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love you till the night ends

winrina angst ,, prolly part of aespa's lore wc: 638 ⟡ originally posted in wattpad note: im rlly like sorry if this is shit i had to write it in a rush ++ plz dont mind my old cringey works as they'll prolly be deleted in a few days ... or just forget about it :sobscryingdying:

As winter and karina step out in the surface one of them knowing that their love was temporary. Only winter knew, like every princess movie, you can only love till midnight was struck. But now, if one of them bids a farewell, everything will be washed- like everything. They would forget the both of their presence. Winter didnt want this happening, it was a curse, it was a curse of the black mamba. She knew what karina didnt know, she chose not to tell her. She knew that it was bad but, she knew that this was for the best for the both of them.

She only could wish to banish the black mamba, shes nothing, shes nothing but an ae living in this cruel world. She somewhat knew, that this curse happened all because of her. She had chose to fight the black mamba on the flat itself, now, the world of kwangya is now ruled by a dark evil curse that revolves around her. Everyone cannot know that she did this, the curse was everything that happens in one day is temporary, basically if you meet another person today, they will not remember you the next day, both of you will act like strangers that have never met each other.

Winter had put potions on the rest of her loved ones so they could conquer the curse. Little did she know, the black mamba had put everyones mind in a trance, the spell.. it was temporary. Now that it was the last day of that potion, even tho, karina dosent know the curse everyone- i mean, everyone on the land of kwangya dosent know. It just keeps happening and controls itself, she was the reason for this chaos and now, she feels like the gods above her head are ruining her life for summoning such a dangerous happening.

" winter, is something wrong? you've been so off since this morning " Karina said, slightly tilting her head in confusion " im okay, im just thinking about something... " she said while staring down trying to avoid her eyes " is something bothering you? we can talk about it you know, i wouldnt want to be a useless significant other if im not comforting to you, winter. " she jokingly scoffed at the previous sentence Winter didnt respond instead, she just chuckled to the question

" hey, what would you do if everyone... forgot about you... you forget about everyone... it'd be like you haven't met a single soul in your years of living? " Winter broke the silence between them " i would... i would freak " she took it as a joke, but she didnt know it would actually come to reality. Winter frowned as she took it as a joke, Karina was about to speak when winter suddenly had interrupted her " Im sorry, but this is my last goodbye, karina " " winter? what are you say- " " i promise, when i have time, i will visit you and make you try to know me again, maybe in another universe. " Karina was too shocked to reply to her lover. " we may be fated, but maybe not in this time. Tomorrow, you'll forget how i even existed, even though ill not forget you. Im sorry, this was all my fault, for the last time, i love you till the night ends. " Before they can both talk it out, Karina vanished. Winter knew this was for the best, for the best for her lovers sake and the sake for herself. Even tho she loved her with her whole life, she couldn't hold this for a long time. It hurt her seeing the sight of everyone forget her while shes here, feeling locked up in a cage of doom. the end.

very shit, i know.

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im not continuing pubg anymore, just lead to your imagination, idk anymore. I dont know anything to write about really

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currently writing the next part of that shit and cringing, why.

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JUNGWON YOUR A FUCKING DICK 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕v

[ LOVING YOU ! ⭐️ ] — it’s not whatever.

listen to astronomy by conan gray while reading for better experience !! also if you want to know what the scene of when jungwon ran out with yn looked like, you can see it in TXT’s Lo$er Lover MV where soobin runs out with a girl and gets chased by an employee <3

“Order 462 fruit sandwich a cafe latte please come up,” the cashier says loudly, “and order 463 fruit sandwich and americano please come up.”

Yours is the obviously the Americano. Who were you if you lived in Korea and didn’t order Americano at every cafe?

Plus, HYBE Café makes everything ten times better.

“Thanks,” a voice next to you says as he picks up his order, and your legs almost give up on you as you realize who it is.

It’s Yang Jungwon. And of course—the world just had to do this to you.

“Yang Jungwon?” You whisper, and he seems to have caught it because he rolls his eyes, chuckling to himself.

