pretending not to be head over heals for him.

You wanted to keep his respect and to maintain whatever you had now, it made you so happy, those feelings just couldn't ruin it. How would they ruin it, you ask? Well, according to your insecurities (which you shouldn't listen to because they're tricksters and lie to you) I was, of many other things, but for starters, too tall to date Chan.

You were just a few centimeters taller than him but you hated to be. You didn't know if it was the society's twisted patterns of what a man and woman should look like standing next to each other, if it was the fear he wouldn't accept you or if it was really that you were scared to feel like, as tall as you are, you should always be strong and assertive.

You were the opposite of this, you tried to look like it, but especially when it came to relationships you were a complete baby, you wanted so much love and care and appreciation, you dreamed of letting your guard down and not feel endangered.

The world had done you so wrong, most of the walls you build probably don't even relate to your height at all, but thinking of standing closer to him and being taller... it scared you, made you want to hide, duck, made you feel somewhat embarrassed, like if people were gonna look at your proportions and think you were too wrong to be standing next to him.

Speaking of proportions you didn't exactly have the skinny body proportions of K-pop idols, you were on the chubby side. You had been so okay with your body, you believed every body was beautiful, but then you fell in love with this amazing looking guy, famous, surrounded by fans and haters and every type of people judging his choices. You thought if you were ever gonna feel bad about yourself, it would probably be in that situation, dating someone perfect and famous.

Besides all this, you knew he would never judge you, you never felt uncomfortable around him but it was probably because you thought he was only being your co-worker and only saw you as that, and so you took that into consideration and avoided and resigned any feelings for him.

Confusingly enough, one day you get to work, as one does, but this time chan is outside of the studio, he gives you a nervous smile as he sees you walking towards him.

"Hey y/n"

"Hey Chan, what are you doing out here? Is everything okay?"

"Yeah yeah everything is fine I- uh I was actually waiting for you, I have something I wanna ask you."

"Oh okay, go ahead."

"Okay, so, actually y/n I-uh I've liked you for a while now and I wanted to ask if maybe you wanted to go out on a date with me one of these days? ...it's completely fine if you don't want to, though." he rushes the last sentence after seeing your face. You look shocked, it doesn't look to him like you're taking it well, so he thinks maybe he screwed up.

"I- umh, are you- are you sure?"

"Uhh.. if I'm sure I like you?" he gives you a questioning look.

"Yeah like have you really thought about this? I thought it would bother you..." your mumbling gradually increasing.

"What could bother me y/n? I don't see what you're getting at, I'm sorry" he looks as confused as ever as you start hating to be in this situation.

"Well... we would look weird together, I'm taller than you..." you look down as you can't afford to stand eye contact while exposing the insecurities you've hidden.

"Wow okay, I know I'm not the tallest of guys but I didn't think it would matter to you, I thought we had something nice going on..." he starts to look sad and you swear you've never felt worse, you were making him doubt himself now and you hated it, you had to clear things up.

"No! I don't mind your height, it's just me, you know, I'm not the skinniest or the prettiest of girls to begin with and besides that I'm taller? I-I would draw too much negative attention, I don't fit the pattern chan... it's shocking to me that you even considered honestly." by now you had tears in your eyes, your cheeks were warm and red and you couldn't face him.

"I didn't know any of that actually, no! Who-who the hell told you all of that? I think you're so pretty y/n! You walk in every day shining in your cute outfits with your eyes sparkling that honey color and your eyelashes batting at me naturally like if they were one with nature itself, moving with the wind and it's not even windy inside the building! Everything you wear suits you perfectly well! And by the way, I love looking up to you! Because I really do look up to you, you've been such an inspiring person for me y/n! You've intrigued me just the right amount, when you confide in me with your stresses I am so thankful that you are trusting me with them! I look up to you because of the heart of gold you've proven to have, because of the dedication you put on helping me and the guys, you do so much more than you're supposed to and you look so happy while doing it, I wanna spoil you and tell you everything you deserve but you never let my compliments slide" he takes a breath "I... I really don't wanna be the guy you wish was taller for you to date but... if what you're telling me is that you aren't good enough or that you think you'd look weird by my side, than let me tell you straight up that that is the most absurd thing I've ever heard. You could never look anything other than ethereal, not to me anyways, what other people think is their own problem."

He finishes what to him felt like the most important argument of his life. He wanted to erase any little piece of insecurity you had. He wanted you to realize he made no mistake when he said he liked you besides maybe it being an understatement, he just didn't wanna scare you with something as striking as love, yet. He finally examined your face now focusing only on your expression.

He saw tears. He had no idea what you were feeling, yet he hoped they were happy tears.

"I'm sorry y/n, maybe I've overwhelmed you? I can give you some space and time if you need it"

"No, it's... please stay, I got too emotional. It's a little embarrassing but how could I not? You said the prettiest things, I never thought I would listen to someone talk so nicely about me, especially not you, you're this incredible looking person and extra nice human being... I liked you a lot but I never intended to do anything about it, you are too much for me."

"First of all it's not embarrassing at all, it's normal, you're only human y/n" he takes both your hands and looks you in the eyes "And second of all... all I said was true, you are an incredible woman y/n, if anything I'm not enough for you! Do you know how long it took me to gain courage to approach you about this? I was terrified you'd say no and you'd think I was a fool dreaming too high... you always look so confident and I'm dorky, I thought you'd want someone more assertive idk..."

"No! I love that you're dorky! It's probably why I fell for you in the first place. I wanted to look professional and impress you but I'm way softer and emotional and probably clingy than I show... I'm sorry for that, I'm a confidence catfish, I'm really insecure and nervous, I wasn't, actually, but liking you made me overthink things."

