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I write this while lounging in a salt bath with crystals, candles, and singing bowls and tuning forks.

It looks like I'm going to get my first experience with end of life care. I am going to help a friend , several years younger than me, who has been in hospice for almost a year. They are cancelling her hospice because she is not declining in the allotted time. So I am going to help her out. It's funny, because I am not that kind of caretaker. I don't do medical.

And I also don't attend funerals.

Oh I will to lend support for others in their losses. My general attitude is that, 1. the person is not there. 2. I probably somehow missed my chance to see them. And 3. It usually works out that I get some urgent news about something I need to see to the day before the death. The one time I insisted on attending a funeral was for My Aunt Sharon. And that was the last straw in that union. I had to find my own way there, on the sly. And Had my then husband given a crap I could have seen her before she passed. She may have been out of it but I Could have seen her. She was my favorite Aunt and I had not seen her for nearly a decade. All that being said. I am looking forward to this. It is going to give me valuable experience in the spiritual side with a new friend who is absolutely amazing. She. And her attitude and verve. Are magical to watch. She first told me she hoped to be gone by July . That was when I met her in May, again, long story. We didn't really hit it off when she wasn't planning on dying. But since she has entered Hospice, and moved into my Friend Dewayne's place she has improved the very air. She has absolutely injected life into a lifeless house that had, at times previous, been a family home. When that home discovered Divorce it left a shell of a home for a man who just kept on going with his original plan. Alone and disappointed. But steadfast. These two people are not a couple, I met her when I lived there with Tim, and they tried that…again. It didn't work. But this is working. It is working wonders for both of them. So that's my big news. I am so excited. I can literally feel the shift. You know, the one that started on 12/12. If it happens that the work interferes with class, I can take my computer with me. And, as she will probably be getting much more rest with a little help, I will have plenty of time on my hands to concentrate ,and accomplish classwork and client visits. This is gonna rock. I know it's sad. And I know it will also suck. But I have only known a couple of people in my lifetime that I would even consider doing this for. They are mostly gone, mostly out of my life if not. And honestly this one is relatively new to my life.

I'm going to get to surround myself with supportive, healing, comforting, and peaceful and encouraging vibes All the time!

As an Energy worker should.

And All because I had a shredded tire and needed a place to get to.

That was my first experience of the morning for Friday the 13th. The morning AFTER the 12/12 Portal...

And then I got to spend the day with this brilliant Soul' company for the rest of the day. It started out, "Meh", and became a memory I will always Cherish.

AND I discovered that Cliff High was right? About the date if a little off on the doom. Sci Fi World did indeed begin to make itself apparent on December the Fourth. Of the year 2024. Just so many days after the Rogan -Trump Interview that Cliff predicted, like at least 2 decades before Donald Trump even began to consider this Epic battle he has been fighting. And at least half that before Rogan was ever even heard of?

Man! This Shift is huge! At least it is for me. Rockin and rollin over here.

Shabbat Shalom, My Peeps.

I love ya.

SpiritualityRocks.

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im back....

Thanks Sylvain.

I have just finished a second round of session work with a fellow student. This time I was the client. So, i e been freeling a little off. Just not quite right. Session work is a subconscious form of therapy to repair the damaged pictures in your psyche, which makes up the mind you interact in the world with. I had my last Metawalk last night. Today I am up doing things around the house that I have only been able to try to make plans for, or ignore completely. I hope to be able to report a return of energies, as well. We will see.

In this form of therapy we only touched lightly on most of the traumas. It was enough to exhibit the damaged metaphor associated with the instances.

I highly recommend Reverse Speech Analysis. Even without therapy with a certified practitioner( which is what I was participating in) the revelations are very enlightening.

We will chat more on all of this later. Just wanted to howl about a new lightness that was badly needed.

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Are feeling uneasy? Is something niggling at the back of your Mind? Is there something bothering you but you just cannot quite figure out what it is? Are you Battling Ghost , or patterns, or thoughts from the past and just want to put it behind you? Or do you just not know if you can trust that person, situation , or position? Well, I have the answers you are looking for. Or rather, You do, And I can help you to figure it out AND work it Out.

Did you know that the Vagus nerve travels to every organ in your body and that they now have a way to measure your voice in order to find out where The DIS-ease is located and coming from in your body? I find that fascinating.