“Soo Y/N,” he says, sliding a chair out for you to sit in, “what a pleasant surprise.”

“Is it? Is it really?” You scowl at him as you sat down.

You felt as though the two of you were two fighting Kindergartners, seething a comeback after time the other spoke back.

“Are you here to eat your feelings out?” He asks, raising his eyebrows, “oh Y/N, you’re too predictable.”

“You’re impossible,” you reply back, “but yes, I am. How did you know anyways?”

“Because I’m here to do that too,” the boy only sighs as he takes a drink of his latte, “after that shit Riki posted. You know, I always knew the two were lovesick idiots, but I didn’t think they’d be this stupid.”

“What, so now you’re mad at Kyo too?” You say, trying to hold your laugh in. Yang Jungwon looked too cute even when he was mad. He resembled a little upset munchkin cat.

“You know I can never get mad at her,” Jungwon emphasizes the you. “No matter how fucking self entitled and so full of herself she acts.”

“Did you ever like me?” You suddenly pipe up.

The question makes Yang Jungwon choke on his drink.

“Pardon?”

“Did you ever once … I don’t know .. genuinely liked me, Jungwon?”

Jungwon pauses, not too sure what to say.

“To be honest,” he starts, “yeah.”

You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding.

“So what happened?”

“I guess I assumed that you would never like me back,” Jungwon says, “even as an idol with fans now, I can’t see anybody liking me in that way. Am I talented enough? Am I smart enough? God, so many questions and yet no answers.”

“You should’ve just told me Won..” you say, blinking rapidly. You didn’t want to cry.

“And when Riki told me he liked Kyo, I knew for sure she liked him back. And I was just so jealous. I wasn’t jealous that Kyo liked him—I was jealous because Riki was able to experience love before me. I told myself it wasn’t fair. How come this 16 year old can feel these emotions and I’m stuck here, helpless? When is it my turn?” Jungwon wipes his eyes, “So I was selfish. I kissed Kyo.”

“I’d never kissed anybody before, you know,” he continued on, “and Kyo was so pretty. I think that’s what I adored about her. She reminded me of you. So I kissed her, and even though it was selfish, it felt good. For once, I’ve done something and not felt a slight remorse about it. I think that’s why things escalated the way it did. I think I cared far too less, and that’s why it became more and more. And you know what? Whatever. I’m happy Riki and Kyo are back together, I think I was selfish when I was holding onto whatever love Kyo offered me.”

You’re surprised at Jungwon’s sudden opening up, and you can’t help but almost feel sorry for the boy. You shouldn’t. You really really shouldn’t. He treated you horribly, but you understood where he was coming from. At least.. half of where he was coming from.

“Sometimes, I wonder what would’ve happened if I never met up with Kyo,” Jungwon quietly whispers, “if I had let it all happen naturally. I think I’d be a lot content with myself. Not happier—no—but content and satisfied. And I’m sorry things happened the way it did, I’m sorry that I wasn’t the guy you liked so much back then, and I’m sorry I couldn’t be the guy you admired from afar.”

“It’s whatever,” you say to Jungwon.

Although it’s not whatever. You spent so many nights wondering what you did wrong. Were you so unlikable that even the guy you liked for years went to your best friend? Were you so unlikable that the guy who you recently opened up to went back to his ex who was also your best friend?

“I know it’s not whatever Y/N,” Jungwon says, rubbing his thumb against your hand, “I know you’re hurt and angered by this. I would be too if I was in your position. You don’t have to bottle up your feelings anymore, you know. Sometimes, you’ve just got to let everything out. So what if it makes you look like a villain? You sure as hell look good while doing it.”

Jungwon’s words get a slight giggle from you, and the boy smiles fondly at you for the first time since you’ve made tteokbokki for him.

“Do you sometimes wish you chose another path?” You ask him.

“Sometimes? I always wish. I sometimes think—maybe if I didn’t become an idol, I would’ve been much much happier. Enjoying my youth, going to school, hanging out with friends. I love my members but if I had a chance to reset life, I would not become an idol again.”