"Hey hey hey, it's perfectly fine, you didn't wanna be vulnerable... and we work together, I understand. I don't think I know everything about you y/n, that's not why I like you, I just know whatever you have yet to show me, I'll love it. I know your heart and your values, whatever is yet to be discovered in that powerful mind of yours... I want you to let me embrace it."

"You always leave me speechless, you know that? Thank you so much" you hug him, smelling his cologne as you inhale and feel comfort settling in your body.

"So... I'll ask again, will you go out with me, y/n?" he distances himself just enough to look into your eyes.

"I'd love to, Chan" you kiss his cheek and hug him again, as he smiles contently while resting his face on your shoulder.

"Thank you y/n, I'll always make you feel secure of yourself and of us, so you don't ever have to feel the need to be smaller. I want you to always stand tall beside me, show everyone what an incredible woman you are, without any complexes or fears." he kisses your forehead.

Thank you for reading, you're beautifullllll, remember that.

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crispychannie · 4 years ago

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Risk~

Bang Chan x Fem Reader

Genre : fluff

Word count : 1.5k

Warnings : None at all

Summary : idol falling in love with a fan.

Note : I just hope y’all like it. I’m blown away at how much love my previous post got, I’m so grateful for it. Thank you so much. I hope I keep delivering content y’all like.

My prev post : “Bestfriend”

Enjoy ~

The dating ban ended a few months ago, and it has been 2 months since Chan and you had started talking. He met you at a fan sign, and you had caught his eye ever since.

As time passed his crush grew deeper, and would find ways to be around you. There was friendly flirting between you both. You couldn’t believe that your bias, the guy who you only ever imagined talking to, would try to hit on you with corny texts and cheesy pickup lines.

You raised your eyebrow at the “delivered” status of your text. 10 minutes passed. 15. 20. Did he fall asleep somehow?

Your thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of your doorbell. Who could it be at this hour? Your heartbeat started racing. Could it be a drunk man? Cause that had happened before. You decided to ignore it, hoping whoever it is would go away. A minute later the door bell rang again. Your hands fell cold, blood rushing through your heart. You first went to the kitchen to grab a knife and hid it behind your back. Taking a look through the peep hole, you saw a pale man, wearing a black beanie and black clothes, looking around at the surroundings. Thieves don’t have this amount of patience and manners. You looked again, he was now exactly in front of the hole. As he rang the bell again you unlocked the door and swung it open and let the man inside.

“What took you so long?” He asked as he removed his beanie and ruffled his curly hair.

“I thought it was a drunk man or a thief.” You said as you stood in a more comfortable position, speaking in your defence while swinging your arm around.

His eyes went wide on looking at the knife.

“Please don’t stab me.” He said with his hands in front of his chest.

You chuckled, “Oh come on Chris.”

You put the knife back to where it belonged, with him following you around like a puppy. This was his second time at your place. The first being invited in because he needed to use the restroom after a lunch date.

“Do you know what time it is?” You asked pointing at the wall clock hanging in your living room.

“It’s cuddle time!!” He said as he grinned with his eyes shut close, flashing his dimples while making grabby hands towards you. Gosh why is he such a baby. Failing to suppress your smile, you took him by his hand and led him to your room.

“My bed isn’t big enough for the both of us.” You said while looking at your bed, which was only a bit bigger than a single sized.

“It’s alright, the lesser the space, the comfier it is.” He said while dragging you towards the bed as if he owned it.

You laid down on the bed. All of this was new to you, even though you’ve had relationships in the past, none of them led to cuddling together. So a question sprung in your mind, ‘what is the correct way to do it?’ You look at Chan who was now making himself comfortable beside you, plugging his charger in at the port beside the bed. Having done so, he looks at you with a warm smile. His ears were red, maybe this was new to him too.

“Big spoon or little spoon?” He asked.

“Whichever suits you I guess.” You said being unsure.

“I wanna be big spoon.” You nodded and faced your back towards him. He snaked his arm around your waist and pulled you closer. You stopped breathing for a second but your heart was still pumping at 280 kmph.

“Goodnight, Y/N.” you hadn’t realised his face was so close to you until you could feel his warm breath hit the back your neck as he spoke and small breaths as he breathed softly.

“Goodnight Chan.” You smiled to yourself as you intertwined your fingers with his which rested on your waist, upon which he made himself more comfortable by pulling you closer, eliminating every inch of space between you both. You could feel his curls brush against your ear, indicating how close he was to you, breathing softly, you both fell asleep.

*2 weeks later*

Chan had been coming over to sleep with you every other day. It was now at this point that you’ve developed an attachment with him, it was hard for you to fall asleep without having him by your side. And that scared you. You didn’t plan on getting this attached to him and you knew that one day or the other he would stop coming over and that thought felt like a twist in your heart.

Today was now one of the nights he would come over. You guys would have dinner together, sometimes take out, sometimes you would prepare something for him, or you both would cook together. He was bringing your favourite, cheese tteotbokki.

After dinner, you both did the usual, clean up and head to bed. At this point, Chan had a few of his clothes in your closet. It was more convenient that way. Chan was never the type of person who would go to sleep immediately. He would change into his pajamas, and sit with his headphones on for the longest time possible, until he gets tired. It was now 3:30 am and were woken up by the sound of a thud. When you opened your eyes, you found out that Chan had dropped his phone on the ground and was now patting your head to put you back to sleep.

“Chan it’s late.” You said groggily.

“Yeah, I’m almost done.” He said, with his hand now resting on your head, weaved with your hair.