The reality we live in is constantly unfolding before us and it is ALL amazing and Awe-inspiring. Everything is frequency and the truth is in your voice. I am a Reverse Speech Investigative Analyst searching for truth amongst all the lies, disinformation, distractions, and distortions. Trying to connect the dots in the big picture, while maintaining my hold on reality. I am a life path 9 ready to SHINE my light! I am offering mini readings, using your own spiritual voice to find answers for the questions you have, and sometimes questions you haven't thought of. hidden motives can be revealed and clarity when you have none. Those niggling feelings you can't figure out may be revealed in your subconscious with your own voice. Reverse Speech uses YOUR still, small, inner voice to tell you what you need to know. Give it a try. Contact me via email to discuss details and cost. English language only. Put REVERSE as the subject line. I will get back to you ASAP.

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Morning Coffee

Let's Talk Tea:

After I fed the cats and made my morning coffee I decided to make some iced tea for the day. That is very normal, it is something I do pretty much daily. So, while my coffee cup sat on the Keurig waiting for me to take it in hand and enjoy, I filled the kettle and reached up to grab the Lousianne, and I looked around at the kitchen, feeling pleasure in the clean floor (because I had run the Rumba late last night) and was not picking up little granules from the floor on my soles. I took out 3 family-size bags, wrapped the little tags together and placed them in the pitcher. Screeecccccchh.

At this point I notice that one of the bags has come apart on one side, at the staple. thereby dumping teagrounds in the pitcher, and (I notice as I take a step back) all over the floor in front of the stove, where I am standing. Thus forcing me to notice all the little granules, or TEAGROUNDS I am now picking up on the soles of my feet. ARGH!!

Of course, I stop all I am doing and sweep up the tea, off the floor, before I can even begin my day with coffee

So this brings up the question, as I retrieve the coffee I have not even had a sip off of yet: Do I REALLY make up my own world, as I move through it as the Matrix mindset suggests? Oooooor are there little gremlins haunting my day to ensure that every little step is a trial? and an assault on my senses?

Lately, I have begun to call this 'RESISTANCE'.

The new agers seem to think I have implemented these little instances to sabotage my every movement and prevent my smooth sailing through the surf of my life, minute by minute.

The religiousity-ers suggest that dark forces are assailing us in the minutae of our daily life to sway us from focusing on God or forcing us to focus on God, whichever way the current trend seems to run, and which also seems to depend on the denomination or sect of each viewpoint. The point of which seems to be a constant battle between good and evil. Or Our higher and lower selves.

And these are the thoughts in which I now begin my day. Talking tea.

I think I need a Shepherds Chapel , now, because I am trying to align these thoughts (or doubts) within my new mindset and In this grand new awakening that has me focused more on gratitude and abundance than lack and need. and resistance to my smooth sailing throughout this magical world I always believed to exist.

What say you? Any insight into the teagrounds on my nice clean floor?

Or, as I notice when the tea has steeped and I now find 4 teabags in the pitcher rather than the three I chose to include, was that an ancestor alerting me to the fact that there were too many bags and I didn't need them all? You know, before I replaced the broken bag with a new one?

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Blossom in the Surf. Grow where you are Planted

Happy New Year 2024!

I remember my 24th birthday as being the one that astounded me the most. Because I was going to be 30 in just 6 more years. I was amazed at how fleeting the previous 6 years had been. That was quite awhile ago.

However, this thought comes to mind today because I remember being a preteen at Grandmas in the 1970s. Some of us many grandchildren were trying to calculate what we thought would be the end of the world, using clues in the bible. It was a hot topic at the time. We figured and refigured and finally came to the year 2030. It was a year so far in the future that it didnt really seem possible to us at the time, as if we need'nt be concerned because we would be old and it wouldnt even matter.

Well, now, the time since that 24th birthday was SOOO long ago!

And even longer since we children calculated what we expected to be the end, that wouldnt even matter. And time has only increased the speed in which it passes us by. Propelling faster and faster with each passing month, that this past year seemingly flew by in no time at all.

I now recognize that 2012 was the beginning of the end of an aeon, as predicted by the end of the Mayan calendar.

And 2030 will be here, seemingly in a flash. This next 6 years will seem as a grain of sand in an ocean of grains. As the world passes into a whole new age. The turmoil increases, seeming to be chaos. It is actually the unravelling of the knots that have been created by an uncaring and power hungry mob of would be Elites.

