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I’m really in a loveless relationship. Wow:(<\3

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I just want to be loved

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I wish I was with someone who cares

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I pray that one day I find a man who loves me and wouldn’t be afraid to remind me how much he loves me. Not that I need a man to feel loved, but being in a relationship with someone who can’t admit that he loves you or actually doesn’t love you really hurts. I mean, it really does something to you mentally:(

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Growing up I’ve always felt out of place. I always felt like things would be better if I wasn’t around. Not that I was to harm myself in any way but I just feel like had I just never existed things would just be a whole lot better for people. I guess it’s due to the chemical imbalance called depression in my brain. Idk. But I just feel like my presence ruins things. I fake try to be happy and that along makes me feel so out of place like I don’t belong. I try so hard to be good enough but that voice in my head convinces me that will never be the case. Even if people tell me otherwise. That voice wins. Today is my boyfriends birthday and I honestly feel like I ruined it. He doesn’t look happy even if he says he’s fine. I guess I talk too much and I feel like it’s just a matter of time until he leaves me and moves out because he just can’t take it anymore. And I wouldn’t blame him, either. I need to learn how to be different , honestly. Not just for the sake of the people around me, but for myself most importantly. I can’t keep living like this in head everyday.

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If you lost your teenage years to mental illness and/or trauma, I just want you to know that you did not "miss out on the best years of your life" and that it isn't actually too late for you to have fun, explore yourself and grow into the person you want to be. There's still plenty of time for all of that. I promise.

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I don’t like when my mom makes me feel guilty and gives me the silent treatment

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For a fact no one looks at my shit but fck it. This is lowkey somewhat of a diary for me or a journal. However you’d like to call you. Lately I haven’t been feeling like myself and right now I’m feeling like I no longer want to feel so out of place and in my own head all of the time. Things literally keep me up at night. In fact it is 2:28am right now and I’m up doing this. I feel like I need a change of friends a change of an environment and a different job. I feel like I need to buy some sneakers because I wear one pair of vans every single day and I wear it more than my cardi b Reebok’s sneakers that doesn’t match with everything that I wear. Just those two. Literally. And the cardi b Reebox was a gift. I thank god for it. And also.... yeah I want new friends, but at the same time I feel like I just want to be by myself. You know? Like sometimes I don’t even want to answer my phone. But the only reason I do is so that I don’t come off as being a bitch. Or whatever. But I just be wanting to be alone — phone turned off and alllll. I know that I have to change my life I just don’t know where to start or even how. Anyway that’s all I have for the moment.

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I am 22 years old and I have this weird thing about people being mad at me. Like I get defensive in a sad way. And on top of that I hate that I’m an over thinker that feels like it’s a waste of time to try and express how you feel to someone so you just stay quiet. If there’s literally anyone out there can you give me advise or something, please. If you’re just like me how do you overcome it?

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Your body, no matter what size it is, is beautiful♥️

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Guys, as I look in the mirror I realize I’m not the best looking person ever. But then I really have to sit down and tell myself you are loved, you have your health, you have a family, a home, and things could be worse. Then to really make myself feel better I flat iron my hair. I love myself more when my hair is ironed but my curly hair is beautiful, too.

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The whole black lives matter moment wasn’t spirit week ... the hype shouldn’t die down. Black lives matter today, tomorrow, and everyday after that. Whether you’re black or brown , Spanish people should stick up for the black community because they are black themselves! ✊🏿✊🏾✊🏽✊🏼And you’re ignorant if you don’t think so. It’s us, the minorities/everyone at the bottom, against everybody else. We should all love each other regardless the color of our skins but if this is how it has to be we should fight for the greater good for all the helpless colored people whose voices don’t get heard. ALL LIVES will matter as soon as black lives start to matter to those who have the luxury of not living in fear whenever they get stopped or pulled over by the cops.

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Hoy se bebe!!!

Bob’s Burgers, The Cook, the Steve, the Gayle, & Her Lover (S06E06)

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This is mad cool

This is how aluminum reacts with mercury. Original video: NileRed

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I love this

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The pro in procrastinate should be replaced with con.

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