“You know that won’t put me to sleep, right?” You chuckled as your gaze stopped at him. You were taking in his features for a few moments. He noticed and smiled at you, taking his headphones off, putting his laptop away.

“So what will?” He asked as he laid down beside you, hand now resting on your cheek. You smiled at him and he pulled you close, your head now close to his chest and his hand around you shoulder and head, playing with your hair. There was a different level of closeness and comfort between you both, maybe not usual between friends, or if we’re talking about reality, an idol and a fan.

“Chan... can I say something?” You spoke, breaking the silence. He hummed in response.

“I don’t know if I should say this, but... I feel myself getting used to.. all of this.” You said, mustering up some courage.

“Does that scare you?” He asked. Even though the answer was yes, you thought about it. Why should it? But also, why shouldn’t it?

“Yes.” You mumbled. A silence fell upon the both of you.

“It scares me too. I haven’t felt this way in like, forever. I mean, I don’t know if the decision I want to take is right or wrong. You know what I mean?” He said. You moved back to take a look at him.

“What decision?” You asked.

“I- I don’t think I want to be scared, ya know? Of this or of getting attached to you.” As he spoke about what he had been thinking about, it felt like he was speaking your mind. As if he could read what you had been thinking about. You could only hum out in response.

“Y/N” he said fixing his gaze with yours. All these days of being so close to each other and you never directly looked into his eyes, how brown they were and how they sparkled. They gave you butterflies, heck, you were pretty sure you could feel the whole zoo running rampage inside your stomach.

“I don’t want to hide anymore.”

“I don’t either.” You said, resting your hand on his. He looked at you for a moment before pecking your lips. His lips so warm and soft against yours, and in a short moment, the warm feeling was gone, it made your lips feel cold.

A smile blossomed on his face.

“Do you wanna come with me tomorrow? To talk to PD-nim about us?” He asked.

“And then we make it official?” You asking, failing to hold back your smile.

“And then, we make it official.” He said. He was about to pull you in a hug when you put a hand on his chest to stop him.

“What if he doesn’t approve? You’re an idol, I’m a nobody. I make coffee on weekends. You will end up in great peril.”

“He will. I will convince him, even if he doesn’t, it’s a chance I’m willing to take. ‘Cause I know, I won’t find anyone like you.”

“Chan...I don’t wanna be a menace for you..” you trailed off.

“Sshh. Don’t worry about it. He can’t refuse me.” He shushed you as he pulled you in his embrace and placed a kiss on your temple.

Maybe things would turn out as you both wanted, right?

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crispychannie · 4 years ago

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“Bestfriend”

Bang Chan x Fem Reader

Genre : smut, NSFW, little fluff (?)

Warnings : vaginal play, slight masturbation (m), receiving(f) mention of ‘kitten’

Summary : Bestfriends to lovers. That’s all you need to know

Word count : 3.5k

Note : Never will I ever be able to write and imagine without giving minimal details and plot for context

2:45 pm

Chan heaved a sigh as he quickly stood beside the curtains, afraid that you must’ve seen him looking at you from his window. He peeped at the now-empty window sill and drew the curtains close. With sunlight finding it’s way through the curtains, the room was still lit. Making his way back to his bed, he discarded the last piece of clothing which covered his privates. Turning to his laptop, he resumed the slide show while bringing his hand to his hard member.

He looked at the pictures, the curves on the body, how the bikini bottom (hehe) was held by nothing but thin strings around the waist, the top, which gave a perfect shape to the breasts. The picture on his laptop changed, it was now a picture in the pool. He held the girl close to him, her hands on his shoulders, they were having fun in the pool. He groaned as his pace grew faster, reminiscing about how turned on he was that day. How he could see her nippels erect with all the water contact to her bare skin.

He shut his eyes close, releasing himself to the thought of her, to the thought of you. He turned his face towards the laptop and enabled the sleep mode. Pulling a few tissues from the box on his side table, he cleaned himself up and walked towards his bathroom. As he walked out of the bathroom, he saw balls of crumbled paper at the foot of his bed which was close to the open window. He walked towards the window and pushed the curtains apart, only to find you in the act of throwing them across.

“I’m coming over” you said from the opposite window in a hand sign language. You grabbed the branch of the tree which ended right near your window and pulled yourself towards the tree, making your way towards Chan’s window.

“Hellloooo sun....” you trailed off as you jumped in from his window sill and saw him in his boxers, at broad daylight.

“Shinneee.... were you sleeping? At this hour?” You asked him.

“I was... hot” he panicked.

“It’s snowing out there” You shook your head in disbelief.

“Were you busy?” You asked as you plopped down on his bed, making yourself comfortable.

“No, I was just chilling.”

“Great then, let’s watch a movie.” You said as you stretched your arm to reach for his laptop.

“Nooo!” He screamed as he shut the screen, acknowledging the fact that you knew the password. “We can’t watch a movie.”

“Why?” You whined.

“I have to work on a project.”

“Oh, then I’ll help you.” You offered.

“Orrr are you hiding something?” You said with a pause and as you lips formed into a smirk. Teasing Chan was your favourite past time.

“Why would I hide anything from you?” He stammered, flustered.

“Then give me your laptop.”

“I- I was... I was looking at pictures of Kim.” He said, defeated.

“You were looking at pictures of your ex... in your boxers?” You raised your eyebrow. You quickly caught up to what he might have been doing. “Okay okay okay okay cool cool cool cool cool.”

He bit the inside of his cheek and looked away. At least he doesn’t know it’s you.

“What did you even see in her? I mean, I’m hotter, any given day.” You mumbled as you rolled your eyes, thinking he didn’t hear you.

“There’s no lie in that” he said to himself as he heard your remark.