Maybe their vision seems real to them, and I wonder at their perception of their world as the corruption of our reality is continually exposed. Corruption must be exposed to the light in order to be cleaned up and sanitized, as a house, exposing the chaos, so as to bring order.

Trashing the redundant, revealing the True Elite. The Zadock are weary, but recharging. Revamping. We are but a remnant. For now.

Happy Birthday 2024! We welcome you with open arms, and exuberant hopes and wishes for a very productive and abundant NEXT 6 years! On our way to the healing and the teaching of the natural ways and laws, and the lost abilities and resources that we were brainwashed out of knowing.

Watchers Watch!

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Trina's a Sibil

What does Sibil mean?

Popularity:2762. Origin:Greek. Meaning:Prophetess, oracle. Sybil is a girl's name of Greek origin that is sure to help baby embrace their dark, mysterious side. Meaning a fascinating "prophetess" and "oracle", this alluring name is for the little witchling of your life.Jun 29, 2023

What does Sibile mean in English?

sibyl. / (ˈsɪbɪl) / noun. (in ancient Greece and Rome) any of a number of women believed to be oracles or prophetesses, one of the most famous being the sibyl of Cumae, who guided Aeneas through the underworld. a witch, fortune-teller, or sorceress.

What does sibyl stand for?

prophetesses

The sibyls (αἱ Σῐ́βυλλαι, singular Σῐ́βυλλᾰ) were prophetesses or oracles in Ancient Greece. Statue in the Temple of Zeus at Aizanoi, believed to depict a sibyl. The sibyls prophesied at holy sites.

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Reversing for a coming event

My teacher David Oates Has been finding Reversals on various people that seem to refer to a coming event, The main theme being 'December', He has recently found some that indicate it will be a false flag in the United States and has just notified his followers that the date will be December 6. I have been working on an audio file for an FB acquaintance, in which he asked about anything on the subject. The entire question is in the first audio file. This is what I have found.

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About making a church of RS

Ya'll are gonna love this!

F1: what do i call [the sheep server] that is answering my questions R1: nervous bishop

F = 0:00:01 to 0:00:10, R = 0:00:04 to 0:00:05

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The Reckoning

So, I've been in a tunnel. It wasn't a bad tunnel; there wasn't any depression. There was a lot of sleeping, and resting, a little work. It appears to have been a reckoning. As in REconnoitering, or Re considering... Something like that.

My beliefs have been changing for a while, or so I thought. It turns out my beliefs are actually pretty solid. I always had a problem with proclaiming any particular church. When I would try to tithe something would always come up, I have been led by The Spirit for a long time. Even when I got myself lost I was covered. Things could have gone much, much worse.

One particular incident came to mind, this evening. QAnd it is one that only I am witness to, at least among the people around me. But I guarantee that the people of River of Life Church, In Clearwater, Fla. Circa 2006ish still pray for me.

Things were pretty rough for Tim and myself. Issues that are not important right now. I was in pretty desperate straights. I had been considering getting back on the psychotropic drugs the medical community had prescribed for me in the worst of times. Instead, I went to church. Man! did that work out good for me. Circumstances didn't improve... much, Well, Off And On. But they got much worse first.

So, anyway, I was going to church at least twice a week , and sometimes more. One night, Tim decided to go with me, and, After the service, at the invitation, The preacher turned and looked at Tim and crooked his finger. Tim Didn't even look at me , he just started forward and i stayed in place. But when Tim got down that aisle, walking like he was entranced, when he was about two paces from the man on the Steps of Acceptance,(my creative license, here). That Preacher man reached out and Tim laid back, looking in total sync, and Tim was on his back. My whole Torso went to billowing , in and out, arms almost acting like a bellows. suddenly there were women on every side of me calling on the Lord, and I went back too. As they lay me gently across the bench and held their hands over me. I could hear the preacher, I could hear the ladies around me, but my eyes were rolled back and closed and my belly just kept billowing. I heard one of them say, The one behind my seat, leaned over with her hands outstretched above my belly, Remember, my eyes were closed. She said, "You are going to birth something huge". A few minutes later, I opened my eyes, Tim stood up and returned to me, we finished the service and went home to the motel room we rented for about 6 months, and life continued. There are many things I remember about this church, But only a couple that apply to this particular subject I am touching on today. One was a comment the Lady of the church made one evening during the announcements.

