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what in the actual fuck did my unfortunate eyes and ears just stumble upon

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<3

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TCC truthfully changed my life and made me open my eyes, and discover new things, now when I look at a group of people who are labeled as “weird” I stop and think who really is the weird one, the person who follows the cultural norms or the “weird” person who just so happens to be different.

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This has been me for most of my life, but there have been some rare times when people actually cared about my hyperfixations. For example, in 4th grade I was REALLY obsessed with ducks (and geese too). I loved ducks, I loved feeding ducks, and I would get so mad whenever I would see things related to hunting them. Anyways, ducks was all I ever talked about when I was in 4th grade, but I wasn’t shy and socially anxious back then like I am now, I was actually a pretty extroverted kid, and people actually started to take a liking to ducks since I was always mentioning them and sharing random facts about them with the whole class, and that year I made tons of friends and even had a friend group of around 4 or 5 other people. I was the kid everyone knew in elementary school, but unlike other kids who would be popular because of sports or something, I was known for ducks. Fucking ducks. It was still one of the best years of my life, if not thee best, and after then whenever I would share my special interests with ppl, no one would care, so by the middle of my freshman year I had learned to stop since no one really gave a duck about me (hahahaha get it, no one gave a “duck!” why tf did I say that.)

Ever since the start of 6th grade my social life has been mid ahh hell, I only have one best friend, and a few people who I’m just regular friends with, but to be honest I don’t really care that much. Having one great friend who knows you well and will always be there for you is way better than having 5 friends who will only be there for like a few years max, and as I mentioned before, I’ve realized that normies couldn’t give 2 ducks about people like us, so I don’t associate with them unless I really have to, like if I’m in a group project or something.

Nah man having intense hyperfixations as a neurodivergent person is probably the most isolating feeling in the world

Like all I can think about is this specific thing but I'm not allowed talk about it because it doesn't interest anyone else around me. So instead it just builds up to the point where I feel like I'm going to explode

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whats your opinion on the unabomber? Could estrogen have saved them?

The Unabomber is one of my all time favorite cases. I first heard about Ted around 2 years ago long before I discovered the tcc after I started getting a bunch of those “the Industrial Revolution and its consequences” slideshows on my fyp, and as someone who has always loved nature, these slideshows really appealed to me. I don’t really think we should destroy all industrial technology like Kaczynski advocated for, but I love the idea of living in a secluded cabin or farmhouse miles away from civilization and being almost entirely self-sufficient when it comes to essentials like food and water. I also knew that Ted seriously considered getting a sex-change operation during his (or her) 20s, which is where your question of if that could have saved him (or her) comes in. Personally, I don’t think becoming a woman would have prevented Ted from mailing bombs to people at all, as Ted already hated industrial society and was allegedly being mind controlled by MK ULTRA, so yeah.

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can you PLEASE change your banner its ugly as fuck 🙏

Idk what to make it 😭😭😭

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There’s this doordasher guy who sometimes comes into my work to pick up orders, and he looks exactly like Elliot Rodger but taller. Like, this guy is his fucking doppelgänger bro. I haven’t seen him in a while, but whenever he comes in I have to resist the urge to tell him he looks like the supreme gentleman. I wish I could take a picture of him.

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I just want to hurry up and die.

And I want to die with you.

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Hot take #2: Femcels don't really exist

A few days ago I received an angry anonymous message from someone, referring to me as a "racist cvnt" and telling me to kms. I obviously didn't respond to this, as doing so would just be feeding the troll's ego (rule 14 of the internet), and anyone with common sense knows this, but it did get me thinking about another thing, with that being what type of person would've gone out of their way just to call some random guy online a racist and hopefully get the attention they desperately wanted out of it. As a straight cis male who decided to make a Tumblr account to join the tcc and now post long paragraphs like this one, I'm obviously part of the minority here, as most people who use this site are either women or trans men who are in reality also biologically female, and this site is home to some of the most radical of feminists, as I stated in my previous post. Most of these women (and trans men) identify as femcels since they struggle with dating, sex, and finding a partner just like incels do, but I think the latter one is definitely less voluntary than the other, as women are way more respected in society and could find a bf or gf almost instantly if they really wanted too, whereas it takes most average looking straight men years to find a partner, and even longer to lose their virg1nity and sh1t. Now obviously I'm not saying that femcels can't exist, as there are some women who suffer from things like severe facial deformities or are just unfortunate enough to be in the bottom 1% of women, what I'm saying is that they're a lot lot rarer than people make them out to be, and male incels are wayyyyyy more common because for example, if you're like a 3/10 woman who's not very attractive at all and you want to find a bf, there's still gonna be plenty of 5 even 6/10 men who would be willing to date you, whereas 5-6/10 women mostly refuse to date men on their level, and instead sleep around with Chad and Tyrone for their entire late teens and 20s until their 30s when they finally realize that their actions have consequences, and from here they will either settle down with the 5/10, who probably now doesn't want her knowing that she has a body count in the hundreds, or they can just become a cat lady and die alone and childless, wishing they could go back in time and do it all over again. There's even 7/10 men who are struggling with dating in today's world because the 7/10 women are all in the 10/10's harem of b1tches that he talks to. Most women here on Tumblr however are average looking (4-6/10s), and they could easily pull a man on their level (like me) who shares similar common interests and wants to build a family and grow old and die together, and for almost all of history, that's how it was. However, starting in the 1960s and 70s second-wave Feminism led women to become more career focused and less family oriented. This in itself is not a bad thing, as women of the time still maintained a healthy balance between their work and their family, and were not just fvcking around with a bunch of different guys, but third-wave Feminism in the 90s and early 00s told young women that starting a family and having kids was bad for their mental health and that they didn't need a man and should just fvck, party, post borderline n@ked pics online, and completely focus on work and their careers. This effectively made it extremely difficult for average looking men to find a loving wife who's actually loyal and not a degenerate and made it impossible for below average men to ever even feel the touch of a woman other than their own mother without doing something like hiring an esc0rt or some sh1t. The top 20% of men get 80% of all women, and it leaves the bottom 80% to have to either find a non-feminist woman, which is not very common in today's day and age, or to compete for the bottom 20% and probably still fail anyways. There is really no such thing as a femcel, as even "ugly" women have it way easier in the dating market than 6-7/10 men do. And also, I don't really consider myself to be an incel either.