“What brings you here though? Finally got some time away from your boyfriend?” He asked.

“Ah.. Dave... yeaaahhh, I broke up with him.” You said as you sat up. His face turned serious and he sat beside you.

“You broke up with doggy Dave? Why? Did he bite too hard?” He joked, earning a glare from you.

“First, he never bit me, if he would’ve I probably wouldn’t have mind it. Second, he was cheating on me. And GUESS who it was?” You turned your face towards him.

“Who?” He tilted his head to the side.

“Kim Hye. They both have had a thing since 5 months.” You said as you held up your fingers in disgust. Chan was shocked, he knew Kim cheated on him. But since 5 months?

“How did you find out?” He asked.

“I found out about Dave from a few people, and then I dug in a little bit more to find out about this outstanding piece of information.” You answered as you pressed your lips together.

Hearing so, he embraced you in a hug. You wrapped your arms around him and shut your eyes close to keep yourself from crying. Chan was always there to make you feel better, to comfort you in your lows. He was there for you from the time your first tooth fell, to your first heartbreak. He was always there. Every time either of you felt like everything was crashing around you, you’d cuddle. Cuddles made everything better.

“Do you want to cuddle?” His voice echoed through his chest. You nodded as you sniffled your nose, tears brimming your eyes.

He pulled you in his arms as you both laid down, pulling the covers over you both. It wasn’t long till you both drifted to sleep.

6:15 pm

Your eyes fluttered open to a dark room, with a pair of arms around you and a chest pressed against your back. You picked your phone from beside the pillow to see the time. Wow, this was a long nap, given the fact that you hadn’t slept in a few days. Bawling your eyes out every night.

Placing your phone back to where it was, you stretched your body. Upon which you felt something brush against your bottom, making you freeze. Is it that you’ve never noticed it before? Or was he just having a wet dream? You turned around to face Chan. Although it was dark, your eyes had adjusted to the lack of light in the room.

You brushed your thumb over his cheek. His skin was soft and as smooth as silk. Only if he wasn’t your bestfriend... things would’ve been so much different., you wouldn’t have to pretend that your heart didn’t flutter every time he held you close, you wouldn’t have to hide your burning cheeks every time he called you a new nickname. At this point, you’ve lost track of all the nicknames he gave. Only if...

Your thoughts were broken as he shuffled under the sheets, making you withdraw your hand quickly and placing it to your chest, looking at him oh-so-innocently as if the thought of him wrecking you never crossed your mind.

He took a deep breath and slowly opened his eyes.

“You’re staring.” He stated as he turned his body around to switch the lights on.

“Hello stalker.” He smiled at you. “Did you sleep well?” You nodded and pretended to stretch your body as he smiled at you.

His eyes practically popped out of his head as he felt a stinging pain in his private, making him create a distance between you and him.

“So umm, will you be leaving now?” He asked he sat up, not removing the covers from his hips.

“Alreadyyyy? We just woke up. We gotta eat and watch a movie and then eat ice cream late at night.” You listed as you sat up and yawned.

Was he trying to make you leave? Chan never asked you when you’d be leaving. He knew he can’t have you around at this moment. Given he dreamt about you. About how he would hover over you and ruin you while you dug your nails in his back as you made the prettiest faces. The thought of running his fingertips over you itself turned him on and he couldn’t control it. He let out a loud sigh and got up.

“Pick a movie.” He said as he passed you his laptop.

With a wide grin, you typed in his password and pressed enter. You were a bit surprised when you saw what was already on his screen. You kept quiet, he was busy dressing up and you didn’t want the laptop to be snatched away from you again. You saw pictures of yourself, some candids you didn’t even know he had taken, memories of you both together, pictures you only sent to him (nothing inappropriate ofc, a little tight clothing a little skin show that’s all). You pressed back to find any folder with his ex in it. None. And then it hit you, he wasn’t looking at his ex, he was looking at you.

Upon realising, you slowly look up to him, he was pulling down his shirt with his back towards you. A million thoughts rushed, should you make a move? He was basically jerking off to you, right? Maybe you should. You chose a romantic movie, something which would set him off, or anything closer.

“Have you seen ‘Call Me By Your Name’?” You asked. He shook his head as to say ‘no’

“I haven’t either. I heard it’s good, and it’s Timothee Chalamet” you pouted as you tried to make your lie as believable as it could. You saw the movie the day it was released, being a huge TC enthusiast.

“You’re really obsessed with him, aren’t you?” He laughed at you which made you smile in response.

“I’ll get some snacks.” He left the room while you searched and readied the movie.

*time skip to movie*

Exactly one hour into the movie and the tension had started to build up between you and him, creating a physical distance between you both. He had a pillow in his lap on which he rested the bowl of popcorn. And so it appeared ; The scene you’ve been waiting for, to make a move, cause you knew Chan would be too shy to do so. As the guy on the screen untied the girl’s bikini top and started kissing her tummy till he went down, you paused the movie and looked at him, he turned his head towards you as to ask “what happened?”

Deep down you were nervous, you didn’t want to make him uncomfortable but might as well take the risk, right?

You took the bowl of popcorn from his hands and placed it on the ground, his eyes never leaving your face because of all the confusing thoughts running in his head. You moved the pillow from his lap, panic striking over his face as he was trying to hide his hard clothed member which was now out in the open. You licked your lips as you locked eyes with him and straddled him, with both your legs on either sides.

Chan didn’t utter a word, although his heart felt like it would explode any moment now. He had dreamt of this scenario in every possible way, and it was finally coming true, why would he withhold himself?

“What- what are you doing?” He stammered, trying to phrase the sentence correctly. His brain had began to short circuit already.