Hesitantly, you lean your hand against Jungwon’s shoulders. When you were still a trainee, you always admired how broad his shoulders were and how his posture was perfect.

Now, all you see is a tired teenage boy who wished he hadn’t given up his childhood.

“Do you wanna get out of here?” Jungwon asks softly, “Go to an arcade? All this depressing talk really makes my morning sad,”

You laugh, nodding. “Sure Yang.”

And that’s all he needs to hear before taking your hand in his, running out of the cafe as the employees yell at you for not paying for the food.

It reminded you so much of that one scene from TXT’s Lo$er Lover where Soobin ran out with a girl.

Sure, Yang Jungwon was a dick—but at least he knew how to swoon a girl over.

author note: ok… ynwon… 😊😊👍 YNWON CRIMINAL ERA PLZ yawl kinda cute what?!?! also !! yn never said she forgave him btw, i think it was just a silent agreement between 2 of them. & O YEAH make sure yawl listen to the song rec + what i wrote below the title !!

— synopsis: HYBE finally is releasing a new girl group and you’re in it! so what do they do to promote this girl group? well, the least unexpected thing. They make you, the face of the group—fake date yang jungwon, your beloved sunbaenim. It’s for “promotions” they say. That’s fine.. but there’s just a teeny tiny problem; well, he barely knows you and.. you are kind of the biggest simp for him.

masterlist / previous / next

taglist 1 ( is closed ! ) @jungwonniecore @mitsukifilms @emobeomgyu @sunheeluvbot @yjwfav @tomorrowbymoa-together @nikirikienh @sonjuyeonnie @staysstrays @c9tnoos @kissuzies @enhacolor @sungkyoo @wonamour @mintbgyu @clarakyunisageek @ja4hyvn @ikuwon @yvesismywife @lunaflvms @itzz-me-duh @tulips4u @wonluvrbot @stoatwashere @hyuckslvr @yizhoutv @babygay-stay @myluckycat @shotasdarling @jaetint @beomsun @enheyy @steph507 @lovienikitty @rikibae @elicheel @enloveclub @ferxanda @darrensos @ohmy-fandoms @kyleeanne @missmadwoman

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KYO YOUR A FUCKING BITCH GO KYS

[ LOVING YOU ! ⭐️ ] — you never really knew him.

“Riki!” The voice of Kyo whisper yells out, not wanting to attract the attention of the people passing by.

“Kyo,” Riki says as he reaches her, dressed in a grey sweatshirt and grey sweatpants.

Although he knows he shouldn’t; Riki feels happy to see the girl. The girl of his dreams.

And also the same girl who broke his heart. But whatever… right?

“I’ve missed you so much,” Kyo says as she takes a hold of both his hands in hers, “I’m really sorry about everything.”

Riki can only stare at her as she explains everything from the beginning to end. About how Jungwon had kissed her, and how she developed feelings for the boy but they never kissed when her and Riki were dating. Kyo had set that boundary with Jungwon.

Kyo explains that she truly did love Riki with all her heart. She loved how he treated her like she was the only girl in the world—and how his eyes mirrored hers with the same look of a lovesick person.

“Riki, please forgive me,” Kyo whispers, her eyes teary, “I’ll stop seeing him forever. Just please, please forgive me.”

Riki thinks deeply to himself for a minute, wondering if he should really do it.

He still loves her, despite all that happened. He always thought that people were so dramatic when they talked about not being able to move on—but now that he has experienced it himself—Riki knows they weren’t just overreacting.

“I forgive you.”

And although it’s just three words, it felt like the whole world had shifted.

Kyo quickly hugs the boy, placing her face inside his neck as her warms wrap around his waist.

And unapologetically so, Riki does the same.

He doesn’t care if it was a swift decision. All he cares is that she was back in his arms and they were happy.

Meanwhile, you notice a familiar bag on the table. It was Kyo’s. She must’ve went out, you thought.

And even though you weren’t on speaking terms, the bag was an important necessity to Kyo, so you pick up your keys and look at where her location is.

As you reach there, you can make out two figures hugging. Was that Kyo? And Jungwon?

