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The thing is, I am working another job. It's food service/retail? I work concessions at a movie theater because the digital court reporter job is not fulltime, and I have no idea how to get transcription work. I like the place I work; I don't even mind the work itself. It's the social interaction. Socializing tires me. Working 8 hours and having to smile and be polite is not normal for me. I'm not saying I'm an asshole; I try incredibly hard not to be because I know I'm not Miss Sunshine. But I know how I come off because I don't smile normally---my face is usually Wednesday Adams coded. It's not on purpose. I would like to be one of those people that could smile naturally, but I am not. And then I worry about it, and it makes me think I am not nice enough or good enough. And it makes working incredibly difficult. Whereas if I have a phone job, people can't see my face so I'm not sitting there worrying about it. I applied for a contract job with a phone company, but it doesn't start until January, and I have to do the training too. I just wish there was some way between now and December that I could skip working at the current job because I basically have an 8-hour panic attack.

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Attempted a self-portrait.

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Wicked (2024) + reviews

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Get to do my first Digital Court Reporting Hearing tomorrow! So excited. I also enrolled in another contract job, but the training won't start until January 7th.

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Saying this as someone who has reblogged stuff from Gladiator for Pedro Pascal and Paul Mescal thirst traps, I do think it is interesting that Wicked, the musical that tells the story of marginalized people and how racism hurts them, is getting more hate than the movie that thought it was a fun idea to take the roman colosseum, where slaves died fighting because their emperor was a sick fuck, turned into a popcorn bucket.

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I still want an animated Wicked but the movie does look better than the trailers that were put out.

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TAYLOR SWIFT Anti-Hero (2022)

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Monk (2002-2009) — s.1e.07 | Mr. Monk and the Billionaire Mugger⠀⠀⠀

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I want to move. I want to be in another state so bad. But I don’t know if I will ever have the money to do that. I am so tired of being in the place where I live. The people are terrible and I can’t stand it. It’s disheartening living some place where people are such assholes. I try and do the right thing all of the time and then there’s people here that don’t give a shit because they don’t think about anyone and I come off as the weird one and I can’t be as bad as the people here. I can’t. Living in a small, midwestern town is driving me crazy. It’s suffocating.

Nobody else agrees with me on anything and it is so demoralizing.

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Leftist men say “let’s eat the rich” but still make you cook it first

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Not ranting about how Wicked is a metaphor to the people that refunded their ticket today because the movie was “racist” is going to be my villain origin story. They were both white people from Montana.

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Being an adult who is an artist sort of is like---yeah, I'm watching My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic for "research". In reality, it's got four seasons and is just cute, okay? Also, the writing is pretty solid for a kids tv show.

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I love that Sally Jackson’s 3 love interests are just

Literal god

Canonically pure evil

Paul

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Best Red Velvet Cake

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homemade mozzarella sticks

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"History is useless", "that kind of thing won't ever happen again," "I don't get why we need history," respectfully, after this year, fuck off.

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Chris Evans explains his new look