You wrapped your arms around his neck and took his hands and placed them around your waist. He eased up a little and pulled you closer. Your foreheads touching. He still could not believe this, but the smell of your berry flavoured shampoo and vanilla perfume kept reminding him that it’s real. You both gulped hard while your nose picking up the scent of his exquisite yet heavenly cologne.

Everything seemed to freeze the moment your lips touched. He cupped your face and ran his thumb over your cheek. As if to feel your skin and make sure it was really YOU and that he wasn’t dreaming all of this. You could only focus on how soft his lips were and how perfectly they were in sync with yours.

Nothing meant more to him than this moment. The way he had his arm around your waist, how he was already addicted to your lips. It was the warmth and comfort he got. And he was falling harder, craving your scent and feeling you so close to him. But his stupid, STUPID lungs had to find air, he was forced to separate from the kiss and sat there cupping your face with both hands. He kissed your cheek, and then the other, and then your chin, and nose and forehead, and lastly, a peck on your lips, and parted with a smile.

“I wanna ruin our friendship, Chan. I don’t know how to say this, cause you’re really my dearest friend” you breathe out, receiving another peck on your lips in response.

“How long have you waited to do this?” You asked.

“Long enough,” he answered.

“Can I confess?” He asked. You responded with a hum as to say yes.

“I dated Kim to make you jealous... but instead.... you invited us on double dates.” He let out a chuckle.

“She knew I wasn’t into her as much, but she still wanted to date me, I said “suit yourself”. I wasn’t surprised when she cheated on me Y/N, I knew she would. But I didn’t know she would drag HIM into this. I’m sorry.”

“You’re not the reason for my breakup, don’t apologise.” You eyes furrowed.

“Partially, I am. But... I’m pretty sure I can make you feel better than he ever did.” A smirk appeared on his lips as he looked into your eyes. Slowly leaning in, he pressed his lips onto yours, kissing with more fervour than he did before. You ran your fingers slowly through his brown locks while your other hand rested on his broad shoulder, as he gently laid you down on the mattress.

“Can I?” He asked for permission.

“Yes” you nodded. Truth be told, he was scared. He was scared he’d mess up and that everything would rush downhill from there, and he had been dreading that thought. You’ve always been his favourite girl, his partner in crime, and a single mistake would be enough to ruin everything.

He pushed your legs apart and positioned himself over you, resting on his elbows, so that not much of his weight was on you and ran his tongue over your lips. He then intertwined his hand with yours and held it above your head. As he continued sucking and biting on your lower lip, a hand underneath your top, and it went higher and higher and came to a halt at your chest, gently pressing your breast. You gasped a little as he did and he took the chance to slide his tongue in, twirling your tongue with the tip of his.

He dragged his lips to the soft skin of your neck and gently nipped your ear lobe, sipping on the soft flesh, as he wrapped your legs around his waist. Marking you all along your neck and collarbone, he slowly moved his hips towards your core and thrusted forward, grinding on you. All of these light touches and neck kisses heightened your senses and you grew a burning desire to feel him inside.

“Chan...” you breathe out. He took it as his cue and dragged your shirt up with his teeth and left it at your chest, while holding you by your waist. Leaving little pecks and marks all over your stomach, he teased your belly button with his tongue which made your breath shaky. The urge to have him touch you in other places grew.

“Stop.... teasing... me.” You tried to say.

“I don’t want to rush anything kitten. We’ve got lots of time.” He said as he kissed your neck while his one hand lifted your back and the other pulled your shirt off your head. Your chest rising and falling heavily. He kissed your lips as he unhooked your bra and threw it into another dimension. His lips and hand then found their way to your breasts. While he tweaked and palmed your breast, his mouth sucked and bit the other one. Your hands instinctively weaved his hair and pushed his head closer to you. He wanted to paint you with his lips like you were his personal canvas. Earning whimpers and low moans from you. He was enjoying this, taking every second into consideration and feeling each and every inch of your body under his lips. He could feel your impatience underneath him.

Chan kissed his way till your waist and pulled your leggings off completely, leaving you in nothing but your panties. He looked at you from down there. How your eyes were closed already and lips slightly parted. His tongue left strokes on your clothed core, creating a wet patch. He moved the panties to the side and pressed his tongue on your slit, causing you to take a deep breath. He then pressed his lips and sucked on you slit, while his tongue twirled with the nub.

“Chan....” you whined, making him smirk. He took your panties off with his teeth and got back to paying attention on your wet core. Kissing you all over, except where you want him to be. You tugged his hair as a warning. How had it come to this? Didn’t you have the upper hand at the start of this situation? When did things turn 360?

His lips left you which made you groan.

“Have a little patience kitten.” He said as he took his shirt off and kissed your jaw. He sat between your legs and extended his arm towards you.

“Get up.” You looked at him, confused. Yet, you gave him your hand and he pulled you up. Leaving soft kisses on your lips, he sat behind you, and made you rest yourself on his bare chest. He placed his hands on your thigh, signalling you to spread your legs. Kissing your neck, he massaged your breasts and slowly moved one hand down to your core, playing with the tip of your core with his thumb. You slipped out a moan with all the stimulation. Chan kept leaving tiny kisses over your shoulder and behind your ear. He slowly slid his middle finger inside, causing you to moan a little louder. Drawing figure eights on your clit, he slid in another, making you arch your back. Your moans became more lewd as he slowly picked up the pace.

Your hand trying to grip on to something as the knot in your stomach tightened, you gripped the sheets to the point where your knuckles turned while, and your other hand on Chan’s neck, who was still behind you. Fingering you at an inhuman speed, you came closer to your release.

“Are you close baby?” Chan whispered in your ear.