She was just up there chatting to us, with her beautiful smile and her truly beautiful spirit, and she commented that there was talk about their theme, that parishioners were asking them not to teach on the doctrine of prosperity, and that maybe those people were in the wrong church. My ears perked but I didn't pay it much mind I was there to worship, and for me at least, The Spirit was there. Another evening, while the Man was preaching, I felt the urge to open my bible, And I do not remember the address of the verse I opened it to. I do remember, however, what it said. It was talking about the river of life and the trees bearing fruit on both sides of it. it was in the Old Testament.

I did not need the pharmaceuticals I had been considering, The ones I was actually totally against using. They had done their job in the crisis. Some they had prescribed were far too much to ever allow me a productive life again. That is the problem with pharmaceuticals. They are not meant to make you well. They are meant to improve your existence enough to keep you on them, making money for Big Pharma.

After that We went To Groveland, And ended up staying there with my friend, who had a home there, and my brother who was living and homemaking with said friend. Things happened and I went to church. It was called The Church of Deliverence. And what was delivered to me there was A Word. A word meant for me to remember today. For this time right now.

I walked to the church. I didn't mind the heat. I needed to worship. Our existence was pretty miserable, even with the temporary soft landing provided by my friend, in her home, with my brother. The very small church was totally welcoming. The leaders and congregants numbering not more than 20, and children. Horrified that I walked in that heat, insisting in the end, that i catch a ride home with them. And No, It didn't matter that it was the opposite direction. They gave me the tithes and offerings that day. I did not ask for it. In fact I protested. A lady spoke out and said that she felt the push to give it to me, and another lady said she had been thinking the same thing. And there were several 'ayes'. And my protest meant nothing. I replied that they didn't even Know me. The returning reply was " No but the Lord Does know you".

Things still didn't get better. But I continued on my River Of Life with my faith intact and strengthened. From both these church experiences. And these are just a few of the very memorable experiences that I have witnessed in the churches, in my quest for God and community. And Poignantly, I want to note that these were both Black churches. except for me.

All of that said in order to say this. I do believe the church age is over, for the vast majority of us who have studied and searched very hard for truth. Those of us in search of the wisdom of God. An answer to the incongruencies of this lost world and the spiritual darkness and blindness we find ourselves confronted with in this church age. I do still consider myself to be faithful to the living God and His word, which somehow comes down in wisdom and spirit through the corruption of the church and politics and general living conditions of the day and age we find ourselves living in.

I do believe in the Trinity- the God-Head, Mind, body, and soul. The beastly, or animal body we find ourselves in, houses the intellect in our mind and transports it all with the Spirit that comes down at birth and inhabits it for each lifetime. I believe that Jesus Lives. He did walk the Earth and we have been counting time on that fact ever since.

I believe that there was a reason the Spirit reached for Tim before he could even get to the Steps of Acceptance. And I believe that we are one. That I had, on that day, very clear proof that our spirits had combined into one unit on the day that we married and took our vows. for better or for worse. And i believe that my faith has outgrown and overcome the need for a church. Not the need for connection, but the need for what the church was meant to provide. I believe the church was meant to be an introduction. That finding The Way, doesn't mean being limited to rules and regulations of man. That religion is an overstepping of what the spirit needs from us. Jesus came to give us the power of divinity. He said so in his very own words. Jesus did not come to be worshipped, but to be followed, and believed... To give us an abundance of goodness, and health and life. That life is meant to be enjoyed , not endured. And that i am so glad i left the spirit of lack and neediness behind.

I believe that we are to study to show ourselves approved, and that walking in the Spirit in this River of Life will lead to the House of Deliverence. Which was , Ironically the Last church I attended in Knoxville, Tn. Before finding The Water Angels, A Ministry of Ministry.

I don't go to church much anymore. When i do It is to worship, not to receive. I receive Daily. I have for many years.

Now I am Involved with Reverse Speech and The Voice of the Spirit in Each of us. I practice with Herbs and Gems , plant and stone. The elements the Creation of this world gave us to live with and heal ourselves. And I live this under the stars, and the heavens that God wrote his wisdom in for us to read. That is not an aspect of my path. But I have always known it was there for a reason, and for an organization of Man to tell me, and others how to live it, is a hampering of the potentiality of the life we have come into. the Life the Father meant for us to live, No matter what you call that Father. There is no gender in Spirit, gender lives in the flesh, and there is a divine reason for that. We can't change that. and my perspective doesn't have to be yours.