No, it couldn’t be. This boy was far taller than Yang Jungwon.

And then it clicked. Far taller…. this was Riki.

But how could it be? He told you he was busy practicing today. Had he lied to you? Just like Jungwon did. Just like Jungwon.

And when the couple breaks apart and you can clearly see their faces, you realize you truly never knew Nishimura Riki.

author note: YNWON MEETING AT HYBE CAFÉ ?? hellaur 🗯 also,, im so sorry yn i keep making u sad gworl but life will b better soon 👍💕

— synopsis: HYBE finally is releasing a new girl group and you’re in it! so what do they do to promote this girl group? well, the least unexpected thing. They make you, the face of the group—fake date yang jungwon, your beloved sunbaenim. It’s for “promotions” they say. That’s fine.. but there’s just a teeny tiny problem; well, he barely knows you and.. you are kind of the biggest simp for him.

masterlist / previous / next

taglist 1 ( is closed ! ) @jungwonniecore @mitsukifilms @emobeomgyu @sunheeluvbot @yjwfav @tomorrowbymoa-together @nikirikienh @sonjuyeonnie @staysstrays @c9tnoos @kissuzies @enhacolor @sungkyoo @wonamour @mintbgyu @clarakyunisageek @ja4hyvn @ikuwon @yvesismywife @lunaflvms @itzz-me-duh @tulips4u @wonluvrbot @stoatwashere @hyuckslvr @yizhoutv @babygay-stay @myluckycat @shotasdarling @jaetint @beomsun @enheyy @steph507 @lovienikitty @rikibae @elicheel @enloveclub @ferxanda @darrensos @ohmy-fandoms @kyleeanne @missmadwoman

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Wildest dreams

Genre : Fluff onli a littol | Angst ! ﹕Jay x !fem reader | Non!idol au | toxic relationship ・Warnings．．read at your own risk ⿻ ♡ " Baby Come here " Jay said as he opened his arms for you You came to him and layed your head into his chest him, didnt feel nothing at all " I wish this dream never lasts " Little did you know if you wake up hes not gonna be the Park Jongseong you knew in your dreams. You woke up and did your routine " Hey babe, Good morning " you texted jay " Wanna meet up? " you texted " sorry im busy " you sigh hes been busy these days, i felt like he was cheating on me (he was)

I wasnt really sure if he was lying or not..

I was Going to jisungs house and knocked, but jisung had a plan " hyung, would you KINDLY go and check who that is? " Jisung said while playing on his ps5 " oh uh sure.. " Jay opened a door to recieve a death glare by you " hey.. baby ... " i slapped him " this is your busy's about? " " wow, park jongseong " When i said that he went out and closed the door " ' Visiting ' Jisung's noona huh? " " baby let me exp- " " shut up " " want the truth? " he said as he scoffed " I never loved you, y/n, ive slept with many girls behind your back, I only dated you since i felt bad if i reject you. You were too desperate for me. " After that, he left and you never got to see him again. one thing for sure is you never want to repeat the same mistake again, for it was just your wildest dreams

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iam on fflrop era

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flop eraaa

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am back i hate it ehre

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Happier

Genre : Angst ! ﹕sunghoonx!fem reader ・Warnings．．breakup ⿻ Happier You and Sunghoon were friends, you both had feelings for each other. You both dated and lived happily like this is sealing your fairytale. But shes so sweet, shes so pretty Does she mean you forgot about me? Sunghoon looked at her so fondly, never looked at me like that. It felt like he even met his true soulmate. Oh, I hope you're happy, but not like how you were with me he seemed so happy, happier than before. I'm selfish, I know, I can't let you go. So find someone great but don't find no one better Its his life, you cant force him. You loved looking at him smiling, but not with you. But she's beautiful, she looks kind, she probably gives you butterflies I hope she gave you the butterflies that i couldn't grant when you were with me. " Say you love her, baby, just not like you loved me "

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hiatus till the end of the month bye bitches

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blog revamp cause i suck

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hapy birthdays jamal

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i love thomans

thomans

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CUTE

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