“Yes, so close.” You moaned out. He swiftly laid you down and placed himself in front of your core. As he kept fingering you, he licked you up and down, your hand gripping his hair in response. Your moans grew louder as you reached your high.

“Chan... I’m-“ you tried to speak in between lewd moans.

“Let it out baby, let it out.” He said. It was as if you were waiting for his permission to release. Tears brimmed your eyes and you felt like your legs would give out. He sucked as if he was being treated with his favourite juice. “You were perfect.” He said as he slowly removed his fingers, causing you to whimper because of the hollow feeling. He moved up to your mouth and ran his thumb over your lower lip, which made you open your mouth. Looking into your eyes, he put his two fingers in your mouth, which you sucked obediently, twirling your tongue around them, cleaning your juices off. Chan bit his lip.

“You see how sweet you taste? How can you look so innocent while you do this?” He asked as he removed his fingers and placed soft kisses on your lips and neck. He laid down beside you. You moved yourself to position yourself over him, ready to give him some pleasure.

“No princess.” He said as he pushed you back on his bed, turning you towards him.

“We can do that later. I only wanted to make you feel good.” He said as he wrapped his arm around your waist and kissed your shoulder.

“But-“ you got cut off by Chan kissing you. He broke the kiss and smiled.

“I’m happy.” He said and planted a kiss on your forehead. “I love you so much Y/N.” and pulled you close.

“I love you too, Channie.” You said as you wrapped yourself around him.

“Let’s get you cleaned up, come on.” He said and took you by your hand to his washroom. After cleaning up, he gave you his hoodie, he always wanted you wear his hoodies. While you were putting his hoodie on, you heard him chuckle. You pulled your head through and looked at him as to ask ‘what’s up?’

Pulling you close, he kissed your temple. “We didn’t start this the correct way, but.. would you do the honour of being my girlfriend?” He chuckled.

“I don’t know Chan.” You pressed your lips together, making it look like you were considering his proposal. “Maybe if you took me out on a date, I would.” You looked at him and smiled. He left a tiny peck on your lips.

“I would love to. Wanna have breakfast with me? Then we’ll go someplace, where it’s only you and me.” He said as he laced his fingers with yours.

“Sounds amazing.” You said, resting your foreheads together.

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crispychannie · 4 years ago

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kuroo would get so happy when u say u want to talk to him abt stars n then he's all disappointed when he realizes u meant astrology n not astrophysics

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Daisy

Bang Chan x Fem reader

Warnings : smut, fingering, oral, car sex

Word count : 8.5k

Note : I can’t write without context and buildup, so yeah. This is my v first smut in the entirety of my life, please don’t judge if it’s terrible

Summary : Reader teases Chan during her event practice which turns him on. That’s it. That’s the plot

The song Daisy by Ashnikko inspired me to write this

It was past 5 pm. You were at the university preparing for your cultural event which was in a few days and had told Chan to come pick you up.

You had just finished your group dance practice and now were just messing around in the auditorium. Your friends had decided to play random songs and each one of you, acted like you were performing a concert.

“Ahh Y/N-si, you should perform this one.” Your bestfriend said as she played a song. This song was your favourite, it just made you move your body with no control and you loved it.

The music started. Your friends cheered, while you got yourself in character for the performance.

“You don’t wanna see me bratty, pet the kitty call me catty”

you started rapping along with the lyrics, feeling each and every word of it.

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It was 5:03 pm and he know he was late to pick Y/N up. He parked in front of the university and tried to find his way to the auditorium. He found someone along the halls and asked them for direction and proceeded to walk towards the auditorium.

He could hear faint music, and someone rapping along to the song. He slightly open the door, and peeped in, a smirk appeared on his face when he saw it was you on stage and to the choice of your song. He opened the door a little bit more and slid himself inside and sat himself in the back seats. He knew if you would know he’s here, you’d either drop the act or just come running towards him. But he wanted to watch.

“I’m crazy but you like that, I bite back.”

You harmonised with the song, while looking at your friend in front of the stage.

“Screw ice, glacier with the blue eyes, I’m terrifying.”

You sang and laughed along with the song.

“She’s so into it.” “You gotta dance bro, you gotta dance.” Your friends said to you.

“Okay okay.” You said.

“I’m no Cinderella but I like the shoes, big glass platforms, bitch I’m choosy”

You rapped as you walked along the stage, till the other side of it, you looked towards the door thinking about how Chan was supposed to come pick you up, when you see a distant figure resting their arms on the seat in their front, looking at you. A smile crept onto your face as you recognised that figure as Chan’s.

“I’m no prey but I am pursued”

You looked at him as you walked to the center of the stage. The fact that you knew he was there, eyes fixated on you, gave you a sudden boost of confidence.

“Bow down and kiss on my ring”

you sang along as you did hand gestures matching the lyrics.

“I’m crazy but you like that, I bite back.”

You sang as you formed a claw with your hand to match with the lyrics. You looked over at Chan, he had moved a few seats closer.

“Daisies on your night stand, never forget it.”

Your hand made its way to your neck, as you looked down and looked up with a smirk.

“I blossom in the moonlight.”

You said as you moved your hand from your neck, to your chest, caressing your breast, to your hips earning cheers from your friends. Making sure Chan would feast his eyes.

The hook was twice and in the second part, you walked up to your girl bestfriend, pulling her real close, and softly grinding on her, your hips barely touching but you knew that was enough.

You couldn’t see his expression in the dark but you knew he was licking his lips.

“La la la, la la la, la la la, I’m terrifying”

you then began to do the dance break step of dance racha from their song wow (yk the one with the body rolls and finger snaps).