So, Finally, I give my testimony. I have never really done that before... I know my path now. It has just opened up, and I can see it now, It only took all my life. I think I am going to live to !@) years. Yes I did that on purpose. Because i am going to live it by the word of God and The spirit given me to live it. And I am going to spread that word as it is given me . With all the color and sound and intent this world provides to give it with.

My name is Trina Carroll, And I am going to be Singing the Trinity. Body Mind and Spirit. He Called Me By My Name. I didn't always Know that Name. That is a whole 'nother story in itself. But I knew He called me. And I have finally have the direction for the blog that I named many years ago.

He Called Me by My Name. I didn't even know what my name was , but I always knew it is Not for your use or for Mine.

And this excerpt , we are going to call "the Reckoning".

You heard it here. And all because I got this stupid thing in my email, and I did not need to go there and hear it(screenshot to follow). THe music is my invocation. I use it often.

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this is the reversal i am asking about

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F47: um, i would be happ[y , i'm not asking for details, i would be happy to to know because] ya know, just not knowing

R47: circuit one,  how to keep from our psyches that we saw unmade

F = 0:14:08 to 0:14:17, R = 0:14:10 to 0:14:13

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This is the Metawalk that my Teacher, David John Oates put into the world Yesterday on The Jeff Rense Program.

David John Oates is the founder and purveyor of Reverse Speech. He has asked us to join him in this effort to raise the vibration and put the Light and Love of the Creator into the Whirlwind of life on this Planet. A Metawalk is a soul journey into the unconscious mind. It can be personal or collective. This one is for the Collective mind of the souls on Planet Earth. His hope is to break the cycle of harm and hate that has become so overwhelming in this time on Earth.

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F10: {i came home, i tried to fast but i wasn't abl]e to, I ate R10: revenge of the arabs, souf(th) augusta , warning F = 0:00:49 to 0:00:56, R = 0:00:51 to 0:00:55

I found this premonition reversal while preparing an assignment for class. The actual date of the recording was 6/4/23

in researching to see if it could even be remotely accurate, I queried Google, And I have two screenshots for your perusal. This will tell you why I felt the need to share this reversal.

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I went to WinnDixie to get some chicken i didn’t have to cook. While I was there I bought myself some roses, and some wine. And i talked to two different people that cared if i smiled. I feel better now.

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Heavenly Download No.2

I realized, a long time ago, that i , myself, WAS a reaction to my upbringing. It was horrible. And to also realize that not much more of me had developed beyond that point… Man, i just cant tell ya. My unremitting faith is the only way i got through halfway normal. I was lucky, in the strange way i thought, because i KNEW that my betters(read those in authority over me) had it all wrong. Particularly where it came to me. It was crazy making. For real. But i somehow knew that , even though I was the common denominator, the fault didnt lie with me, but with my perceptions and my reactions. That was major. And it took years longer for me to put it into words. 

So, In the midst of the awakening It suddenly strikes me that maybe... What if when i decided, in the third grade, that i just wasn’t meant to be happy I wasn’t setting up bad self talk but I was reminding my forgetting human self what had been decided before coming here? What if that reminder every few years when i go, “ oh yeah, I forgot that, how could i forget? Im not meant to be happy” wasn’t me being negative, and wasn’t bad self talk? What if being given the tools I would need WAS the lessons on how to be happy? How to love other people and just let them be responsible for themselves while still loving them. And not letting someone elses actions, or in-actions dictate how i feel. ... what if I was learning how to just be, and how to just let others be? 

What if I am learning to show love and grace to people who would never get a concept of what it actually was otherwise? What if i had to remember that one phrase in order to learn to be who i was meant to be, and in order to be able to teach and vibrate what  I have learned?....And to be happy. And to be the me I choose to be anyway?

That would mean that i didn’t need to feel, any longer, that my life had been a waste.

That would mean that i was doing a good job of completeing, at least that part, of my soul mission.

“'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. '” — Jeremiah 29:11.

Reverse Speech is teaching me that even the gods have to abide by Divine Law.

which includes actions and reactions.

Heavenly Download Number 2