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“It seemed like she could be anything she wanted, but she didn’t want to be anything”

Christiane F. - Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo (1981) by Uli Edel 

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liam payne died ?!?

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something about andre in night vision…… i like a lot

he’s so prissy LMAO “NO?? 😠”

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there is something so heartbreaking about andre's gaze in the car scene with his dad, the one on the prom night. it's so.... full of everything and completely empty at the same time, if you know what I mean. he never looks at his dad. his eyes are all over the place. i knows he's driving so it's partially justified, but it persists even when he seems to be just waiting at the traffic lights. out of all the days, his dad chose the evening not even 2 days before the massacre to tell his son that he was proud of him, something he apparently had never done before. but the message never got through. it hit an invisible wall between them and it wasn't strong enough to tear it down. it was simply too late.

I can't help but think that to some extent, Andre feels sorry in that scene. not enough to back out, not enough for it to give him any hope, but he knows that this man right next to him will be thrown straight into the deepest pits of hell in just two days. and that man is proud of him.

but most of all, he feels sorry for himself.

maybe it's one of the moments when it gets to him how everything could have been so different, so casual. an ordinary life. but it's not. it could never be him. and he knows this.

but here he is, listening to his dad offering this grand gesture to help him pay off his car. little did he know his son didn't give a fuck about paying off a car. it's all so trivial compared to what was in store for both the father and the son.

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forgot its zero day day tomorrow so I'll say has anyone thought about how fucking harrowing it would be to have to experience their original plan of just. doing it whenever the temperature just happened to drop to an arbitrary number. imagine having to wake up every day after the weather gets cold being fully prepared to both die and kill. imagine having to wait those agonizing moments to learn if this is going to be your last day alive. imagine spending every day learning it isn't only to do it all again the next day. the fucking. stress of it all.

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my name is andre fuckman im eighteen years old i was born without a brain and am clinically retarded im also attracted to men share this email nine times or ill give you herpes

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I am

FUCK OFF

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I will not take this disrespect

FUCK OFF

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I envy successful people so much, not to the point of hating them. I just want to be like them, I just want to be loved like they are; I wonder what I miss to be just like them. Is it just me tweaking or y'all get me?

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"You can easily see when someone is struggling"

This movie is just the perfect example on how you cant see when someone is struggling.

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I am coming for you. ▄︻デ══━一💥

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This is the only app where I can be the type of silly I like, and I love that.

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