“Whohooo!!” Your friends cheered and clapped as you bowed and giggled all shy and said thank you. Chan walked towards the stage clapping, grabbing everyone’s attention.

“Shall we head home?” He asked with a devilish smile.

“Ah. Sure.” You said and bid your goodbyes.

The walk to the car was off topic, nothing related to what he saw back there. But once you sat in the car, and the drive had started, he said -

“That was quite a performance you put up there for everyone.”

“Did you not like it? It was for you.” You said as you innocently bat your eyes at him.

“If it was for me, it should’ve been in the bedroom, not on the stage with other boys drooling over you moving your hips like that” he said as he moved his hand to your thigh, tightly grasping it.

“Someone’s jealous.” You passed a remark. Chan then pulled over in an empty parking lot.

“I thought this could wait till we get home, but I guess not.” He said as he removed his and your seatbelt and jumped over to the backseat.

“Are you serious?” You raised an eyebrow. He pulled you by your hand into his lap with your legs on either side of him.

He kissed you softly at first, but he got hungrier as he deepened the kiss. His hands made way to your ass, squeezing it. He bit your lower lip and sucked on it, turning it into a shade of purple. With his hand on the back of your head, he pulled you closer, and slid his tongue inside, he parted his lips so now you were sucking on his tongue, he let out a soft groan before he started kissing your neck.

His lips travelled from sucking your neck, marking you harshly, to your ear, where he nibbled on your earlobe and giving you a fuzzy feeling in your tummy. He went back to marking you along your neck and collarbone as his hands found their way to your chest. Finding your bra inconvenient, he unclipped it and removed it from underneath your tee. His lips making their way back to yours, he massaged your breasts slowly, palming your nipples to make them erect. He takes your shirt off and pulls your bare body close before resuming to massage your breasts. He then dug his face between your breasts and pressed them before taking one of them in his mouth. He nibs at your nipple at first, giving it tiny licks and takes it in, sucking and biting on it, while his other hand roughly presses your other breast.

A groan escapes your lips. He switched from one side to the other while doing the same. You bit your lip trying to keep it in, but God it felt amazing. He moves his hands back to pressing your breasts while he made eye contact with you. His pupils dilated and filled with hunger and hair a mess.

He slithered his arm around your waist and laid you down on the seat, while slipping his shirt off as he hovered over you, not breaking eye contact. He then started leaving kisses starting from your lips, neck, chest, stomach and stopped above the button of your jeans. He looked at you as he sat between your legs, and waited before he unbuttoned your jeans as you gave him a nod. He threw your jeans in the front.

“My baby’s already wet for me.” He said as he gave kitten licks on the fabric of your panties. You locked your fingers in his hair as the heat between your legs grew.

“Chan...please...” you said, sounding desperate.

“Please what, babygirl?” He asked as he ran his finger in circles over the fabric.

“Make me cum..” you begged.

“You think I’m gonna let you off so easily after that stunt you’ve pulled?” He pushes your panties to the side and stroked your folds with his tongue.

“And what did I tell you? Who am I?”

“Chris.. please...” you moaned as the fire inside you grew, desperately wanting him inside of you.

“Will you behave then angel?” He asked as he rubbed his thumb at the end of your clit.

“Yes..” you breathe out.

“Yes what?” He said as he stopped stimulating you.

“Yes Chris, I’ll behave.”

“Good girl.” He said as he ripped away your panties and pressed his lips to your core, licking and sucking before ramming his tongue inside making you squirm in his mouth. He continued eating you out while he rubbed the upper part of your core with his thumb making you arch your back into his mouth. He held your hips down with one hand as he parted his lips from your clit, while having a string of your juices connected to his lips. He then licked his lips and moved up to kiss you. You could taste your juices in his mouth, he then brought his hand between the both of and between your legs and started rubbing your wet core, making you moan in his mouth.

“Chris...” is all you could say before he inserted his fingers inside of you, hitting every spot perfectly, moaning in his ear while he left hickeys on your neck and collar bone. You soon reached your high and you could feel a knot in your stomach.

“Chris... I need to cum...” you said between pants.

“Cum for me angel.” He whispered in your ear as he placed his mouth at your core, his hands holding your things on his shoulders, swallowing and licking every drop of your juice. Your grip in his hair loosened as you breathed heavily.

“We should do this again.” You said with your eyes half closed.

“Oh, should we?” He said as he kissed your lips giving you a taste of yourself.

“Let’s go home so we can finish this.” You said. He smirked at your words and helped you dress up.

“Let’s go.”

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crispychannie · 4 years ago

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A Saviour

Bang Chan x Fem Reader

Genre : idek at this point

T/W : self harm

Word count : 2,804

Part 1

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Part 2

“Y/N!” You heard Chan scream from outside the bathroom door.

You tried to not pay attention to his voice as the blade touched your wrists. Tears rolling down your cheeks and stinging on your wrists. Just one more, just another, but a little deeper, and that’s all you had to do. You had your backup option beside you, a bottle of liquid cyanide. With your back resting to the bathtub you squeezed your eyes shut. A little deeper. A loud thud startled you and you opened your eyes to look at the door.

“Y/N!” He screamed and ran towards you. He climbed in the tub beside you, pushing away the bottle and held your wrists apart, trying to keep away the possibility of you hurting yourself any further.

“Baby what are you doing?” He said as tears rolled down his cheeks.

“No, no, no please don’t do this.” Tears streamed down both his cheeks. A piece of paper in his hand. Why did he come?

“I’m sorry.”

“I’m sorry but please leave, Chan.” You said as tears choked your voice.

“I’m not going anywhere, I’m never leaving you and neither are you.” He said as he took the blade and threw it across the bathroom floor.