I may be average height, and I'm definitely not as attractive as Chad is, but I'm not below average either, and I have a bigger pen1s than most men at my level do. I'm more of a cutecel than I am an incel, I'm like Elliot Rodger but taller and with a much bigger d1ck, fluffier curly hair, and blue eyes. Take that information as you will, but girls never even look at me, not even gay guys either. I've been told by my parents a few times in my life that girls were checking me out, but I don't really think that's true. For example, last spring break we went to some Japanese garden while on holiday in Florida, and both my parents said that this one girl in front of us was really checking me out, but when I started being more aware of this random girl in front of us as opposed to only looking at the flowers and sh1t, not even once did she turn around and look at me, and she couldn't have heard them either, as they whispered it to me, and we were pretty far away. I don't think they're lying to me, but I do think they tend to overexaggerate things like that. Another time we were at some restaurant and my dad mentioned that these girls were looking at me, but again there was no sign of anything, and if they really liked me they probably would've just gone up to me and asked me for my number or something. However, to be honest even if they did I wouldn't have given it to them. I don't trust normie women, as I've been wronged by them many times in the past, but that's a story for another time. I'd rather find a girl that actually loves me and shares common interests, even if she's average looking or crazy. I'd rather take the crazy yandere who texts me to see if I'm ok every 5 minutes and starts imagining bad scenarios if I don't respond right away than a "normal" girl who I share nothing in common with and who'll leave me the second she finds a more attractive guy.

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Adam Lanza’s very normal response to a question about virginity on SBB forum.

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Hot take:

Misandry is just as stupid and wrong as misogyny is. Men aren't better than women, and women aren't better than men. I can't even believe this is something I'm writing about. What went wrong for society to degenerate to this level of meñtæl rētārdätion? Even 20 years ago something like this would have been completely unthinkable. Many people think that the Internet and the introduction of social media led to all this nonsense, and while that is true to a certain degree, I think it has more to do with modernity and the industrial world because for all of human history we have usually lived in small villages of only a few hundred people where everyone knew each other and we had strong community ties and connections to nature, but the industrial revolution fundamentally transformed the way we lived, as most people are now oversocialized cogs in the machine who live in either big cities with millions of other people, or car-dependent urban sprawl suburbs where no one knows how to fend for themselves without the system to guide them and the closest thing to a sense of community they have is an HOA that hates them. This has led people to go mad without even knowing the real reason why over the past 2 centuries, but people have become even more unhinged during the past few decades as we enter into a declining post-industrial aging society, and the Unab0mber Ted Kaczynski actually predicted this would happen decades ago, which is why he left society to go live in a cabin in the middle of nowhere Montana and start mailing b0mbs to people. Intelligent people tend to drop out of society regardless of whatever they believe in or if they wanna start mailing b0mbs like he did.

So now, why am I yapping about all this? Well, this all brings us back to what I was originally saying about the gender wars. Since modern life has made us all unhappy and left us with little to no sense of purpose, humans have inevitably started to go crazy, and this applies to everyone living in the industrialized world regardless of gender or race and things like that. The decline of traditional values has led most women to become hypergamous whørès who will spend their entire teens and 20s sleeping around with tons of different Chads, and this has led men who aren't in the top 20% to become angry and hateful incels who hold beliefs so misogynistic (like that women are biologically evil and demonic creatures) that even the average man from a few hundred years ago would have seen as insane, and men back then used to hit their wives and shit.

We don't have to get rid of all technology like Uncle Ted said, especially since he k1lled people after all, but we should strive to return to a more traditional, simple, and down-to-earth life.

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Women used to make fun of guys for having a physical disadvantage. Their language evolved from Loser -> Nerd -> Virgin -> and finally, to Incel.

Now they want to join in and be called 'femcels'. Femcels aren't real and they never will be; for every 'femcel' out there is 100 more incels.

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This is 99% of y'all she's just like me fr minus the smelling bad part

Source: Idr I saved this a while ago but it should be easy to find

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i date to:

> marry

> die together

> get buried in our beautiful garden

> haunt our manor forever

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Intro post

Hey guys my name is Connor Oaks (not my actual name), І’m 16, a cis male, and straight.

Interests: Anime, nature, true crime, gore/guro, history, philosophy, fishing, homesteading, birds, and animals

Fandoms: Watamote, Future Diary, Tcc, Ongezellig, Serial Experiments Lain, HTF

Favorite tcc cases: Columbine, Elliot Rodger, Sandy Hook, Lindsay Southannarath, Brenton Tarrant, Randy Stair, Unabomber, Payton Gendron, Dylann Roof

I do not condone, I just like true crime and the psychology behind it. I also like the ideas of some of them, such as Ted Kaczynski

Fav music: Jumpstyle, breakcore, incelcore, trance, eurodance, hardstyle, Vocaloid

Fav aesthetics: Gorecore, cottagecore, animecore, scenecore, 2000score, yanderecore, losercore

Anyways that's about all, everyone is welcome I don't have any DNI or anything like that.