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Life Outside Home

Road range, accidents, stop lights and street signs outside seems to be scary and nuisance sometimes you don't know what will happen to  your 4 wheel vehicle when you press on start and how your life will be crumbled when you don't step on brake, your life outside home is a life that you'll risk because you don't know what will happen next.

You were sitting in a jeepney, falling in line for your e-ticket to a train, or standing in a bus going somewhere else. Sometimes life outside home is fascinating, you get to try things that is not within your comfort, you get to see the beauty of the mountains and the calmness of the waves, you can hear the wind blowing the leaves of the trees and the birds chirping from above. Its the life outside our homes and we cannot deny the fact that it is where our life meets our dreams, it is where our feet brings us closer to what we are chasing, and the life outside our homes will be our next comfort zone.

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there's a piece of me with the hint of you.

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overcoming anxiety for almost a month is not a joke. Waking up in the middle of the night and battling with my emotions just to get back to sleep again. i want to be at peace

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loving

who wouldn't have thought that someone is capable of loving someone, romantically or platonically. Growing up I was fantasized by love, i know that love is beautiful, love is rainbows. I didn't know that love should be driven by commitment, that it should be the reason why you live, the reason why you're progressing.

I didn't knew that I'll come to a point of losing myself because i loved. I never saw it coming.

I didn't knew that love will teach me to see the beauty of every person in my life.

I didn't knew that love will be the reason of growing.

I didn't knew that love will be the one that will give you courage.

I didn't knew that love will be the reason to be patient & understanding.

I never knew that I'll lose the love i have in the people that i loved.

All i knew is love will be the beautiful reason to live, go on, & leave.

it's really the time to go :)

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i remember myself crying hard to Lord dahil may mga subjects ako na sobrsng nahihirapan at feeling ko yun yung magiging dahilan ng hindi ko pagiging intern dahil sobrang hirap hindi ko alam pano isusurvive. but then here i am, the Lord brought me here. No wonder why the Lord gave that battle for me to be ready for what He is preparing for my life. Truly He won't abandon you, He won't forsake you & He will always be merciful.

In His promise I'll forever cling.

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ayoko na ng buhay ko pls lang nakakaumay ang drama na ito

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burn out

wala na bang iba? ako nalang lagi talaga? HAHA.

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nakakapagod maging si rose ann

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growing up i was told that whenever everything doesn't come alright or something is wrong you got to ignore it. Di ka pedeng mag dwell sa kung anong nararamdaman mo because you need to move on agad. You don't have the time to process everything. you need to be strong and move forward. But when i grow up. Ang hirap pala. Hanggang sa mapuno ka nalang ng emotions mo and mamuhay ka na wala ng naramdaman sa mga nangyayari. sana kayanin ko pa. baka pag hindi na, awan ko na.

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Lord help me understand this life.

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stuck w boomerz is the hardest part of my life HAHAH iinvalidate niyo na or what pero yun talaga. Yung emotional well being ko hindi mahandle ang environment when im w them🥲

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walang ibang pangalan na alam kundi si rose ann. :(

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ohh to live with boomerz💀

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why adulting is hard?

hi im rose ann, 22 years old still studying and learning how to balance my life - personal to social. Still learning how to balance my emotions and thoughts, learning how life should be living.

im not in my peak adulthood but i don't get why i feel like i need to meet the responsibility of a peak adulthood from studying to being daughter, friend and a person.

how time flies? yesterday im just a teenage girl who only knows to live life to the fullest but right now i can't recall how live life. Balancing everything - the thoughts, the words & the emotions. Life should be freeing, life should be peaceful.

everything seems to be messy

the coffee tastes different

the toast needs to be urgent

from the roaming around to running errand

from fixing, healing, then going back again

someday in the alternate universe it will be better, someday it will be over.

i hope someday the coffee will be back to its old roast, the toast will be savor at any hour, the time would not be rush and life will be lived while.

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life's too overwhelming, sometimes i just want to quit.

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funny how people use you just because they are not okay.

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you pulled the string