He pulled you into his arms. His chin resting on your head, your head against his chest, you could hear his heart pounding at full speed.

“There’s no way I’m going to lose you.” He said as tears rolled down his cheeks.

“Baby what’s wrong? Talk it out please.” His voice cracked.

“I can’t do this Chan, I really can’t take it anymore. I don’t have it in me to go any further.”

“Y/N you cannot give up this way.” He said as he rubbed your back.

“What about all the places you wanted to visit? Who’ll go there? What about all the street food you wanted to eat? What about the stuff toys you wanted to buy? What about petting a tiger? What about owning a husky with me? What about all the animals you wanted to pet? What about all the people you wanted to save? Do you really not want to do all that? Do you really just want to give up on these beautiful moments?”

You couldn’t help but cry in his chest.

“Baby there’s so much you have to do, it can be a bad day, a bad week but never a bad life. I’m always here for you, don’t ever feel alone. Even if you think I might be busy with work I’m never busy for you. I won’t hesitate to drop all my work and run to you.”

All you could say was “I’m sorry.” While tears streamed down your face.

“Do not be sorry baby, don’t say sorry. It’s not your fault.” He shushed you as he wiped your tears and rubbed your back.

He got up and got the medical kit from the cabinet and disinfected your fresh wounds.

“I love you, I love you a lot, Y/N” he said as he kissed your wrists. He then proceeded to apply ointment and bandage your wrists and held you in his chest again.

“I’m always, always here for you, never forget that.” He said as he kissed your forehead.

Note : I hope you’ve liked this, REQUESTS ARE OPEN

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crispychannie · 4 years ago

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A Saviour

Bang Chan x Fem Reader

Genre : Angst

T/W : Self harm, suicide

Word count : 3,726

Summary : I can’t say anything without spoiling this lmao

Note : If you think you are going through the same situation and feel helpless, please reach out to someone. There is always someone out there who’s willing to help. If not, you can always text me. Please take care of yourselves and this I hope this doesn’t encourage anyone in anyway.

Part 1

Y/N : Channniiiee

Chan : Hey love, what’s up?

Y/N : You know that I love you, right?

Chan : Yes. And I love you too♥️

Y/N : Don’t ever feel alone. Okay?

Chan : Babe, is everything alright?

Y/N : Everything is great! Don’t worry bout it.

Y/N : Oh and also, I’m sorry

Chan : What are you apologising for?

Y/N : I just felt like saying it 👀

*New text message*

Chan : I see👀 Lets have lunch together?

You set your phone on the table beside the 3 pages you were now going to write and switched it off while looking at the notification. You walked out to the main door, and locked it. Walked back into your room, and locked the door. You took a deep breathe and walked towards your writing desk and started writing.

To the love of my life,

*Chan’s P.O.V*

It’s been 15 minutes and Y/N still hadn’t replied to the text I sent her.

30 minutes pass ~

Delivered

“Ahh where is she I’m hungry”

45 minutes later ~

“The number you’ve decided to reach is currently switched off. Please call again later” I heard the lady say. Switched off? Y/N never switches her phone off. I call again 2 minutes later, I hear the same.

A gut feeling told me to check up on her. So I did.

“Hyung, where are you going?” Changbin asked as I grabbed my jacket.

“A little errand I have to run, I’ll be back soon.” I said and I sped to her place. Meanwhile I kept calling her, but, in vain. I reached her apartment and ran up to her floor. 10 minutes of ringing the door bell was of no use. I then decided to call her friend.

“Friend/Name do you know where Y/N’s spare apartment key is?”

“Is everything okay? Isn’t she home?”

“She hasn’t been picking her calls nor opening the door.”

“That’s unlike her, okay umm, there must be a blue flower pot somewhere, do you see it?”

“Yes yes. Underneath it?”

“No. Inside the mud.”

“Inside- I- ohmygosh okay thank you.”

I dug the key out and unlocked the front door.

“Y/N! Babe? Where are you?” The house had a dead silence which I wasn’t used to. I checked in the kitchen, no one. In the balcony, no sign of her.

I walked up to her room and tried to open the door. Locked.

“Babe? What’s wrong? Why is the door locked?” No answer. My heart started racing for some reason. Numerous scenarios popped in my head.

“Babe please open the door.” I said as I knocked a few more times. I had then decided to break the door. I kicked it a few times near the knob and it flung open.

The room was empty. But on her writing desk, I saw her phone, placed above 3 pages which were filled. They caught my eye as they read :

“To the love of my life”

“Dear mum and dad”

“Dear your/bestfriend/name”

I proceeded to read the first one.

“To the love of my life,

First of all, I apologise for this mess. I should’ve never dragged you in all of this, but at the same time, I wish I would’ve met you sooner. You’re everything I could ever wish for and I’m only ever happy when I’m with you. But it shouldn’t be that way. Chan, my love, please don’t blame yourself for anything. It has nothing to do with you. I just couldn’t take it, the pressure, the pain, bad nights. It’s at a point where I cannot take it anymore and I want it to stop. The thoughts in my head, the darkness inside my heart, I want it to stop. Chan, I love you so much, you’re the best person ever, anyone would be lucky to have you. You make my heart flutter in ways I didn’t even know was possible. I just hope you reach your peak of succes soon. Take care of yourself and please sleep on time.

Forever yours,

Y/N

Tears rolled down my cheeks. This cannot be.

“Y/N” I screamed and headed towards the bathroom door. Locked. I started screaming and kicking the door. And the door finally broke.

When I saw her in front of me, I was devastated. A million pieces inside of me broke.

“Y/N!” I screamed and ran towards her.

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Part 2

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