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Don't know if I've posted them here but I made a bunch of Dano Riddler fanart last year

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Barbie boyfriends vs. Oppenheimer girlfriends

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KARKAT VANTAS STIMBOARD WITH SLIME AND SEA CREATURE THEME? ITS OK IF YOU DONT KNOW THE SOURCE/CHARACTER BUT PLEASE INCLUDE RED AND BLACK

i don’t know anything about the source 😭

i couldn’t find a lot of black sea creature themed stuff , that’s why there’s a lot of red . . sorry !!

karkat vantas stimboard w/ slime & sea creatures !

x / x / x / x / x / x / x / x / x

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actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. i’ve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasn’t i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. i’m closer to thirty than to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i can’t talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed.

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thinking about how I only started making progress in therapy for DID when I stopped trying to enforce the idea of 'unique personhood' on everything in my brain bc that's what people 'say' it is and that it genuinely only stopped being as intensely stressful with less resistance when I stopped trying to be like 'hey I know you don't think of yourself this way but you have to because that's what everyone says you are'

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Just a reminder to all systems that denial is part of the disorder. It's a covert disorder that is meant to keep you from knowing about your trauma. So having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that you are a system is hard for almost everyone. You are valid and no one can take that away from you. Denial is a coping mechanism and it's hard to stop.

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Every systems got one’a these:

Host in denial

Feral Bastard bisexual

Ball of sunshine

Emo

Faceless entity

Its just facts, I don’t make the rules. Tag your sys mates.

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VOIDPUP GENDER ୨୧ / * someone who feels their gender is both a void and connected to being pupgender. or someone that feels their gender is lacking or missing in the same way a puppy would not care about their gender.

flag based on eleiinium’s gender void flag

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DARKANGELCORIC ୨୧ / * a gender relating to dark angelcore. may be connected to fallen angels, ruins of historical buildings, and stained lace.

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⊹ 𝗕𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 / 𝗕𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗴𝘁𝗶𝘅

/ 𝗙𝗼𝗴𝘁𝗶𝘅

⊹ A neurogender for autistics or people with PTSD/psychosis/disassociation who feel disconnected from their body & have frequent brainfog or psychosis, to the point it has become part of their gender!

This term is exclusive to neurodivergent people & people with PTSD/psychosis/disassociation !

{ID : A 6 stripe flag with an outline of a ghost in the center. The first colour is a blue ish purple, then a darker shade of the same colour. The third stripe is a little thicker than the others, it is a very pale blue-grey. Following that: pale grey and dark purple colours. The other two images are paler versions of the same flag End ID}

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ghostgender!! (specifically based off of my experiences with ghosts and death bc im an introject of a ghost!)

stripe meanings:

memories/death: memories of when you were alive or when you died, and memories can be haunting sometimes

the night: the nighttime has always had a connection with death, but its not in a scary way. its calming.

life: representing the life i used to live, and the new life i have been given.

nature: as a ghost, sometimes reality can be wonky, and things like nature help ground me.

earth: earth as in dirt, the same thing as nature, its grounding. it also has a connection with death because bodies get buried underground

also the white blob is supposed to be a ghost :]

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i think my version of ghostgender has to do with the absence/disconnect from life/gender itself and the connection with death and ghosts. i think of it as very calming and kind of sad? death is a sad subject but its calming too. its similar to agender, but has some elements of ghosts and death involved.

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this flag IS based off of the catgender flag, but thats mainly because i wanted to match with my catgender friend, also because i liked the symbol. it also is slightly based off of the bear and gay flags! but not as much.

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feel free to use this, i dont really care :) id appreciate credit though!! either @feelghoul on tumblr or my main, @cacophonicharmonies on tumblr!! you can also make subsections/subdivisions and slight alterations if you'd like, again, id appreciate credit.

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have fun!!

DNI: proshippers, pro-endo systems, pro bi/pan lesbians (NOT homoromantic bisexuals / vice versa), dream smp antis (idc if you're neutral)

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Cathodemonkinic

☆彡　Cathodemonkinic:

A subset of demongender where your gender identity is related to being kin with demons from the Catholic religion.

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Vegan Mushroom Beef Bowl (134 Calories)

[403 calories per skillet, 134 calories per serving. 7G protein, 2G carbs per serving. Makes 3 servings.]

*THIS IS MY RECIPE*

1/3 package Impossible Burger (240)

1 Package Bunapi mushrooms (35)

1 package Shiitake mushrooms (40)

1/2 onion (20)

3 cloves garlic (0)

1/2 Tablespoon oil (50)

1 Tablespoon Oregano (0)

1 Teaspoon onion powder (8)

5 Tablespoons water

1 Teaspoon vegan bouillon (10)

Pepper (0)

Heat oil in skillet

Break apart Impossible Burger, and sauté on med-high heat until just starting to brown

Add chopped onion, cook until just translucent

Add mushrooms, pepper, onion powder, and Oregano. Sauté covered until mushrooms begin to soften.

Add water, bouillon, and garlic. Cook for a few more minutes to deglaze the pan, and until mushrooms are cooked to your liking.

Serve

Notes: You can, of course, use any kind of mushrooms you like or that are available to you. I get the Bunapis and Shiitakes at Whole Foods. Add salt or more bouillon if you want more seasoning. Add thyme and/or cayenne for even more flavor.