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IF YOU HATE ME !!! YOU CAN LITERALLY JUST SAY SO !!!
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its fine. its okay. im not going through a major depressive episode anyways. i dont need you at all. i dont need anybody.
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it scares me that my datefriend is constantly worried that im going to kill myself or self-harm. my mental state must be worse than i thought if they’re that scared of it
#yesterday i told them i would block someone for them#and we both forgot about it#so we had a bit of a serious conversation about it. nothing bad#and i dozed off for a bit around the end of it#they immediately assumed that i had relapsed or tried to kill myself#i came back to a slew of messages begging me to respond and tell them i was okay#kuro.txt#m
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i havent been able to talk to my dp in almost six hours im scared what if theyre dead
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me, when i was seeing my dp daily for months: recovering steadily. taking much fewer depression naps. very few flashbacks. overall happier
me, after not seeing my dp in five days: cries at everything. has taken six naps today. i'm crying right now at the concept that i may not be able to call my dp tonight. reliving flashbacks at a break-neck pace.
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me: unable to break up w/ my gf, so i try subtly distancing myself from her in hopes that she'll break up with me
her: admits that she's suicidal
me: immediately clinging to her again, because even though i no longer love her romantically i still love her and dont want her out of my life
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i'm dtf
down to forget
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yeah hi does anyone know how to deal with it when ur gf isn’t ur dp and u start having very intense romantic feelings for your dp
and like. they’re actually requited but you cant break up w/ ur gf bc everyone youve ever broken up with before has threatened to kill themselves after you did so u had to get back with them until they broke up with you
bc im sick of this fucking pining i just wanna be with my dp
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huh.
maybe i should make my arms and legs into a fucking horror show.
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god im so glad only two people follow me
#bc i need to vent#premature self harm warning#self harm //#i just cut my leg thirteen times.#1 for each five dollars i stole#and then 1 for each 20 i kept#and god it hurts but i feel so much better#i punished myself. i'm okay.
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well its nice to know that shes ignoring me right when i need her most.
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tfw neither of ur dependeds are talking to u on a day when u explicitly told them you would need them around
#kuro.txt#m#bri#im doin great . its lillys birthday today and im Deteriorating i really want to talk to her
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yknow i thought i was in a deep suicidal depression before but wow the last two days aint got SHIT on now
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Me in two sentences.
Me: I won't get jealous
Me: Who's this fucking whore
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google search: how do i deal with the fact that neither my primary nor secondary dependeds are talking to me and bc of that, im deteriorating
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ARE THESE FEELINGS ROMANTIC?? ARE THEY PLATONIC?? WHATS GOING ON?? I DONT WANT THEM WHERES THE FUCKIN CUSTOMER SERVICE DEPARTMENT
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guess who has indefinable yet strong feelings for their qpp //dabs
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