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The Sound of Music (1965) dir. Robert Wise

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there's something compelling to me about the fact that sometimes leaving a blade or bullet inside the wound it made is the only way to prevent you from bleeding to death. something about the symbolism of it. when the thing designed and intended to kill you is the only thing keeping you alive.

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thinking about how orpheus turning to look back at eurydice isn’t a sign of mortal frailness but a sign of love

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fascinating how grief makes you miss people who suck

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2023 was the year of codependence 2024 was the year of avoidance and 2025 is the year of fuck all

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Queer (2024), directed by Luca Guadagnino cinematography by Sayombhu Mukdeeprom

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i went to your childhood and all the memories missed you

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Hello, I would like a word.

You have ruined my ability to do anything for the past 24hrs (obviously like I had to work and sleep and eat but YOU KNOW) because I had to read all of ‘songbird’.

I cried. I laughed. I got VERY mad at Josh. I got a little mad at Buck if I’m being entirely honest. Buckley parents? On sight.

Chris - icon. That final chapter with the “did you sing them a song” conversation. Amazing. Living in my head rent free.

I don’t usually like the back and forth time jumps. Too much for my little brain you see. But it was PERFECT. It worked so well. 10/10.

It was heartbreaking (remind me to take onboard the HEAVY ANGST warnings in future), it was romantic, it was just urgh. Chefs kiss.

So yeah, thanks.

Also after all that I clicked the ‘I’m on tumblr’ link. Turns out I follow you already, so clearly I have good taste.

What can I say, please never stop writing. I’m off to binge read everything else you’ve written now. ✌🏻

thank you so so so much!!!! i'm glad you somewhat enjoyed :) i hope you enjoy the rest of what i've written, and thank you so much for coming and telling me how much you liked it!

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the buddie crossword

for @winterofbuddie week 6: games galore

solve it now!

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there are all these really good fics about buck being so super sad about eddie leaving (rightfully so) but if i was eddie diaz i would miss him so bad. he’s not even real and i miss him so bad. like there’s a man who you know smells good and he delivers baked goods and likes to hang out with you and is like the human equivalent of falling asleep on the couch and then being carried to bed and he smiles like 😁😁😁 and he’s gone now. i would literally go fucking insane without him

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(mob boss voice) so here's the deal, see. you's gonna go home and get a gooood night's sleep, see? and you's gonna have sweet dreams and a reaaal nice rest. reaaal nice. max here will tuck you in *i motion to the thuggish goon behind me and he approaches you with a warm glass of milk held gingerly in his enormous hand*

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avoidance has saved me from everything it's also killed me a hundred million times

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Buddie First Date🍷⭐️

(NSFW warning for the end!)

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EDDIE DIAZ (& his mustache!) IN 9-1-1 SEASON 8 EPISODES 1-6 for @daisyjohnsn ♡ + kai @miwtual's birthday countdown event -> day 6: favorite tv show

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#that's his favorite guy