cogsinthesystem

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Yeah you see it too. I lost my grip. “You did” well either way if everything went correctly you should be fine. But i guess we’re in the ride now Aaron.

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Terrible day today. I lost my balance. Aaron hates me. Nothings in sync. Might not be ever again. How about i do go play basketball? Since everything’s chaos right now i might as well. Organization is dead.

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I’m pissed 😤. Everytime Doug suggests something i don’t prefer it. I gotta spend more time with him but he doesn’t like the things i like.

Why should i want to play basketball? Why should i want to fish? Why should i want to go into the ocean? it will get me out of the house but why is it important i get out of the house?

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It’s simple why i want to play world of warcraft. Maybe not. Why did i want those flight stones. Why do i want a high level character. Why do i want to farm gold.

The only answer is it’s what i like doing.

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I didnt want to get involved in something big.

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Aaron you’re not a burden to me. I’ll gladly put anything aside in my life to spend time with you. You’re not an investment don’t think that. I’m not going to bed though.

Earlier i asked for help from anything that would. Nothing bad happened from it. People for the most part like to help Aaron. “No they don’t”

Okay I’m coming in bed. We’re sorting this all out tonight.

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You gotta be really special to help me but i know there’s a few out there who can.

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I’m gonna be here for a while. Im 33. I got problems with me to figure out. “Like what” basically just my eating habits. I’m sick of door dash. It’s way too strong of a habit. I just get stressed out and eat. I’m worried about diabetes.

I’m just tired of it all. But i know it’s a process. I just dont wanna try anymore. Everything takes such a mental effort out of me. Even when i have a job it’s just as bad.

I don’t know i could use some help. I can’t really figure all this out on my own.

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This is nothing compared to what me and aaron have been through in the past. I havent even done anything today. Ive just been doing nothing. Sorry for existing.

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I dunno if you want to understand me you go ahead. I can’t judge what makes someone “complicated”.

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I don’t care if no one likes me it’s cool if some people do. Definately preferable. I don’t be an Asshole cause i find it amusing. I play world of warcraft cause it’s satisfying. I shouldn’t care if Farell doesn’t want to talk to me. I have trouble communicating to him.

I don’t know why I’m getting so much hate tonight i creative wrote all the time. Many times i don’t mean what I’m saying. I’m not high and mighty cause i have money. I’m not really high and mighty at all.

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Someone’s angry that a spoiled white kid isn’t gonna get the justice he deserves no matter how much they want it. They want it more than anything in the world. But no amount of prayer will bring me to my doom.

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Prove it. No don’t feel like it. I don’t care about proving anything to you.

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I got a counter to anything anyone says. Wordplay is my specialty. I can do basically anything with it. But i choose to use it on my loser lifestyle.

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Whos gonna stop this rich white guy from being rich and white? Whos gonna take my money away from me.

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Yeah im a rich white guy. I was born into it. Thats all there is to know about me. Im fat too i eat fast food. And do light cardio at the gym. And don’t have a job i live off my parents money. And I’m stupid. Have no life. Just hang out in chat Avenue all day. That’s all there is to me.

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Pat’s got good energy. I was a little upset playing golf.